Moi life StorRieE

2006-10-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it rught nowcause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And there was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chours:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
Come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't enterfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to flyy
And this is how it feels

Repeat chours

La, la, la la; yeah, yeah, yeah La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep, I
keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

=((((

2006-10-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

2C...
i'll miss u all SO SO much! every single day in skool, i have enjoyed. Although all the troubles we went through, the problem and hatred??? i'll still miss all of eu SO much! sob. i have never though this day would come so quickly. It was like yesterday when i first stepped into 1C, looking at all the strangers... =( i'll really treasure the times we all shared... All the incidents had made class so enjoyable. Esp those who really can do the most awkward things. Everyday in 2C had been fun... Even when exams are near, u all seem so relaxed and fun loving. I have really enjoyed school because of all of u!!! I still remember the first week in 1C where i would always keep thinking how 'perfect life would be without guys... But i'm seriously wrong... and now, it's like i cannot bare to leave u all. After all, it's the guys who really gives 2C the spirit!!!!! Without u guys, 2C wouldn't be 2C anymore!!!! All the fun and laughter, the best memories were from all of eu!! The tao pok, the jokes, the teasing of mdm goo, the birthday songs, the tamil pledge, the games and so much more! I wish i cold relive the sec 2 days!!!! I'll miss u all so much... =(((
I'll also miss the girls so much! you've all been like sisters to me! i still remember the time when broke down in bio class... ='( i don't wanna leave u all!!!!!!!!! Thank u for all the fun and joy! the 2C girls unity and the closeness of all 10 girls! How much i enjoyed sitting together with all of you, sharing all my happy moments and sad times. Everyone one of u are different and so special!!!!! sob... i love u all!!!! =(
2C has really been my 2nd family and it's just getting harder to accept that we have actually been broken up... It had been such a wonderful experience to meet u all and i'll always remember all of eu!! Thanks u so much for making this 2 years of sec 2 life so happy and enjoyable! i'll never forget all of eu.

2C'06 rawks forever!

i'll miss all of eu...

i never wanna part....

let the time pass while keeping the joy as precious memories...forever...

loving 2C always!

2C'06 rawks my life! i'll miss eu all loads!

2006-10-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

cheryl!!!! hehe, hardly take pic with her. of course i'll miss her!

me and ying lin!!! chio bu! i'l sure miss u so
Mrs tan!!! although at times can be rather xian and always making us stand to push tables and pick litter, is really sweet and nice teacher!
without hui min
the paper cranes we made!!!!!!! hehe, all hard at work... =D sj being bullied by timothy
timothy... hehe, funny smillollol... the one and only..
dao look... =P
Justin and john... lol jermaine. blur look... =D
Gerald!!!! Cute rachel!!!!! hehe...

hey ppl!!! I'm totally gonna take a real long long long time with this post... esp the many many pictures i have to load!!!
Firstly and most importantly, i would like to say... I love 2C'06 LOADS and LOADS!!!!!! u guys rawk my life and I'll miss u all so so much! ='( i wish we could all repeat sec 2 again... sigh... i love u guys!
I'll continue the mushy stuff later... now for today!
In the morning, i dragged myself outta bed... knowing today would be the last i actually wanted to reach school early... but somehow i ended up thinking about all the happy memories of 2C... lol. ended up late... opps.
Today the pledge was Tamil. hehe, it was really funny to hear e guys... sigh...i'll sure miss that alot. Back in class,collect the money for BBQ, then took some photos, before my phone kana stolen by Gabriel who could not stop playing with my boring game...haha. Hui Min came in with loads of pink paper saying we gotta fold paper cranes. At first i though i would be boring, but after starting, could not stop.. haha. Justin went around taking photos and he and clayton tried to force me into taking a photo.. EVIL!!!!
Later got carried away with the cranes.Make and make, taught Gerald,Justin and Fendy 2!!!! We talked and make, it was nice... hehe, first time did something together with so many ppl!Later we all( cyn,rach,yuggy, mark, justin, fendy, john, jermaine, joel and more to come) start to do. All distribute the paper and got all to do... After all, it's charity work! muct be kind. =D WE evn skipped recess for folding the crane... haha! once u start u can never stop. Cyn was throwing all the paper to the guys and telling them to do... hehe, so kind...=) After recess, stop a while and took photos with class and mrs tan... Before going to the audi, cyn,yuggy and me went to the general office where we went to drop all the paper cranes we made... it's really alot k! Took more paper too...hehe! Did the cranes during the presentation... =P It was about project work in sec 3... maybe can do the one about marina biology... sounds fun...=D Later, when we went out, the girls gathered round and suddenly, i started tearing...sob sob. so sad to leave 2C...i'll miss them all so much! then wen xin really started crying... so so sad...=(sat the for about 30 mins. hugged everyone... hai... i'll relay miss the class girls so much!! although only 10, it was like a perfect number. After all, we were all so close... =(((
Justin peeped into the girls toilet and soon hao even went into it... lol! nottie!!!!!! later took more picture with my almost dead phone, Sigh, the boys la, play so much. cannot take so much photos!.
WE wanted to go Bugis at first, but then decided on kallang with the guys. last day what. Took bus 16 there. There was a children party going on at kfc which took up so much seats... so bad lox. so went mac therre... hehe. Ate and listened to hui wen and hui min trying to prove that each other were more noisy... eppps, i'm stuck. Cyn and Rach were busy eating their Big Mac. Had a 'water fight' in the toilet where cyn got the wettest. who ask her went me... humpf. =P
Listened to Soon hao an the guys talk about the fun moments of 2C. Well it was mostly the nottie things they did. Like when john screamed in the middle of Mr Koh's talk.haha, Mr Koh even said " who's that idiot!" hehe, that was funny. The time where Sean took the blame for coming late for art and when John shouted OM was guy in front of a teacher... though i cannot remember who... hmmm. Laughed and laughed... i'll miss them all... esp those who make class so fun and enjoyable... like john... lol! It was great with him...
Played heart attack with the girls... although first time playing i got e most time of heart attacks! Beginner's luck bahhh =D Waited for hui wen and soon hao to finish their game and off to ECP. At first rach and cyn had to go home... lol. i took cyn's hair tie... she la, always like that, go back and leave me one... humpf...=P In the bus, i got here to call her mom. She ar, never call then say cannot. so mean. Last day lox!!!!!!!!! Ended up she can go... hehe. SEE!!!!! =D And just when cyn announced that she could go, Rach said she too could go...0.o i don't believe it lox! she said her mom just smsed her... errrr... haha. Good la, but i STILL don't believe. Maybe she fake one... where can so coincidence one! humpf!!!!!! Even i see e message her mom sent, i still CANNOT believe lox.
But anyways, it's good that she could go la. Had loads of fun on the way to ECP. Was chatting happily with cyn and rach about being demoted... lol!!! somehow i had became commander and they were under me.. he he, power..=D It all started on a money, outside the music room... i missed those days... thinking about it... i would never ever have another lesson with 2C AGAIN!!!! omg... cry cry!!!!! WAHHHH. sobby. hai, leaving is always so hard...=(
When we reached, SH, Hui min and Hui wen went cycling. Me, ys, cheryl, rach, cyn and Daniel stayed and play with sand. hehe. Well Daniel didn't play la... all girls..=P Started splashing around andi got cyn really wet... =PPP Rach at first didn't want to play cause of her shoes but i convinced her 2. We played catching and all ended up running from one end to another... TIRING!!!! Gave up soon of course... Rach retreated to land while me, ys and cyn splashed water. Cyn so evil! use the water nearer to land, were got SO much sand. At least i nice enough to do knee deep to get'cleaner' water to splash at her...HUMPF!
Dryed our feet, wore shoes and went to the bowling alley. Went 7 eleven to get drinks... hehe. There was competition going on so there were no place for us...Sigh. Sat and talked. While the 3 of us did cranes... hehe. So involved. I envy Cheryl SO much! She's so lucky lox! 2 ipods! one with 30g!!!!!! new zinc bag, new phone... what else... her OWN computer... such a lucky girl!
The NCC sea guys who went kayaking came and soon, me, cyn and rach gotta go. Walked to the underpass and reached the bus stop. Behind got a play ground and went to play there. hehe, it was fun! played like little kids. Me climbing up and down, rach stuck on the rolling thing and cyn obsessed with the...er... what do u call it. The think u speak into and it can be heard in the other side... LOL. Later pretended to be on a ship*** hehe!!!! Cyn also showed off how fast she could do the monkey swing so quicky. She was actually waking! And guess what! we missed 3 bus!!!! lol! Cyn made a new friend... cute boy while we all malued ourself really badly... HAHA!
In total, we spent about 45 mins at the play ground!!! haha.. it was really fun. it soon started drizzling and we FINALLY got on a bus!!!! Chatted about.. hm, rach making brownins and trying to prevent cyn from pressing thw bells! hehe. Later alighted same bus stop as rach and walked home... sigh... i really enjoyed the day so much... haha. last day of skool, of being 2C-ian... i'll mis them all... =(

a love post...=P

2006-10-22T17:32:00.000+08:00

Snowy!!! he's so cute...
Rachel's new kitten, Hazel!!!! she's really thin, but playful!!!! Doesn't she look my my cat!!!!

hehe, my cat CUTER... wahahahahaha =PPPP

Cheryl at vivo city, showing her motherly skills... lol. Too bad she ripped the poor pooh bar's dipers a few times!
rachel and her paper bag dog

Rach decorates her wall rather well... =D

justin and alex...
sure will miss him loads... Oh, by the way, ithe hand over alex shoulder is NOT mine. it's justin who wanted to take together with us.. LOL extra! =P

hehe, taking pic with alex!

Squeeze until cannot see Alex le larrrr
The next couple to be... =D
Hui Min and her orange lollipop... and er tate, we can see your cards... haha

Mark and yuggy. Oh reminds me... i got so many pic of yug han!!! He ALWAYS fall 4 e trick... =P
The happy 3!!!! Love then LOADS and LOADS and LOADS!!!! hope can go same class next year! best friends 4 EVA!

Hey all! finally changed blogskin. got rather sick of e old one...
This few days... hmmm... Got headache over which class i should go. Extremely confused... i like bio and go same class as my friends... but then scared my geo don't do well. And then again... my history is still doing fine... which one to give up! i like all... SIGH...
Talked to my parents and aunt. She advise me to go triple. Cause bio is much more important than history. Future thinking lar. kinda true... i love my aunt. She always gives me endless support and is funny and smart. She's my tuition teacher too!!! Love her. I remember in sec !. i guess the change of work loads and demands, cause me to have so much difficulties. Failed alot of subs, even SCIENCE!!!! Totally lost confidence lox. She was the one who gave me a pat on the back and helped my gained confidence... hehe. This final term also. Stress was a major factor. Well she helped my SO much. =D love her loads. Can't wait to go Taiwan with her! So sad my mommy don't allow me go HAWAII with her. sigh. next time bahhh =D
Thought about it. I think i would like to go triple. It was what i wanted at first, only that i changed cause of the history and the stress level. Mrs Goh also said that it was not that demanding. just that the ppl there are smarter so more competition which leads to STRESS. but nevertheless. the stress should help me excel!!!! Just like when i was in sec 1...worked so hard to keep up and here i am now.=D i can take the stress!!!!!
Alex left on fri... Sigh, sure will miss him. He very ke lian one lox!!! always kana bullied by the boys... Somemroe he younger than us lehhh! That time kana tao pok by the boys!!!! His sleeves kana torn and he seemed so sad... U 2C boys ar! So bad to him!!!!! Wanna bully, then bully ppl of your own size lar! he younger then u all leh!!!! Never even harm u all before...Heartless ppl. HUMPF~!!!!!!
He's a really sweet and smart guy la... lol, i got him to help me with math at assembly... hehe! Well, hope he enjoyed his stay in S'pore??? hope he return!!!!!

ANYWAYS... i gotta admit this. I'll sure miss 2C after we all split. In fact, i'll miss it ALOT. All the guys... fun in their different way... well, although irritating at times, but they make lessons fun and enjoyable. like when john would crack funny jokes or make weird noises. it can totally lighten the class up... All the laughter and fun. Esp during math class... The girls are all great!!!! So much fun with all of u all. All united... hehe. Sigh... i'll really miss them, if i go triple sci, where all e SERIOUS ppl ar... confused again...

Went Malaysia yesterday... loved it. WONDERFUL food. Nice movie and SHOPPING... hehe. i got this really nice nike jacket... *-* A very happy gurl now... love my family all so much. i think i'm getting mushy in this post. loving everyone.... but what the hack! =P U gotta enjoy life to the fullest. so yesterday was FUN and FUN and more FUN!!!!! That night, was extra weird. I had a dream the other night about death. Then me and my bro were talking about it and we started crying... lol... okay, we both love out family. =D

***Everything seems to be going PERFECT. Serious perfect. All my wishes coming true. ALL wishes. Everything so wonderful. It's just too good to be true...
Thank God for blessing me and my family!!!

Miracles does happen!

2006-10-18T18:16:00.000+08:00

wow, i'm so so surprised and happy. well... obviously it's about result. Well, i can only say... "Miracles DOES happen!!!!" Thank God!!!! Well, i had been wishing and praying like crazy...lol. Desperate? well, i don't care. just gotta get that A1 for math and 70 for geo so my average can be 70 and about. Well it's only for finals exam result. never count the others(CA1, SA1 and CA2) but anyways... i'm satisfied. yup yup. =D
1st miracle: Well i was upset with my maths marks. in fact. VERY upset. 76... SOB!!!! horrible. and most of e others got 80 over... so it's bad. Well calculated and realised that i need a 78 to get A1 for math!!!!! omg. 2 marks. So prayed and prayed that some how there could be just this calculation or marking error which will give me that 2 marks. kinda impossible rite. After all, i already went thru the sec A liao... one side left. So sad lo.... that night i spent so long thinking about it. and yes, praying again... Next day, was looking thru the paper, check every question VERY carefully. Ahya, no marking error...='( So check the calculation. again and again... nth... THEN... i saw Q 5... omg.... 2 marks! not calculated in!!!! OMG... what! went up and guess what! i got it... LOL.
okay, maybe i am over acting. but my maths is horrible. well, not the proded kind. i've never been good in maths anyways... So this marks are important. hopefully can help pull up my mid year marks. hehe. So ended up, i got 78 for finals. and the report marks will be 75... A1!!!! yay. Finally a A1 for math. =D

2nd miracle: Geo. well, i counted again. Cause my Art got 67...=( cannot pull my grade up, figured out that i had to get at LEAST a 70 to have an average of 70...=D So... my sec A wasn't good at all. Sigh... how could i be SO careless! Philippines got haze??? what nonsense. Ah yerr. Only hope is that i get AT LEAST 42 for 2nd paper. wa... i was SO nervous!!!! could go crazy. Well, to be frank, this all isn't just 4 e average.. it's for my ipod!!! =P
Mrs Chen did not give out according to order, and the suspense was killing me!!! Later when i was called, Mrs Chen say i wrote wrong question number... She would mark it later. Damn. die. sure die! sure minus mark lox. that time mid year, history i wrote wrong question, minus marks... ARG. gone case! Back with cyn and rach. well they did.. okay? at least never fail. =) I was SO SO nervous. Started blabbering nonsense... lol. Rach was cracking jokes to help calm me down.. HAHA, maybe i'm mental...=P
i got my paper last. So so scared. Look at Mrs Chen's face... Cannnot tell if she smiling or frowning... hmmm. Look at paper... OMG!!!! 42!!! yay! lol. so i got 69.5 for geo. should round up to 70... hehe! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh... was a day. Thank God!!!! okay, well i'm not a christian... hmmm, more of a free thinking. but anyways... i believe in God. =) thank you so much...

Now for the day. Math, still got lesson.. XIAN!!! but it was okay la. PE, played captain ball. YAY!!! it was fun...=D Lit, checked marks. whoop, i love my lit marks. although it 64(total, not finals)... missed B3 by a mark, i'm satisfied. after all... 2nd in class... But i'm just happy i passed. =D

After recess was geo, then bio where our paper cars kana confiscated. but ms ang gave it back to us later... hehe! Watched this video about this guy who gave up his eye sight for this girl... Sweet la. But i think e guy is gay... LOL! this was this other guy... HMMMMMMM.

IT, played stress and others. Well, e cher didn't allow poker card.. BUT, ours is paper! =PPP lucky he didn't see la. Assembly was... WELL, councilors tried to get more question. But i wasn't interested at all.. Did math hw instead... HEHE. Later Had a talk by balb. I cannot stand the way he talk. he can take a very simple subject and turning it into a long long speech... So xian. We also realised he is treating us like kindergarten kidS!!!! EG... okay ppl, pink paper pass to you... LEFT!!!! yes, pass to your left! this side this side! -_-" And the blue paper, pass to......... you Right! yes ppl! right... stretch out hand and act like a traffic officer. ah yerrr...
Another one. Okay ppl quiet! i have a SUPRISE for u all!. long pause. Actually i was SO SO surprised with it. Do U all wanna knoe what the surprise it???.... sigh... like i wanna knoe.
The india students did a little dance for us... Well, hope they enjoy their stay in unique singapore. =)

So that's it.=D

I've always believed in u, God. Thank you so much.

EXAM RESULT!!!!

2006-10-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

hey!!! in just 2 days, got most of e marks mack liao... well... some are good, some bad lo... sigh...
First paper was math... SOOOO careless la! lost 8 marks for not changing improper fraction to proper fraction.. damn. SIGH... Later sci, well sci was okay la. I beat yughan!!! yay! =D
Eng was horrible. i got a straight 15 for my compo... sob... then compre, wanted to ask about this 3 question, nani go say 2 of them cannot. -_-" she not even e marker lox... then there was this question where my ans are like exactly the same and i HAD the 2 words in e ans!!!! 2 marks okay!!!! ARGGGGgg. So upset la! Anyways, didn't improve much... still a B4... SOB!!!!
Lit... essay i almost failed, but sec A and B did well and pulled me up.. hehe. Can u believe it! i did better in lit then eng!!!! LOL.
History... so disappointed... i could have done better! sob, why did i waste my time with that 7 marks question. didn't really help anyways. I'm surprised the teacher could read my hand writing... hehe. The marker for lit wrote "write BIG!" on my paper... haha! So history was a total give away. i wished i could spend more time with the last question. it was easy... SOB
Chinese. well i still donno the total marks but i improved in compo! Yay. Hope my oral do better. if i got 20/40, just pass, i'll get 62 for chinese... wahhh. must get higher!
Art sucked! cyn got so high lar!!!! Humpf. a horrible 67. cyn got 79 lo!!!!! she so pro! anyways, stupid art pulled my average down liao! sob, no longer in 70s. SOBBBBB. My only hope is that geo get at least 70 above... though it kinda impossible cause i did badly for it... still hoping!!

WAHHHH. haze getting worst and unlike others who are wishing for it to go up, e netballers are all hoping it rise above 100... LOL. didn't have trng today and came home and SLEEP!!!!! hehe.

donno what class i wanna go next year. most likely A or D... think think think! bio or history... but also donno if i can get in not... hope my geo do well!!!! XD

2006-10-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! yesterday was wonderful. hope ys enjoyed it...=)
Woke up kinda late, packed my STILL messy table and got breakfast. Later left home at 11 30, such hot weather! rushed there and only reached the station at 11 55. Lucky tinghui and cheryl also late... lol... =P so met them there, went around city hall and shopped for ys's birthday present. At first, we bought this cute card about us being "cheep". But in fact, we weren't AT ALL. e card cost $9.10!!!! i don't think i ever got such an ex. present before!
Later planned to get her a cd, but cause i comes with a dvd and that she does not have a player, we didn';t buy it. All the time at HMV, was finding songs and bugging cheryl to send me... lol...=P
As tinghui was seriously starving, went to marina sq. to eat. Took such a long time deciding where to eat... no one wanted to close eye and choose. ended up, tinghui saying she wanted to eat a long johns. Cheryl copy my choice of fd...=P Ended at about 1 20? When mini toons and got ys a cute baby winnie pooh. Cheryl choose it and had to check if it had any very hard edges so that when ys hit her, it won't be pain... lol, she's physic ys WILL hit her. with it.
just as we were buying it, ys called cheryl. Guess what, cheryl told ys the wrong time for meeting. We planned it to be 2 will she told her 30 mins before!! Damn, so we speed walked all the way to the mrt station. Trust me, it's really tiring!
At the station, had this plan of coming down from diff direction so she won't suspect anything. hehe, me cheryl and tinghui ended up running up a flight of steps and coming down an escalator again. According to tinghui, a bunch of boys were clapping at our weird act... 0.o MALU!!!!
Anyways, the coming down by different ways was totally a waste of energy cause we could not find ys AT ALL. in the mrt, all scrambled to write in the card and when we got out, met ys there. Wanted to sing her a b day song one, but well, we ended making a fool outta ourselves and got a few ppl up stairs staring at us...-_-"
Cheryl used my jacket to cover e pooh bear. Ys got scared of it and dropped e whole thing..lol. Took pic and proceeded to vivo city. It was HUGE, with loads and loads of ppl there. Saw many performance there, including some ppl dancing, a police officer parading on the stand and this 3 characters in a box entertaining children. Went to get tickets for Death note. All were either sold out of first row... and they have 15 halls! HMMM, what great business.
Decided on front row and spend time looking for a seat and drinks. Seems like most food outlets are not open yet... And for sure packed, so hanged around at 7 eleven. At 3 30, we in and realised we bought the 4 15 one. HMMMM... weird, didn't notice it before.. haha. All slacked outside and started taking out our bks to read. =D all became book worms after exams. shocking...
The movie was great. like it alot. more like the english version of catch me if u can. Very clever schemes in there. i like the one with e potato chips. well, i won't tell u all e story line, all should watch!! Although it is in jap, it's nice and about 2h 30 min? i think light (name of a character who possess the book) is so shuai! lol. =D
Later went to eat with Arina, Tinghui and richny at plaza sing. Me and Arina were chatting about exams... All got so angry about all the marks we lost... SIGH. Arina's really very polite, even 30C which i helped her save also must pay... HMMM. Well, went home together later, started chatting. She could not find that perrfect thing so describe me... (Well Arina, that's cause u were imagining the word dear, in fact, it does not exist at all!!!! haha, it's NOTHING!)
I had fun today. loads of fun... hehe, after all, when is it ever boring with e netties! love u all loads!

~~~Skool tmr... sigh... i'm so worried about my marks. totally cannot expect anything! i think i screwed it up... SIGH...* pray pray*...
~~~Enjoying like WITHOUT netball trng...
~~~Haze getting worst... should cancel it lox!!! Later we get some respiratory problem how!!!!
~~~Tuition tmr... hw not done, so dead...

Good luck for ur results ppl!!!!!

OVER!!!!!

2006-10-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

Oh got so so so many pics to upload!!!! so many taken during exam!!!!

The outing today!!! Me and ys!!!
Us again.... cyn not smiling... hmmmm
LOL, playing with the broken machine!!!
haha, they look so sweet
Weee, i like e background

We were actually lying down when someone came in...=P OUTSIDE...

Wen xin So cute!!!!! =DDD
Yinglin chio bu!
AWWWWWW
HAHA, everyone busy packing while we busy taking pic... lol
=DDD really look like neos rite!

Smile ALL.... hehe, free one k! imporvisation... maybe later can go add out own words. make it look just like neos.
yay
YS still refuse to take a pic

Chopping place for them, decided not to waste time... =D
On e bus

Cyn's evil bunny ears
WOW, a masterpiece of canceling out the EXAMS!!!!
ME and my mommy! i love her..=D
My bro... making funny faces, as USUAL
Got too bored of studying...=P
My life source!!!! HAHA MANy MANy BKS!!!!!
Wrong wrong wrong!!!!
MY messy room.

hey hey!!!! SOOOOO happy, finals finally OVER!!!! Todaqy was chinese, well... it was that lar... i think i wrote TOO much... which is VERY bad. ah yarrr, donno what they asking for, copy everything down... LOL.
So it ended really quickly. Everyone smiling... =DDD Later me, Rach and Cyn still could not decide a place to go without so many ppl... Sat down with Yinglin chio bu, Wen xin and the funny hui min. Talked about loads of stuff... Later started talking about our Chalet...=D Me, the chairman...(lol, i'm SO honoured!) had to plan lox. So gave out the duties to e other girl..=D and guess what! i'm in charge of finance... haha.
So it's planned that....
The BBQ...
When: 2 Nov 2006

Where: Changi chalet about from 5-11. Sorry guys, cannot stay over... Rach's dad don't allow...

Who: Trying to get the whole of 2C... (2C guys!!!! those who wanna go pls tell e girls or me!!! must be early cause gotta plan the food) PLUS... teachers!!! [tell us which teacher u wanna invite! Mrs tan cannot go cause got O levels to take care of...="( ]

What:
- Decided that u guys gotta pay first k???/ no monsy to buy the food then. We will roughly count the food we gonna buy then tell u how much per person k? pls cooperate!!!! =DDD
- Game like water bomb and beach games.
-Food... the usual...
-Drinks... Soft drinks but NO beer!!!
-Can bring own games... i guess... There's a tv... whoever got ps2 or Xbox welcomed to bring...=D

K, so that's that. Back to the day.

Went to Junction 8. Had alot of laughs on the bus. Rach was playing with my hair... nottie girl. Later there was this playful boy,he started holding on the pole and swang around when he banged into the wall in front... LOL... my and cyn laughed ALOT. Wen reached there, ate lunch and walked around. We went mini toons, action city and played around with the cute little piggy!!! Later followed ys they all go looking around for clothes. BUM was having sales... hehe.
Spilt later and went walking in circles, looking and laughing about all kinda stuff. HMMMM, took neos later. We all so cheapscate!!!! There was this machine which was spoilt, so we went there and used phone to take pics!!! lol, pics below. Wen Xin was so cute!!! Later went Mac to eat ice cream!!!! Yummm.... i suddendly love sweet stuff SO much,
Rach's mom came and she brought us to SPCA!!!! Oh, the dogs there were so sad...=( Sigh, wanna cry from them. Ke lian little creatures. Many started barking. All so adorable!!! i wish i could help them all!!!! Poor things, stuck in the small cage... SOB... There were a few REALLY LOVALBE ones. Like Jolie. Sweet girl, had beautiful colour and so friendly! didn't bark at all and she really had beautiful eyes... Sigh... Played with her alot, when leaving she looked so sad... WAHHHH, wanna cry 2.
Rachel's mom sent me home and so here is am and finally starting to blog again...=D yay. Off to play!!!!

finally, 3 more!!!!

2006-10-06T17:37:00.000+08:00

hey ppl!!!
Today math exam. well, it was okay. but i got e last question wrong... sigh. Count wrongly. so 3 marks gone. Over all still okay. Lucky no graph, or i sure waste alot of time there one. Last questions. At first i did 12, but then found it so hard, then change. haha.
After that discussed wtih the girls about the chalet. Decided on changi lox...=) Well, so went rachel's house do the booking. Ate Wonderful choc and came home to PLAY!!!! wee, break today... hehe. Andrew is so cute...
Oh ya, just remembered that the tanah merah club also same price!!! got air con one... xian... BUT.. no beach. so nvm. book liao... haha!
HMMM, suddendly run outta things to write. i think i'm gonna fail history, left e last question BLANK... sigh. no time lar! then hand ack, pain!!! cannot even tie the string!!!! LOL.

To all 2C guys: 2nd nov, wanna have 2C bbq. At changi chalet! hope e guys will come... more info after exams!

Took loads and loads of pic! but only able to upload these...

jia you ppl!

2006-10-02T13:45:00.000+08:00

hi ppl! first day of exams and since i am using e com to do sci exam paper, might as well blog. Loads of things happen since e last time i post. Very very long time. There was the outing with netballers, many funny things that happened between rach, cyn and me and loads of pics! Also got pic of e 2c gurls! There was the show on e forbidden city which was GREAT!!! Wonderful show and i don't regret sacrifcing my time to study for studying... Later had a blast with family and i LOST my hp pouch and thumbdrive... SOB... so now my phone is pouchless and don't have my thumbdrive ANYMORE... sigh... i hate myself for losing it...='(
Yesterday was children's day AND my daddy's birthday! Went out to eat breakfast at Mac and somehow Gereld spotted me... Went home to mug more... And went out for dinner. My mom booked this buffet at Holiday Inn. IT was wonderful! they have fondue with two types of choc!!! white and dark. And so much choices of dips...=DDD There was loads of cakes and ice cream! Celebrated and had loads of fun trying out the types of tea. I love my family!!! =D
And so today... The exam... in the morning, found myself rather relaxed... haha, was playing around with the other girls lox. No more stress liao... HAHA
Wrote about tsumani... kinda long i guess, but my letter longer...-_-" so long that it needed 2 pieces of paper! well, actually e 2nd piece of paper was to write... Yours sincerely, Jamie. BUT!!! it's wrong larrr... suppose to be Your cousin... SOB, one mark gone.
But the more interesting part... When i needed paper, it was about 5 mins to handing up time. So much hurry get my paper. Raised my hand to get teacher's attention. Yet she was there reading e notice board...-_-" panic larrr... Thanks to ALL those who started coughing to get her attention... =D esp huiwen and fendy!!! hehe. Managed to finish it, and well. I got nothing to say about it.

THANKS ALL 4 UR HELP!!!!

all e best 4 finals ppl!! JIA YOU!!! >.<

Netballer's outing!

2006-09-21T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!! okay, i knoe i took forever to post about this and finally upload ALL e pics... Okay, so here are e pics!!!

4 of us at the light house...
Stairs!
smile ppl

All at mac!

Me and richny... very chio gurl...
Yu shan!!!
Me and tinghui
I like her phone effect!!!
=D
Playing catching! Nadiah was taking photos... Wyn and rach strolling. tiring to run on e sand!
Me and rach... stoning
Run rachel run!!!

haha, what's wyn doing??? Tinghui forever in e water! even fell 3 timeson her own!!!
lol, wyn pro-ed at this
All of us!
haha, what's rachel looking at????

Lastly, WYNNE... lol...

kk, that's it!!!!

pictures!

2006-09-18T16:55:00.002+08:00

hey! monday again and here i am at Rach's house!!! =P finally got time to post my pictures again... hehe. we;;, i only got 10 mins for this before i have to rush for tuition. Today lessons was... hmmm...
Math was okay, rather confusing here and there but overall okay.^-^ poor cynnie got stomach ach...
Pe was LAME!!! that balb is SO... arg, cannot stand him. he wants to give us a test on pe!!! crazy la, pe is about physical education where we learn about different games and how to be safe. NOT on what diff grass there is in out field, what kinda style to position ur field not definitely NOT for balb to boast about how good he is! he also keep talking about Olympic games... as if we going to take part in it one day! He also waste time la, always make us go gym there, take such a long time to tell us about he VERY little facts and give us like 5 mins to play!!! He so damn slack la! that time we were lining up for his lessons and he was there drinking coffee! wa lau, such attitude. Mr Tey would make such a better pe teacher... compared to this slacker!!!
Anyways, back to point. he wants to give us a 30 MCQ question. and he's not going to give itback to us! Firstly, what is there to test!!!! How many netball is needed in a netball game!!! or how many diff type of grass there is in the field! And he also waste paper la, print so much for nothing. After all, test are to see if the stdents understand the lesson, but what is there to learn from pe!!! Sigh. played captain balls for 5 mins and he ended up with talking something i cannot remember. -_-"
Later at recess were talked... found out we all had e same thinking most of e times!!!! =P amazed...

Chem, mrs tey blew to e top and shouted shut up at us... opps.. e wonderful cyn also fixed my broken strap... hehe, thatk euuu. The practical was fun. =D I love the mg!!!! got this really bright and white light from it... FUN!!!! and i got one small piece left... hehe, but no time finish it all.
Later eng did compre... XIAN... sigh, too lazy to do larrr. Did it rather fast then spend e time reading a wonderful bk!!!!
Chinese was so damn lame la. she started scolding ppl who never do zhou ye, she also never tell us when she marking or when we have to do by... HUMPF. She also all the nonsense, which i can stuff something in her month to keep that gap SHUT! Later she come see my bk, i got do so she nth so say rite, complain about my words too small... this fish can never keep her mouth shut. So in total the lessons was plain BORING. was drawing in the book...lol... as USUAL
After that stayed back to eat then went to rachel's house with cyn. wanted to study one, but slack alot... lol!
Tuition was okay... tinghui! i knoe i have not put e pics on my blog, but my com cannot put lehhh! maybe next week k???? need to use rach's com...=P

i learn many many things today!!!
1. Cyn's money face!!! at recess, in the toilet rachel bluff cyn that there was $5 under the sink and she went to look 4 it till her wallet drop... lol!!!! gullible!
2. never leave your egg with ys, she will poke the poor thing.
3. Cyn has the funniest way of thinking! like in cham, all thought the chlorine smelt of swimming pool, she say detergent...0.o
4. after watching the chinese show, i remembered how much promise ment to me when i was young... esp the hooking of e pinkie... =P well, it ment trust and when ur young, and afraid of smt, that littly promise can totally change u. make u brave of give u assurance... and one should never brake a promise like that...=D

Love my besties LOADS!!!! hope can go same also next year!!!! constantly praying for that to come true!!!

super bored

2006-09-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

i'm SUPER bored... no one fun to talk to online and so i decided to go blog visiting...=D and guess what i discovered! cheryl started blogging...=P maybe i'm slow... and i didn't realise she wanted me to do e test... hm... guess it has been a long time since i went to her blog. Anyways, i did some test...=P got it from cheryl's blog. so i'll post e results here...=D

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

hmmm... is that gd or bad...=PPP

You Are 40% Control Freak

You have achieved the perfect balance of control and letting go.
You tend to roll with whatever life brings, but you never get complacent.

Are You A Control Freak?

oh really... yay!!

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.

You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

er hmmmm... i don't think this is accurate...=P

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous

What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand

In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection

In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support

Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure

Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood

You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

okay... i'm a aries but this test kinda true... in SOME areas... like e pigging out and fashion...=P but the job one is DEFINITLY not true... although i like history, i never want to be a historian, marine biologist or religious figure!!!!

You Were a Cougar

You are a great leader who has dominance without ego.
You are wickedly cunning and off the scale confident.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

omg... i WAS wicked and cunning! lol... well at least something related to cats...=DDD

Your True Love Is a Libra

Why you'll love a Libra:

Social and charming, a Libra is sure to turn your head in a group setting.
Libra has the style and grace to intrigue you... and the passionate soul to reel you in.

Why a Libra will love you:

You're laid back and patient. Libra doesn't feel rushed to make a decision with you.
An appreciator of beauty, you can show Libra all sorts of inspiration - from art to nature.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

hmmm... okay... 0.o

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

weee! i'm GIRL =D

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

i agree with e words but not result... lol!

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.

Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

huh???

You Have A Type A Personality

You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood
You tend to succeed at everything you attempt
And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top!

You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun
As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested
You have the perfect personality for business and atheltic success

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

yay!!!! =DDD

Your Learning Style: Flexible and Adaptable

You are a great hands on learner, and you have an excellent memory.

You Should Study:

Acting
Architecture
Creative Writing
Design
Foreign Languages and Literature
Journalism
Literature
Music
Photography

What Should You Study?

lol, the subjects don't interest me...

You Are 40% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.
You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

How Shy Are You?

hehe...

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

weeee... i do like drawing or should i say doodling..=P love cooking and music! Well, child psychologish is fine with me =D believe or not, i ever been to one and i understand how much they can help when the child feels unsecure, rejected or worried about smt... sometimes parents can get too irritated over the child's small need WHICH can be very important... it's interesting to learn about how ppl reacts or the things the different points of view of mine...=DDD

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyoureallythinkofyourfriendsquiz/
this is a nice quiz, but cause of e friends names, cannot post results here.

last quiz for e day!!!!

Your Ideal Pet is a Cat

What's Your Ideal Pet?

i agree with the pet!!! hehe, i love MY cat!!!

2006-09-15T19:35:00.000+08:00

okay, today i am so slacking... one week past SO fast, and i'm not up to schedule.. xian... Rained e whole day today and so was super nice and cooling. Chinese, fong gave us so little time to do e compo... Sigh... History was okay. Recess, spent time doing main stream common test paper. Eng... was boring la. Go thru comprehension and e last spelling. So sad, we could not get row marks. =( i noticed a few things about nani!!!!
She loves to wear these tight shirt... lol, ever saw her struggling to pull it down a little... must be VERY tight... haha.
she also very dependent on chongster. Like that time i asked if i could go lab cause i left smt there, she looked at chong... ahh yo, cannnot make up own mind.
Very action, she ar, scold us for small things... lol! then biger issue she never say anything. And i realise, she usually scold when chong is in class... Either she is chong's personal 'scold-er' or she wanna show chong she is strict... lol
She always dismiss class by saying 'goodbye class!'
She usually pronounce out spelling words wrongly... lol!

yup, bio was fun. Stayed back cause of e rain then went home and SLACKED!!!!

Tuesday...
it was all smooth. We had free period during physic! Wanted to study, but ended up chatting away... hehe. CE was reading magazine! and Mrs tan say e girls are well behaved...opps. The boys also complained about the science papers and how unfair it is...i was too engrossed in the magazine to contribute...
oh yes, the boys also complained about e teachers' day cards. about e girls not letting e boys sign... I feel it is very unfair for them to complain. Firstly, they got to sign all they want on the small cards provided for them, and if they are really desperate to tell a teacher how much they appreciate her, they can just make their own cards rite! for us girls, we spent most of the time of DNT and IT lesson to decorate the cards nicely! our marker inks? our time? the boys never ever thought of the effort we had to put in la! and just think that we are like servants, make such pretty cards and let them take credit in it. HUmpf. Rachel, cyn and i even brought it to rach's house and did it till 7!!!! after all, the boys never contributed in it, i think it is very unfair to the girls who spent SO much time on it and letting them write on it. Mind u, they cards are so nicely decorated, and all our small notes are all nicely decorated, yet for the boys, i am sure they won't decorate it so nicely. And so, won't it spoil the cards. Lastly, if we let only SOME boys sign on it, it would be unfair to the other boys and very weird. so it's better to stick to the, only girls card...

from sept hols to12 sept..

2006-09-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

wow, long long time since i posted or even visited my blog... lol, did it increase alot??? hmmm... forgot old number... anyways, many days pass by so quickly and final exams are in 3 weeks!!!!stress!!!!
loads to study! esp when we hav extra science chaps to learn!!!! humpf... somemore there is dnt! when we only learnt it for like... 10 weeks??? so unfair la, others got one whole year to buck up on it and see what they weak in with e tests while we only gt so little time and little knowledge to it... XIAN... i have i feeling this final exam will be super hard
firstly, talk about e sept hols. It was great! i slacked ALOT... only finished chem, read ss bk and did variation... Sigh... that will surely cost me dearly... ='( but the holiday trip to Malaysia and desaru was WONDERFUL!!!! and i enjoyed myself SO much... different feels in it and it was surely memorable.
The first one was on wed,where we just went johor to buy my bro's ps2!!! hehe, yuggy's very jealous...=P anyways, u won't believe how he got it. There was this mind mapping class i wrote about i think in the last post???? he didn't want to go, so my mom said she would get him a ps2 if he went... so simple... even when we begged for months for one. just a tuition... Should have thought of it before...rebel!!! =PPP went there, got game and and dinner. And then returned to s pore...

Thurs...
Back in spore, woke up early to do hw... last day 4 me to study!!!! so i did chem... so much to learn... notes and stuff... sigh.. but i did it!!!! read ss bk and did math. I didn't go trng... need to study and too lazy to go there do court play... haha. After all i told chennie i going away.. so e attendance should not be counted...=PPP Packed some clothes at night and slept really late. was packing my tonns of bks pilled on my table.

Fri
Early in e morning, woke up and ate breakfast. hurried with my variation questions and left. My kitty cat was so adorable!!! i love him so much. following me around all e time... So sad to leave him lo... sob sob... It took about 1.5h to drive there. Not that long... plenty of snacks in e car and 2 cushions did e trick to a comfortable trip there. When we reached, many many ppl were there with their spotty and cool bikes... hehe, i admire them. And many girls too lo!!!! Oh ya, i forgot to tell u all, my dad go desaru 4 a half iron man. But they call it long distance triathlon... 2km swim, 91km cycle and 21km run... alot rite!!!! tiring lox... but that will only happen the next day...=D so checked into e hotel room. Well, it's not really nice... floor full of sand and bathroom was rather... dirty??? =P but nvm la, nth we can do... 4 star... hm, plug in e ps2 and me and my bro played till 8... hehe. Buffet dinner over liao... opps so we decided to explore e place. Ended up eating at a restaurant in a pretty hotel quite near our hotel. if only we booked that place... *-* After dinner, we saw the BIG pool and decided to come swim here tmr while my dad runs in the triathlon. it started to rain and so we sat in the lobby and played heart attack!!! it's always very fun to play with my family... Mu dad would always come up with funny tricks to try change the rules of e game...haha, made us laugh lke crazy. My mom would always be the fast one and my brother will always have 'i will win no matter what' thinking... haha, well im fine giving in the my little brother...=D
Later when the rain stopped, went back to the hotel and slept... The night was HORRIBLE!!!! There were red ants on e bed!!!! Biting me all night.. sob... and mosquitoes... oh ya! there is cockroaches!!!! AHHHHHH, i was so scared la! at night could not sleep well... sigh... everyone had a hard time with the insects invasion... my blanket dropped on e floor at night but i didn't dare pick it up... soo worried a cockroach wold climb on it... sigh...
sat
Next day, woke up very early. so glad there will not be another night in there...=P Went fr a walk on the beach and then for breakfast... hungry houseflies everywhere, so hard to eat lo... =( Later my dad went to get ready for the race. Me and my mom followed him to the beach where he will be swimming to give support...=D my brother ar, only care about playing PlayStation... so bad larr...
Saw so many girls lo... so admire them... lol... most were very slim will strong arms looking really spotty... and some with beautiful tattoos on their back...how much i wish i could be like them...=P there was also one who was a professional lox!!! as in she won such triathlon before!!!! ADMIRE!!!!! *-* But most winners were guys la...
The race started and the swim was really tough.. esp with the strong current which kept pushing everyone back to shore... i tried the waves later while swimming in the sea. Tough job!!!! somemore the sea bed was rather shallow in front and suddenly become deep. Scary...=P Many had problem with getting past the waves... Somemore with SO many ppl, hard to swim properly with so many legs splashing around. 2 rounds and they even had to run a short distance on sand... All looked so exhausted... the first few were professional ex winners.4 was a girl lo!!!!she's really strong...My dad was in e middle.He said he was swept away by a current... took pictures of him 2. It's nice to see his hay face when he spots us standing in th crowd shouting and supporting him... he looked so... happy??? haha, i donno how to explain it, but i felt happy to be there cheering my dad on!
Later was the cycling and we ran with him to his bicycle... although wet and all, still have to continue. this kinda race is no stop one... endurance and stamina matters, not speed. After all, my dad joins these not to win, be he enjoys such race. =D i'm proud of him...=DDD So off he went with his bicycle. cannot follow anymore and so went back to hotel room, changed and went swimming!!!! The road would be closed for a long while and so we had to wait for the cycling to finish to be able to drive to the other resort and play in their BIG pool. At about 12 plus, we got ready and left for the car when we( me, bro and mom) met my father! was really surprised to see him walking to us, guess what, his tire punchet... wahhh, he's so lucky to meet us before we left!!!! got the new tire for him and helped him pump the bike... I just realised how convenient it is. But u will take rather long without help. And so my dad continues his race. My mom bought this really light sport shoe.orange and white. nice colour. Swam more and played in the hot sun.My poor dad must be suffering in this torturing weather =(
Walked around for a while and when we decided to leave, we saw my dad who have just came back from his cycle... haha. ran over and helped him a little. gave him red bull to drink and helped him secure his bike so he can get into his running gear. Ran together with him out and cheered him on again... haha. i'm a very supportive person...=P we waited for him to come by so we can give him water... it's VERY important in such weather... me and my brother ran to get milo from the milo van be by e time we got back, he JUST left... lol... and so we decided to go for the long awaited swim at e BIG swimming pool.. hehe. Got into e car and off we went! and on e way, saw my dad AGAIN... today very lucky la, always clash onto him... haha.
The swim was fun, compete swimming with my brother... haha. Later my mom asked if we wanna go back early to see my dad finish. cause e plan was that my dad would have to cycle to e hotel after he VERY tiring run... so bad to him... so we decided to meet him...=D
Quicky bathe and i got foot cram... LOL... painful lo...=( my mom drove back and we waited... a few ppl in e sick bay. Some dehydrated... Quite a few finished liao... Hmm, looked around and there were quite alot of girls! wa... their so pro!!! My dad came in and we surprised him there.=D gosh, he looks SO tired. Helped him in some stuff like getting water and stuff. After resting, he went to bathe and off we headed to S'pore.
Came back and found out info for carnival tmr... xian...

overall, i love the holiday trips!!! and... i MUST join a triathlon one day!!!! MUST!!!! =PPP

Sunday
So the carnival is today. My grandfather drove me and cheryl to lagoona park. Cheryl thought my grandfather did a illegal u turn, but it WAS NOT...=P cause sunday, they allow... haha! So went to my other grand dad's house to get e key. Snowy ( dog) is SO adorable... hehe. Met e rest and went to east coast. Guess e juniors smarter, take short cut... lol. Got there and met Bok... he's SO scary. In a SUPER happy mood today... lol. cannot get used to lox. He was talking about how much he hated such carnivals??? so went to eat breakfast. haha, ended up taking pics instead la. Hmm, walked around, waste time. Should have came later la... then no need wake up so early. So first match, beat them...=D they were... okay. After that had a long break. Went to eat lunch. I realised chicken rice is VERY popular... haha, almost everyone ordered it. Later naz took her BMI and is healthy... 2nd match. We lost! =( always like that... sigh... irritating...All the carnival, always SO close to getting into finals, and we ALWAYS miss it!SOBBBB... when will we ever be into e finals... sigh...
So first round, we were dead even. Then later some mistakes here and there. i missed one shot... argg... i don't like that GS, everytime take ball from so far, then jump so front forward and shoot. Can block one, but guess the defenders move back la. but not their fault la, it's natural instinct??? sigh... i REALLY hope we and got into the finals... REALLY HOPE SO... cannot go on missing finals like that...=(

Finally an outing with netballers!!!!

2006-09-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

hihi! super happy today...=P really had loads and loads with e netballers!!!!
We up kinda late planning e stuff . Nadiah wanted to ice skate, but settled with e old plan... E ice skating place too far... =( Morning, did eng hw. Well, i didn't knoe how to submit it. Ended up it was wrong..-_-" Was chatting with Fendy about it... lol, and i think we are suppose to submit it BEFORE 4th... LOL, whatever, i don't care... give so little time.. HUMPF

Later wanted to go meet tinghui and rachie early, but my mom la, got me to run all around e house getting stuff 4 her...lol... So reached on time. Later Ys and Nadiah came. Could not find a place to eat or decided on Mac... haha. chat a while then left 4 popular cause tinghui wanted to buy look 4 some chinese bk. There, me and ys found presents 4 e 3 birthday gurls. It were SO cute!!! haha. Had to smuggle it around so they would not suspect. Ys had to distract Tinghui so i could pay.. .lol!!! Then later felt too lazy to wrap so ended up buying small paper bags. But all e gurls were standing right there lox!!!!! Had to distract them, and tried to block ys so she could get e paper bags without them noticing... HAHA!!!! Ys had such a hard time getting e paper bag out and ended laughing behind e cards section loudly... LOL... VERY FUNNY. paid 4 it and went to East Coast. There we played arcade. Me and ys went mad there. First motorbike game, then this counter game which screen was spoilt. Ys tried this flying bicycle game and got herself stuck on e ground... LOL Later ended playing e Jurassic park game... WE got so far!!!! Wee, found another game we liked!!! the police training game spoilt la... SOB.
Later wyn arrived and we went down to e beach to play. First started building sand castle but it ended up thinking 'sick' LOL... so played with e sea water. Hmmmm, me and ys went to throw tinghui into e sea... LOL. first one to get wet. Then later went to get wyn. She's really strong lox.. =PPP Lastly got richny...=D
Nadiah dowan to step on e sand.. So sad, cannot play catching with us...=( next time we play on hard ground k??? Richny cut her toe so cannot play 2... =( Catching on sand is really tiring!!! keep sinking into e sand.. lol. Tinghui keep going into e sea and fell a few times..haha! poor dear. But it was really fun, reminded me of how i used to play when i was younger... =) nadiah took some photos of us... =D

After that went to wash up, bought drinks and sweet and went cycling with ys!!! Cause ys cannot cycle, had to take e 2 ppl bike with her... lol. tinghui and richny cycled while wyn, nadiah and rachel blade. Had such a hard time starting with ys.. lol, no balance. We also over shot e jetty!!!! =PPP but we had fun. Screaming all e way... haha. Later went to e light house??? were we took loads of pic and waited 4 wyn they all. Took so long! miss sunset le! so decided to cycle back... When we finally found them, me and ys shouted 4 them but they either did not hear or they ignored us!!!! =PPP and then ys made up this story that we were actually dead and stuff... HAHA, we 2 going crazy. later wanted to go to e slope one, but guess too dark la, very scary so turned around and left. oh ya, there was this horrible rude boy keep standing in e middle of e road... Then we ring e bell 4 him to move, he even said keep quiet la!!! idiotic guy. so me and ys shouted back at him...lol...=PPP When we reached e place, wyn and e others wanted to roller blade somemore so we decided to teach ys how to cycle!!!
haha, but only 30 mins, at least she got to try... =P Walked to pp where we gave e presents and malued ourselves by singing birthday song... LOL. Nadiah left and we went to eat pastamania...we all ordered same thing la!!!! very funny when see e expression on e cashier's face... =P but we were lucky, just nice they had finished baking e rice!!!! so no need wait. Later while eating, i heard e waiter telling a man that they have ran out of bake rice.. OPPS.=P guess we are really lucky today.=D
WE finished real late and all rushed home. It started drizzling outside. Walked with wyn and rachel to e bus stop. Rachel had to wait 4 her mom while me and wyn took 76. Wyn was freezing in e bus while i felt cold, but not trembling cold... hmmm, this gurl too skinny liao la... lol. no fats to keep her warm... I think she's really slim.. She got a VERY flat stomach... lol..sexy gurl... admire sia... =PPP so rushed home in e rain and here i am..=D

really had fun today. Thanks all 4 coming..=P sorrie arina could not come. Next time we organise another k??? Get well soon!!!!

*** sorrie Nadiah. Knoe u didn't have as much fun cause u didn't wanna play in e sand. Next time we organise game without sand k??? =PPP

upload pics later!!!!

2006-09-03T21:39:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! gosh, have not been visiting my blog for 2 days??? no no, one la. i think... And i'm super surprised!!!! e blog counter has rose by like... 100 or more!!! O.o... and i wonder... it's it that interesting... LOL...

ANYWAYS...
sat was great... i was out e WHOLE day!!!! =D guilty of not studying AT ALL, but it was fun! Morning was e usual tuition, went around pp with lyn, she a really sweet gurl... Bought rubber bands and hair band 4 netball, i seem to have lost my black one... HMMMM
Later went to Tua Payo there. My poor brother got tuition. Some mind mapping class... 3.30H!!!! i'll DIE in there!!!!! lucky my mom could not talk me into going 4 e class... PHEW!!! Went popular buy some books and assessment. After that, parents went to e world of sports where i played with nike hat!!!! =PPP took 3 pics...Later walked around then went to fetch bro. He wanted to watch movie so ended up watching monster house... It was...okay larrr... nth much to it. Expected e ending anyways... no fun!!! But my bro got really scared at time... LOL... he's so cute...=PPP

Sunday!
Did art in e morning, it's a terrible mess... -_-" Then went to bugis there, bro's tuition AGAIN... i cannot believe my brother is actually surviving the amount of tuition he has!!! OMG. then went to walk around in bugis street. Found this really nice Zinc bag... lol, but i got many liao, so decided should get 4 my bro. ^-^. His birthday coming le!!! Later went to fetch him, and went home, slack a bit, watch "Maggie & me", taped it la. Ate nachos and then went over to aunt's house. My dear cousin's birthday. Ryan... but i call him Rrrra-yan...lol, cause my brother Brian what, very hard to different shade... So his, Rrrra-yan and my bro's Bee-yan... LOL... So, mango cake!!!! =D spent e time reviving my child hood!!! Was watching Garfield. That mean fat cat!!! Bully poor Oldie!!!! Bad bad... E dog so cute lox! come out a night when Garfield was kicked out to sleep with him, and Garfield left him stuck outside... HUMPF!!!! =PPP Then later changed to Beauty and e Beast!!!! i used to love it when i was young lox.. Watching it EVERYDAY!!!! hehe, so i was glued to e screen till it ended which was like...8 plus??? =P So these 2 days were fun!!! YAY!!!

*** too lazy to put pics!!!!!! maybe tmr... =PPP

2 confessions to make...

Firstly, my cousin came up to me today with that weird look and asked..." do u TALK to your CAT??????" lol, well e truth is... YES!!!! haha, but what;s so weird with that?!?!?!?! i don't see anything wrong... HMMMM.He has a name and calling him IS talking to my cat rite??? Any when i play with my cat, i usually squall "ur SOOO cute!" or "omg! u poor thing" when he clashes head on to e door when he chases e string. E poor guy hardly look at anything else but e string... =PPP
So... i DO talk to my cat and i don't find it at all weird... =P

Secondly, i cannot understand guys... Well, not all guys... but SOME...maybe i can explain a little... When ever i compare those guys with others or my cousin, i always wonder... Why are they SO different... Well, like i ask my cousin questions about my problem with guys. Not straight forward, but indirectly... There is always this thought in my mind... why can't "they" be like him...
Some of them loves to argue with u... I cannot remember e last time i ended a simple conversation normally. It always leaves me upset and angry... Everything he loves to say about. And it's SUPER hard explaining to him cause he will just give small reasons to prove u wrong and make u explain even more... EVEN when i'm trying to comfort him... Well... this is not talking about one... but a few... SAME PROBLEM... Some also have no patience at all, and when ur busy a smt and not looking at ur phone, they seem to 'talk to themselves'...let me explain... they think u ignoring them and start saying stuff think u are angry with them... and e problem is... it is only like... 5 mins???? sigh... so many ppl think i angry with them when i dont reply la! such weird thinking...And worst of all, some ppl think they are e greatest and just sms a order to u... can't explain it but e way they sms, is like they order u to do smt... CANNOT stand...

all these are not cause on one person, but many have done such...and if i hurt someone... sorrie...

love friendz!!!!

2006-08-31T16:55:00.000+08:00

i forgot to post about yesterday. PE did badminton, lit was e usual... Last lesson of dnt!!! Were suppose to de e paper 'space craft'. Instead, me and rachel took pic!!!!

wen xin hard at work!!!! so guai...*-*

omg, what a serious look...*-*

wen xin SMILE!!!!

yinglin so chio... sigh... fall in love with her...

quick! i think teacher's looking!!!! =PPP

ms shahira teaching... =D

our plane!!!

hehe, our names!!! =PPP

later went down to see e other class do their coke and mentos. Ms Shahira don't let us join with them lox!!!! Donno what imaginary line.. SO UNFAIR!!!! we same class lox!!!! Sigh. Later went up, azri and sh did e pencil row... haha. In class did e giant cards... spent to much time drawing it!!!! IT did cards... All e time wasted on it lox!!!! Hmmmm, Activity period was on our presentation... E powerpoint disappeared from my thumbdrive!!!!! so used e old one... Ended up reading alot... Sob... Later went down to meet those who going to meet HOD about 'fish'. Thought i left my thumbdrive in e lab!!!! so went to ms chong. She gave use that little device where all teachers have to get into the staff room. Guess u also need it to unlock doors!!!! Of course we took pic!!!! never let such opportunity pass!!!!

in class... =D

smile!!!

behold!!!! the thing we never get our hands on

cyn just gotta try it on... LOL...

e EMPTY com lab... spooky...

After that went to meet HOD, she was nice and i can say that the whole thing went rather well..=D Took us 1. 30h!!!!! Later went Rachel's house to bake. We become pro-ded liao la, can remember how to do. E last one finished in like 5 min??? without e baking process. Fun!!!! Continued to colour e cards... See!!! so much time spent on it!!!! Did the cards until 7 30 larrr!!!! Later cyn was glued to the tv while and and rachel put e brownies into boxes and ate some... haha, =D Cannot wait 4 teacher's day!!!!

i love e colours SO much!!!!

nicely coloured!!!

brownies!!!!

yum yum!!! simply irrisistable!!!

u wanna eat????

rachel got e horner for e FIRST bite!!!! i want!!!

AHHHHHHHH.... ^-^

finished in a FLASH

Cyn's VERY happy!!!!

me and cyn!!!

TEACHER"S DAY!!!!
rained so heavily in e morning!!!! came late to skool and got e brownies ready...=D aces day was not as fun, could not shuffle in e hall... sigh. Teacher's day concert was great. E pole blocking our view!!!! even folded up e flags lox... haha! hm, ended up sitting on e floor.. lol. Later went to give teacher presents!!! so many ppl larrr... Then went to give e gurls e extra brownies we baked... haha, it's still nice!!!!!

OH YA not trng today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes!!!!!! that time can and rach was giving e brownies to mrs chen and i was hiding away, when she called me i thought something bad lox!!!! But guess what!!! gd news!!! haha =DDD

delayed abit then went to haig girls!!!! So far lox!!!!! cyn keep hitting me with e umbrella!!! lol... Wa, ppl change so much!!!! miss e teachers and e skool!!!! most importantly, the FOOD!!!! debra came late, meet 4 a while then went le.
some pics of hgs!!!

guess what!!! i got interviewed when p6 and they actually framed it!!!! WEEE i'm FAMOUS!!!! =P

spot my name!!!!!!! =DDD that was 2 years ago... my p6 days... =D

my painting... LOL, i knoe, i used to suck at art!

hopscotch!!! miss it LOADS

Walked to shell, bought ice cream, walked home to put stuff and cyn played with my cat!!!! Later went to skool bus stop. Rachel have not reached yet!!!!! so we decided to meet her on e way... BUT, it started raining again!!!! =( got stuck under a tree, so pulled out umbrella. haha. Rachel cam shortly and took taxi to bugis. HMMMM, were lost in isatan, took lift down and went to take neos!!! hehe, i like e neos SO SO much!!!! was fun...=DDD

ah ya! no need hide liao larrrr....=P

e umbrella ppl!!!

smile!

in e taxiiii...

it that building on fire?!?!?!?!

flower!!!

pink!!!! lol

awww, they 2 are SUPER cute!!! =D

besties```

bestfriends!!!! =D so prewtty! i love it!

love! i like this one alot! everyone smilling so sweetly... =D yay!

this is also VERy nice! not cause of e words...*ah hemmm* but everyone look WONDERFUL

and this is my favourite... =DDD pink, wonderful and pretty!

After that went edge. Meet wan fong and other seniors 3 times there!!!! can only conclude how small edge is.... lol. I bought my billabong slipper!!! YES!!!! finally!!!! hehe, mom gonna pay 4 it though... =DDD cause she own me mahhh.
Later cyn and rachel bought earrings while i went to relax on this prewty star chair!!!! So that's it, went to buy cream puff 4 my bro and went home!!! haha. Took bus 33 home. Toke LOADS of pic!!!!! Cyn was so evil!!! we really saw e 'real' cyn today!!!! she was playing with the paper phone and pretending to take pic of everyone!!! she said that when she pretended to take pic of e guy sitting beside us, he stared at her!!! then she open the paper phone and pretend to be reading it... DOTZZZZ she did that 4 e whole ride home... disturbing rach, me and all e ppl in e bus!!! nottie cyn!!!! Hmmm and rach confessed smt!!!! But i shan't say it here... lol... happy now, rachel???? =PPPP

besties!!!!

in e bus...

Cyn's bunny ears... evil gurl!!!

smile dearies!!!!

Rachel look so sweet here!!!

CYNTHIA

RACHEL

JAMIE

So it was a very happy day.
1. no trng!!!!
2.so cooling!!! rained e WHOLE day!!!
3. Went back to haig girls!!!
4. Vivian changed ALOT
5.Missed everyone so!!!!
5. Went out with cyn and rach!!!
6. Took neos!!!!!
7. Billabong slippers!!!
8.Laughed so much with cyn and rach!
9.many pics!!!!
10. Sept hols have offically STARTED!!!

=(

2006-08-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

i so upset!!!! SOBBBBB
Everything is so horrible!!!! My mom is SO irritating, and e sept hols have not even started!!!! AHHH, imagine being stuck at home with HER!!! =((( Donno what has gotten into my mother la!!!! Started to scold me over everything, firstly my room, then tuition and now piano..... ARGGG, i'm going mad soon!!!!! I hate piano so much!!! Hate it!!!! Such a waste of time!!!! Somemore as if i so free everyday go practice, a waste of my life!!!! After i got my grade 8, i'm never gonna touch e piano AGAIN!!!! So sick of that wooden thing!!!!!
Netball is also killing me!!!!! Tmr there is netball!!!!! Wa!!! i wanna go out!!!! Then carnival on sun!!! my brother's b day celebration!!!! HOW!!!! should i pon??? thurs my mom wanna go malaysia, get a PS2 4 my bro. So damn unfair la, his marks so horrible still buy him stuff... then me lehhh!!!! sob, i improved lox... esp my sci, geo and hist!!!! Overall got 71 lox, very happy. But when give her, she only just show a half smile and sign it... Sotz, she don't look happy at all...

So much hw to do!!! i'm going maddd~~~~

tired of everything

2006-08-29T20:40:00.000+08:00

sigh... donno what happened 2 me today... been feeling rather down... or maybe lost??? XIAN.... Well, i guess i had such feeling before... Everything seem so zoom past you so quickly, and u cannot understand or pick it up... And now i got tons of hw to do... sigh... i wish i could pause time, some time to catch my breath... Everything seems like in a mist, where u can't see clearly.... lost....
E day was tiring... not that there was lots to do, in fact, nothing much lox... but i felt exhausted.... Really looking forward to e Sept hols... Maths, i could not understand that chapter AT ALL!!!! so lost larrr, donno why Mdm goo did this and that... sigh. Mdm Goo could tell i was lost, well i felt to tired in e morning and could not catch anything... SOB... Maybe it's more like i got up on e wrong side of bed??? HMMMM, my mom started nagging at me early in e morning, yet i can't remember what it was about... i was half asleep...ZZZZzzzzz
Eng, panicked when i thought there was spelling... lucky no have lox, e words so hard...=P We got e compo on e tale of suspense back. Rachel got rather high 4 it and nani read it out... i think nani's oral fail lox, had to put e paper so near to e paper to see e word... And rachel's handwriting is definitely not small, what if she read mine... LOL, she will DIE!!!! Well, i'm happy with my story...=D i still like it...yup yup. Self contented..=P
Recess ate laksa.. and it's my first time eating it... lol, weird... it was not as nice la, chicken curry nicer =D. Lit was normal, went thru some questions... was slacking, wasn't really in e mood to contribute must ideas or stuff. Physic was totally a waste of time!!!! That Mr how, so lame larrr, cannot believe he is wasting out precious science period on aerospace when it does not help us at all and no one was listening... =( He should teach us something more useful.. at least smt which would be tested in final exam rite!!!! Later questioned him on e subs and he was not sure... What a 'great' teacher... Mrs Goh!!!! we need u back!!!!!!
Hm, i think i challenge teachers too much...XD opps, i guess i better stop... haha!! History was playing with eraser dust. Wrapped it in paper and passed it around. Rachel, Cyn, Hui min and Yu shan fell for e trick!!! lol, got eraser dust all over e table... =P Cyn poured them all on e floor. Laughed like crazy!!!! Well, so these are e impatient ppl on 2c gurls!!! =D i thin Cheryl would have fallen 4 e trick if not 4 ying lin!!!!
Maths w/s period also didn't understand... got so confused...='(
lots of time before training, nothing to doooo!!!! Bok never come, trng was slack. Complained alot with yvette about Fish and Mutton*** lol, it's ***her*** & bok larrr... haha! donno why we came out with such names... Quarrelled 4 so long lox... haha. Match and go hm... Tired sia... Not physicality mentally??? felt so xian of trng... tired of netball!!!!!

Well, e topic was brought up again... Hunger 4 e ball!!!!
-i missed e times where we were all a team, so united. i miss it TOO much...
-I used to look forward to netball!!! stayed back everyday to play!!!
-i wanted to win 4 e team, do e best so that we all, as a team could win!!! and FOR OURSELF!!!! more like proving our-self that we all can do it. Even with Bok, knowing e team will always be there spurt me on...
-but now with bok, everything changed... Somehow, it's like playing 4 bok. There feel is no longer than. Well, sometimes i feel like i am playing e game cause he wants me to play.
-bok extinguished the fire in me...
-i feel tired of netball... no excitement, no nothing.

well, i guess i better get that flame started. But now, i'm just to tired with it... I wanna pon thurs trng bad... =(

2006-08-28T16:37:00.000+08:00

hey! sunday was great... had loads of fun with my cousins... very glad my cousins are vack from china. Went swimming!!!! watched e guys play, well i didn;t want to play la... feels odd. They were so cute... presenting their drama skills... haha! =D
Had my usual night and went to sleep rather late. Today, Mdm nora got angry. I totally salute mrs tay!!! Today she was really nice... Had spa test, but e boys talking, yet she remained so calm and joyfull!!!! Fendy not in skool!!! So fong just HAD to pick on someone... Cyn was e poor target.... haha... well, that was e final push 4 her in e petition..lol... Fong talked nonsense today larr.. wanna act pro only....SO BORING!!!! was talking to cheryl all e time.

E IMPORTANT ISSUE!!!!
the petition has finally been hnded in!!!! lol.... yay!!!! No more delays. E HOB thought we were from 2H.. that means thy already handed in??? OMG... so fast!!!!! Well, i'm happy!!! hope mdm fong get sacked!!!!!
ORal!!! was so worried, came in rather late cause of e petition...Picutre looked hard, ended up was commuity service... Well, i stammered a little on e passage...-_-" The pic, only talked a little about e pic and he asked me about stuff... like if i did community service and stuff...What about e pic???? Sigh, hope i won't fail...

That's it... lazy to uploas pic... later larrr =D

cousins!!!

2006-08-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

hey! decided to write about what happened AFTER e baking...=D went out to eat... Curry rice... lol, love curry loads. weird rite!!!! Was rather bored, after all my cousin ( 2 boys, one from china and his sister.) so in total, 2 gurl and 3 boys, including my bro...Smsed ppl. haha
When came back, did my previous post. Cousins were playing with e slimming machine... LOL... took vidio...Funny. Later they went to play with my poor cat... He was playing with cockroach!!!! OMG... Guess my cousins were bored and used that cockroach as entertainment!!! Ying xuan decided to hide it under loads of leaves. The others were using e bicycle pump to 'blow' it away... LOL. The way they it was hilarious!!!!Thought it was a large machine guy, someone hold e from, someone pump... Laughed like crazy. The crazy 'plans' they made to get rid of e cockroach!!!! ended up using bygone and FLOOd it!!! Waste larrrr... My poor cat scared of them le lar.
Slacked a bit and watching Pooh's Hamffelump movie!!!! HAHA, roo's SO cute!!!! His momma so caring 2... This reminds me of many stories i heard. Single parent. HMMM, well obviously Roo is doing just fine, his mom no need worry about money!!!! lol, well marriage is hard, esp trusting e other one... But what the hack! i'm not gonna go thru it till another 10 years??? lol!
I love e hamffelump!!!! so cute!!!!

Realised my cousin became much more... shuai??? lol.. he grown up!!! =PPP Fun asking him question... esp on guys cause i never understand them. Well, i think he gotta g quality of a guy. Yup. And he's a year younger than me.. not that i like him larrr. but i just wish i could knoe someone who is like him... Full stop. Shan't say anymore.

***when will i ever find euuu

my china cousins playing with e slimming machine... LOL... very funny

killing or should i say, drowning the croachroach in bygone!!!

them ALL.

Baking simply DELICIOUS brownies!!!!

2006-08-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

hey! sat today! as usual there was tuition. Can u believe it! i did 2 weeks work in a day!! lol. Lucky no compo today, or my hand would break.
Later met rachie and cyn downstair... Sorrie i was late!!! E summary took some time. Met Joan there, went to buy Andrew's present and then e butter. Ate lunch too. Spent so much time there!!! Saw some...'evil' things??? LOL, nvm.
On the walk back started talking about marriage... LOL... donno why we even started with it. Talk and talk. Moved from one sub to another. Cannot be believe we ended with that... LOL... But it was fun.=D
Went Rachel's house, wrapped e present. Pretended we were doctors... haha! cyn's e prewtty nurse. Later slacked abit, then went to bake. Andrew's b day party today but too bad i cannot stay to watch it... Sorrie. My cousin coming.
took many pics when baking!!! hehe... it's for teacher's day... =D

Baking process!!!!

First, u gotta heat e choc and butter!!! smells so good!

yum yum!!! looks like fondue!!!!

mix sugar with vanilla and egg!!!

pour e choc and butter mixture with e stuff on top!!!

mix mix mix!!!!

measure e flour!!! haha, made out hands all white!!!

add coco powder... haha. their 'stoning'

baking powder!!!

mix in slowly and fold!!!

it's HARD WORK!!!!

cyn's struggling!!! quick! hold e bowl!

the result of all e mixing!!!

pour in e mixture and sprinkle crushed Maltese on top

e final product!!!! it's already yummy to eat now!!!

lol... cyn and rach already started licking e spoons!!!

put it in oven and yup!!!! done!!!! haha.

It was really yummy!!!

inspired by e floury gourmet gurls grup!!
*** if u want e recipe tell me k??? =D

2006-08-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

CT results all out leee... well, i can say that i am more or less happy with it? Geo, His and Sci is great. Maths could do better. Lit, Eng were e usual marks, gotta buck up anyways... BUT CHINESE!!!! DAmn fong gave me 50!!!! What!!! I never failed anything so badly lox... i passed ALL!!! How can i just get a 50 straight??? And i did not pass CT by 1 or 2 marks, i passed by 6 marks!!!! Tingxie i have been getting high or even full marks!!! What could have pulled me down?!?!?! Compo??? i passed ALL okay! Damn fong, must have minus my marks... ARG... how can she!!! If this continue, Chinese will pull my average down!!!! I getting my mom to call her... no use i find her, as if she will care about me. Somemore she also never tell us how she count... Later she make mistake and cost us e marks... HUMPF...
Today Fendy got e petition. Well, cmf will give now!!! HUMPF. Donno who has it... Better take gd care of it!!! Hate that Fong.
Chinese was a bore, compo. Didn't knoe what to write...Whatever. History was... donno what we doing larrr... End year will SURE die!!! So many chaps to learn... AHHH!!! then Science also so much.. last year heat transfer and digestion... 5 papers in total!!! If we don't do well not our fault!!! We got to much MORE to learn!!!! DIE sia... So unfair, they should let 2c ppl get in lox... Or at least meet a certain mark larrrr... ensured in... Sigh... Study like siao then cannot get in... SOB... i rather go normal classes, i feel e chances of getting into triple sci so much easier!!!! Only one paper, later i fail on just one of the 5 paper, gone case... SOBBBB... p(getting into triple sci in 2C)=1/5!!!!
Better start revision soon... SOB... English, Ms Chong was dozing off during presentation!!!!! LOL... was it that boring.. But she didn't say much, so should be gd larrr... At least better then that irritating YT's group... HUMPF!!! So big mouth somemore loxxx!!! As if he so much better....Like crow like that, donno when to shut up... only knoe how to make ppl angry. Cannot stand him larrr... During presentation, was looking at Ms chong. Seeing her dozing off, makes me wanna laugh loxxx... Well, hope e real presentation day she won't like that. At least we got a chance to present and that was gd... Cyn gotta speak louder and more entu k??? i

Physic... Mrs Tey came in and gave marks. Well didn't fail...=D Later added up all and times 2, 74!!! sob, miss A1 by one mark! But later was told will add in e Australian sci marks. Count and count, ended up getting lesser than normal!!! In e end found out that is divided by 65 instead of 75. So worried that we actually got so low!!! =PPP Later went lab. Research on missiles. Was waste of time la. That Mr HOW go tell e whole class our idea!!! later others use then we have to change... HUMPF!!!Found this web with everything and yup. Bell rang and that MR How also donno... He got loads to learn!!!!
Oh yarrr!! Mark so sweet lox!!! he really bought us ( me, rach and cyn) one big bottle of coke... hehe, cause that time we lend him e mindmaps then say he own us coke... THANK EU!!!! SO sweet of him...=DDD Unlike that yingtai and yuggy.... THey both ar... gotta learn from mark... =P Later went to class get rachel's bottle and divided it... took pic!!! Donno why i am obsessed with taking pic now of days... HMMM
Didn't go trng today... wonder how it was... Went home, slacked a bit then went piano. My aunt love baking!!! Got some stuff from her to make e brownies 4 teachers. Tmr gonna do try out... hehe.

so that's all bahhhh... =D

**Thank eu mark 4 e coke!!! =DDD

Pic gallary!!! Include today and days before...

TODAY

coke filled bottle!!! thank eu mark!!!

e big empty bottle.. =D

cyn loves coke too much...

LOL... curtains with legs???? cyn's hiding from camara!!!

2C;s board... cute rite!!!! =P

out classroom. Cyn's looking at e board.

e corridor outside our class... nice position lox, just walk straight out...=D too bad next year won't be like that anymore... if i get into triple lar...

OTHERS

star!!!! by me, cyn and rach!!!!

e little cute man.=D i want one loxxx...=PPP too bad cannot find outside.

=DDD

e paper cards we made during frre period of chem!!! =PPP

yinglin chio bu!!!

e disguesting mixture ys made at kfc...

e moving statue i wrote about in my typical sun post =D

okay, that's all e pic i gotta share... hehe, thx 4 reading!!!

the evil women striks again!

2006-08-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....at Rachel's house now, having trouble with her keyboard!!!=P hehe, wasting time here, bt anyways already finished PW project lerrr... Well, only e contents, rach will do e animation and stuff. Tmr must present!!! AHHH, die... Was up all night to put in e animation. But still to no use larrr... SOB, wasted.

School was okay, but as usual fong sucks... But first, GEO!!!! I love my marks!!!! =PPPP hehe, i shall flaunt it here... 24.5/25!!!!! xD YAY... guess it can pull up e horrible level test. =D A1... haha.Super happy girl!!! E mindmap really helped...=D next time will teach rachel and cyn k??? Then we all get gd marks...=D LEt's all go triple science TOGETHER!!!!! 3A here we come!!! =P
Recess ate hor fan with Rachel and Cynnie.
Chinese was horrible.... Well, i gotta thank e class... SORRY 4 e touble... Thank eu all... Donno what will happen if she actually read it!!! She's picking on me... HUMPF...Well i guess i should not have wrote it in e class... sorrie. Hopefully she won't do anything...So sorry i keep getting into trouble... First caused fendy, now e whole class!!! SOB... -_- i promise i won't do anymore nonsense and get into trouble again... Unless she wanna pick on me... Thank eu 4 changing it... Sigh, i donno what to do... So feeled with guilt... SORRY!!!!!

Eng was presentTION, art was boring... well, won't talk to much into it. Went rachel's house to do PW. Ate noodles, did powerpoint, went to see e kitties and find Andrew. HMMMM, these are a few cute things i found out...

Cynnie can really be a gd mommy!!! She was playing with this dog and treated it just like her baby!!! haha! Got lots of picture of it...=DDD cyn ended up carrying e dog all around!!! haha. Later she went to wash hands, then came back to the dog and said "Oh!!! now i washed my hand i can touch my BABY!!!(the dog)!!! Most of e pic i took today was her and her dear baby.

When ys and cheryl was about to go, we got Andrew to hug her... lol, got it in a vidio!!! He tricked her by falling down to hug her...So cute...
Cheryl also got a pic taken with Andrew. she really looks like amother =D Oh yes, Andrew also gave cheryl a kiss....=x

Rachel's wastalking to her phone!!!! =PPP So cute!!! Asking it if it likes someone's elses 'house' which actually is e pouch... LOL... Rachel so cute.Well, guess she also can be a gd mom... HAHA!!!!

HMMM everyone's a good mom... all must invite me to ur baby's first month k????? =P

cynnie's cute 'baby'!!!

she loves it so much she's hugging it all e time!!!!

haha, taking pictures of her dearie... This mother too protective over he baby le larrrr

Ahhh! baby abuse!!!! Bad mommy!!! how could u do such thing to ur beloved baby!!!!

Bringing her baby everywhere... lol... what u looking at?!?!?!

Oh rachel's back!!!!! Take ur time dear!!!! DOn't fall into e pond beside eu!!! =P

cyn decided to show her love to a real child, and rach... HEY!!!! what u trying to do!!! lol! anyays, i took it as a back shot, so rach didn' take my pic... hehe!

e chio cyn!!!! smile so until so happily loxxx... WEll, of course she will. Holding her dear baby and talking to her 'husband' LOL!!!! i envy her worrx...=P

on e way hm, met chong... Well, she asked about e petition, she gessed it from e last page... She said she dowan to be part of it and that we were very lucky she did not understand it... LOL, Fong donno english... so lucky i said i was english hw. Imagine she bring it to staff room and share... DIE.
Chong said that i would cause some problem and trouble and advised us to go home and think it thru. So tmr better ask class...

Main purpose: inform about Mdm's fong behavious in class and the changes she should take not of. And out displeasure of her.
*** only 4 more weeks left, not much can be done...

After :
1. Might get new teacher
2. Fong may hate us.
3. No change???
4. Called back 4 questioning???
5. Will it affect our studies....

Gotta consider it lox... Well, i knoe that i want it... i hate fong too much., but guess gotta ask e others 2...=D

Finished e petition and now getting fendy to print... Yup, that's it.

2006-08-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

Quick one now...
Firstly, i would just like to say... I HATE FONG!!!! That idiotic women!!! Think skin, fat and hideous women!!! I wish i could push her outta e window, stab her a millions times, hang her upside down a tree or bury her alive!!!! Humpf!!!!! i shall not say further, or this post will be super long and full of foul language which i gotta avoid...
today was a normal school day. We had free period for science... Mr How is damn lame... He walks like a gay and is balding!!! LOL... he and his nonsense la... Make us got do a presentation on e aerospace... When he himself say it would be hard understanding what e instructor said!!!! Crazy guy.. i just don't like him... Then he drew this warning sign and say if he is angry, he will mark a cross on it... HUH!!!! What funny way to get angry... LOL... didn't really care anyways... Can't believe he graduated from Uni one loxxxx... where's his 'smart' brain?????
Aerospace was FREEZING cold!!!!! Me and cyn were so cold out lips went purple and hands completely numb... E teacher also never do anything... i think he increased it lox!!!! HUMPF... E flying was fun, shot one plane down, then lost them ALL. We also couldn't land properly...
Me and cyn migrated to Rachel's side. So nice and warm!!!! =PPP Spent the rest of lesson finishing e lit bk!!! haha. So later, Rachel and Cyn left me ALONE... Mean ppl!!!! Went to meet Boonmay and Cheryl, met Debbie at e bus stop and my mom sent us all there...
Lovewrecked was well.. Like all normal endings... Guess it liao larrr... But oh well... Free!!!!! So my and Debs talked for a while, watched movie. Ended at about 9... So short... so mom fetch and went home lox... =D Gotta meet up with Deb and Michelle at end year hols!!!!

*** i realised how dependent i was to my phone!!!!!

**Sorrie Rachel and Cyn!!!! I knoe yesterday got rather upset and didn't take ur consoles rather welll... So sorry!!!!!

my typical SUNDAY

2006-08-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

okay, since i am bored, i'll post...=D
Well, yesterday was exhausting... so tired after waking up early on Sat and e carnival... Yawn... So slept until kinda late. Woke up and pack my very messy room. LOL... all clothes lying around... Went 'fishing' thru my wardrobe for something "elegant" to wear 4 e dinner and dance cause i refuse to wear that tight dress... =P Practically threw clothes everywhere. E dinner and dance was okay la... Got games and stuff... At fist couldn't find Glenda. thought she never come after she didn't reply my message... haha!!! Who ask her never give me her new number... HUMPF... E dishes were nice. lots of vege!!! Later Glenda came to find me. hehe... Talked then walked around e hotel which was SO small, ended up walking a few rounds of e level!!! Entertainment was funny. Some guy dressed as Elvis Presley came singing... Funny plastic hair and suit... LOL... fat guy. Later he changed into a gay!!!! lol... as 'women' from bollywood??? crazy. too bad my phone no battery to take photo... SOB.
Later, played around with Glenda, took pic with her (^-^) Asked about how she coping with sec 1 stuff... Must work harder k??? jia you! =D this gurl getting prettier and prettier everytime i see her!!! haha!
hm.... later had some betting 4 washing machine, coffee making machine and a air con. E bet was for some coins given to them free when it started... LOL... was shocked... it's like...FREE air con and stuff lox!!!! Later ended up was a joke!!! haha. E washing machine was e wooden board used in olden days to wash clothes. And e air con was a fan.. LOL... funny.
There was a fight... Must have gotten too drunk... HMMMM. later Glenda wanted to stay over, but i was so tired. next week k??? =D must go mei huan play majong! It ended, went home and SLEEP!!!!!

so many stuff happening at e hotel!!! Must be earning ALOT!

me and Glenda!!!!

It's she a chio bu! =D

e elvis presely... lol..

Today woke up late, wondered around e house aimlessly. LOL... donno what i was looking for... Then went out for lunch. Ate porridge... It was so NICE!!! =PPP Went to e temple to pray. Outside there was this guy. Real person but was in silver, dressed like an angel. Guess he was suppose to be a statue but he was moving! Funny. first time i saw such thing. Must be really tiring. Must move so slowly, and in e HOT sun!!!But free money larrr
Went home, watched tv and slacked.. No hw lo... =DDD When bro came back from tuition, decided to bake!!! YAY!!!!! Made fudge macadamia cookie! Fun!!! Spent about an hour la. It's yummy!!!!
So now, i'm bored... should i do e science paper??? But must revise everything... forgot heat transfer le.. Lazy me... =D

My typical sunday = Slack day!!!

Carnival

2006-08-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

hey! today was e netball carnival... Xian... Must wake up so early, miss oral and tuition... Actually wanted to go shoot in e morning with wyn one... But i woke a little late, locked in house and missed e bus...Sorrie i was late!!!
Woke up at 6:50...-_- So tired!!!! Was online till 11 plus, then my brother won't let me sleep in peace... Keep poking me and talking nonsense... =( In e end about 1 plus i said if he don't sleep, he'll see ghost... LOL... and he got scared and hid under his blanket.. LOL... i'm evil, cause his fear, but i need SLEEP!!!! So rushed all e way. When wanted to go out, e gate was LOCKED!!!! lock in e house... Went round e whole house up saying i'm coming i'm coming... LOL... i was frustrated... haha... looking for that small key...-_-... Cheryl called, i didn't read her sms that she was going to be late... LOL... sorrie cheryl!!
Later took taxi there lox. Was late 10 mins... But at least not the last. Did warm up and shoot lox... So many ppl shooting... Dangerous lox... lost concentration and all miss...=( Later tie hair and went see e shop we tk set up one. Sell jewelry larrr... It's nice lox... Ys and Tinghui persuaded me to buy... E worst part is that later at e end of e day, it's gonna be so cheap!!!! Cause must sell more mahhh... Lose money, if i bought later, i could have saved $$$.
First match was coral. Hmmm... easy win? Score was 6:3. 2nd round, i didn't play. After that went to shop slacked for a while then go court liao...Next was Pierce. They were good lox... Fought hard and thought we were losing loxxx... So worried... But ended up winning. 4:2. Sorrie wyn, position myself properly 4 e ball... make u work so hard..sorrie!!!!
Third was st Nicholas girls. Wa... there were really fast. And e GK was tough to pass thru... sigh... this one i could not find way out. Miss alot too... Esp that last one where time out le... Wa.. how could i... can take all e time lox... SOB... Lost, 8:3.
Later green view... Well they were okay la... But GA very pro... Once she get e ball, for sure it will get in one... We didn't drive so much for the ball, i knoe we could win one... sigh... i knoe i kept hiding behind GK... and asking for lob... A few times got e GK to e corner, ask for side but guess e feeder don't understand give me lob instead. Lost...7:3. And just like that, we cannot get into second round... SOB
Mr bok scolded us for e horrible lose and not being able to get into second round again... =( Sob sob... 3rd time le... sigh... Later went to have "team-talk'. didn't talk much. WR said about team spirit how hungry we were for the ball... Guess she was correct. Gotta be more alert and want to win. And guess what! we won Henderson!!!! Cheryl said it as a thrash... lol...=D 8:4 it think... Mixed up e scores le...At first when i saw e GK, a bit worried... She is quite good one rite?? rough too... What e damai Gk taught me really helped...=D Well... i felt everyone really played well.. E defenders were great!... Every time when ball reach there, they will ALWAYS intercept and bring it back...=D Yay!!! Everyone played well la... HAHA... i guess team-talk and Bok's scolding helped??? Well, i enjoyed the last game. But anyways... Bok still angry larrr...
Went Mac to eat. Cheryl, Naz, Wyn and me sat together... Mr Tey came to join us... lol... he's always funny... =D Naz and Cheryl were taking picture of wyn... lol...After sitting there, didn't feel like staying back anymore lox... Some more until 4... Tonight got dinner 2... Must wear that dress... Kinda tight... -_-" When went back, walked around, check e scores and found out that we missed 2nd round by 1 point!!! if only we draw Greenview or won them... Sigh... Later went home with rachel...
i spend $10 on e stall today loxxx... With lots of bargaining... lol.. i learn from my grandma!!! XD OH YA!!!! there was this shooting game where u can win love wrecked movie premiere!!! lol.. wanted to take part when i first heard it but so scared i malu myself!!!! Well, when joined, Wan Fong let me go with Boonmay and Olivia go... Lol... and guess what! we 3 won the LAST 3 pair!!! lol... fun... =D so happy i never miss lox... haha. Okay... that's all for today... Here is some picture i took today... =D

Rachel, ys and tinghui stoning at mac... haha

e stuff i bought... $10 worth k!!!!

* decided not to put wyn's photo here... lol... look too chio le, later sure got lotz of guys come here to steal it... LOL...

i really donno how to shrink e pics properly... sorrie if out of shape!!!!

CT OVER!!!!

2006-08-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

hihi!!! Common test is OVER!!! lol... happy happy me... =DDD
Today felt draggy and so slow!!!! Well, guess i was looking forward to going out!!!! So geo was easy... Finally one paper i can say that!!!!!! Chinese, took some nonsense picture... So lame la... one pose only. Later got paper back... 31/50!!! lol... well, i passed... ah ya, my le jie wen da lose so many marks!!!! =(
History was boring... Waste time 2... Recess, all ate chicken rice!!! XD, never do duity, decided to slack... =P Eng did oral AGAIN... Spent time hiding from teacher's glare so won't be called... i survived!!!! Last was physic. Actually wanted to sit together with Rachel and Cyn one. But Mrs goh found out so... Lonely one table... Talked and talked. Didn't really listen. Got e yellow paper back and 19/22. k, i'm happy. =D Rachel sat in between us cause she never bring wb. Took some pic, and she made us stay back for wb correction... So fast!!!! Copy what!!!! lol.

lol.... no one's listening!!!!

out test papers!!!! AHHH, heart attack

what she teaching us???

Went to see e stuff we selling tmr... So pretty!!! I like e neckalce!!!! *-* reserve 4 me pls!!!! =P Later, went to art room with cheryl to put e layout in e box... Mui mui so lazy, dowan put herself... HUMPF...
Training was... small and short... Well, went to help ys and rich in e poster for a while. Did shooting and e semi d thing. Cheryl! remember to pass quickly k??? Left to meet rach at about 3??? So late...=( poor cheryl... still had to continue... sorrie i left eu there!!!!
Met Rachel and Cyn, and took bus 16 to suntec. Wanted go bugis one.. but decided go marina first. Had fun talking to them...=D When reach, went to by Rachel's wallet. She had a hard time picking.. =D It's very nice Rachel!!!!
Went carriefour to by water and chips for the movie. Later rushed to marina to get e movie!!!! lol... were kinda lost in marina... Cyn went to ask a guy where it was and he ignored her!!! lol.. don't ask a guy who lo0ok like in a rush!!!! Got e movie tickets and went to watch e movie!!!! Went out to buy popcorn first... We eat so fast lox... haha
The movie was GREAT!!!! Funny!!!! e yellow duck... lol... poor thing... all dogs attracted by it... i cried 2 times!!!! lol... first when he found out his dad died. Later when he replyed, i laughed!!!! LOL... Then when he had his 'last words'... cried... When he fall, i laugh... haha!!! then cry again... so it's like... sob sob... haha!!!... sob sob... =P
But e ending was nice... Endings are always sweet larrr... So happy he didn't die like that... =D i knoe Cyn and Rachel were crying... could hear them sniffing! =D
After e movie, went around finding a toilet, then cyn had to ruch home to see he parents graduate!!! =D Her parents so smart... So no neos... =( next time okay???? =D
So we took pics on e way to bus stop and then took bus 16 with rach. E bus was kinda packed, but found a seat behind and took pics!!!! YAY... talked about all kinda stuff...

=D

use 3!!!!!

one e bus!

hehe, skool bus stop

e cute rachel!!!

Yup, so rachel went home... =D happy day!!! Must take neos next time!!!!

bye rachel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some pics i took others days and never post it...

Mdm's fond ALWAYS post

her BRIGHT red dress

pretty colours from chem test!!!! so nice lox

my dear cat

so cute rite!!!!

group name!!!!

e class famous couple.. =D

my boring tuition teacher... lol...

cute hamster in pet shop!!!!

who else... =PPP

OH YA!!!!! Netball carnival tmr!!!! Worried~!!! nvm... i'll try my best k??? =P hope we can get into second round..=D

2006-08-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

Simply saying... i'm gonna fail CT!!! All kinda mistakes... sigh... Lit was horrible!!! I could not even finish it... Always like that!!! Never ever able to finish!!!! E other type is better... Sigh... Fail FOR SURE... after all i never been good in essay... Usually always get 13 one lox... no hope le... Hope i get AT LEAST 7... yup, then i'll pass... in total larrr... =P
k, chinese was hard, anyhow write, anyhow choose... haha, well i didn't really understand the close passage... And e words??? lol...
Some ppl brought electronic dic. into exam... UNFAIR!!!! if i brought in mine, i would have understood e passage!!! AHHH... and i'll pass... HUMPF... i thought to allowed lox!!!! AHHHH

Lessons were super boring... And i didn't bring my hp... No pics 4 today... Cyn took many photoes of Fong...
***** ppl!!! pls hurry up with e petition!!! Sign tmr can???? Taking forever to sign it!!!

Art was BORING... Mui mui made me walk up 3 times!!! First pass around layout, then collect back then get plastic sheet and give her back!!! WHAT??? What's the use of giving out when she was going to collect it back!!! Crazy women....

Shot 100 and went home lox... HMMMM... Durians at home!!!! =DDD yummy... My mom's buusy scolding my bro for copying... Nottie boy... Sigh... And i'm distracted by the com...

Can't wait for tmr!!! Going watch Click!!! haha!! Sat got carnival and i'm very worried... What if i cannot shoot!!! whole team will lose cause of me again... Sigh...

Gotta study 4 geo now... This time MUST do well.... no more good level test to pull me up... i got 14 lox!!!! -_-"

This time CT... i am gonna fail so badly... !!!

2nd day into CT

2006-08-16T15:15:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!!! lol... 2nd day into Commen test and i can't resist e urge to BLOG!!!!! haha, guess there is too many things that happened...=D

First day, Science and History... sigh... SO much mistake!!!! I think i'm gonna fail!!!

Chem: Malic acid wrote Matric acid... -_-
Physic: 80c go write $80!!! Then e drawing also draw batteries instead of power supply.... I'm so blur!!!!
DNT: Try square go write Engineer square... Then the marking knief go write pencil... AH YERRRR

History, last question write SO little!!!!! DIe la... ='(

Later, Lit was okay, then Science... E practical so boring lox!!!! Puck some rubber band... Sigh... Chem practical more fun...=D So did a little on sound... haha, pratical wasted alot of time... LOL...
We had to knock on these cute glass bottles... See whose rate highter lox... Ended up composing some tune which cheryl played... =D 50 point... Oh well... thanks to e last 2 group who tired to fail us, we could have got...57??? haha, anyways Gabrial's group won... 60.
Started raining really heavilly and when gopt back to class, my table ALL wet!!!!! AHHHHHH water everywhere!!!!! Save my papers!!!! And just happened i didn't pack my book and left them on e table... SOB!!!!
My history mind map smudge, alll e other notes 2... And lit!!!! AHhhhh... I think my table kana e worst lot.... Such bad luck!!!!!

Ce, spent lots of time cleaning up and trying to dry my bag and books, drew some nonsense picture... IT flew into the puddle og water once!!!! Wet again... Sigh....
Later was math period??? So did some commen test mock paper. yup yup.

After school, decided to go Rachel's house to study maths... Well, we didn;t study much la... Did a little on polygons and stuff..Yup... Dear sweet Andrew was so cute... Althought he kept throwing all these paper around... But he was adorable!!! Did the quiz and went home =D YAY!!!
It was fun...

bunny ears =D

He's so cute!!!!

Went home, study maths... My Grandfather SO CUTE!!!! =P
At 7:30, he came down all dressed up for work. Then i was studying and he scolded me, asking why i never go school!!! huh???? to late go school for what!!!! haha, then he started complaining about the newpaper man, never bring his newspaper... ???????
lol, actually he thought it was morning... LOL... so funny...=D

Later Rachel called and we talked about so much things!!!!! For about an hour???? XD and i was suppose to be studying...

Today!!!! Maths was okay... I didn't do that symmetry!!! i skilled it and never came back -_-" English was about some JApenese family eating meat... haha.
LAter DNT, i rushed like crazy... It's so shiny!!!! *-* Buffering not good lox... no diff... Sand paper's better!!!!! So hurried over e liquid polish and couldn't do e strip heater...
Still it was fun cause NO THEORY~!!!! IT, i was playing with my phone and took lotz of picture... I'm BORED!!!! nothing to do... Then me and Cyn started taking pic of eat others, even backshot!!! lol... i have fast reaction and cyn took mostly my hands... haha...=D Pratima came and we 'pretented' to knoe that we are doing.... haha. It was fun...

lol... e messy class...=D

all hard at work while i'm slacking =P

hide from camara!!!! =PPP

i'm guilty of slacking!!!!

IPW was slack and more slack. Nothing much... Mr Chong is very nice...=D don't like Anwari's lesson... he don't let us do whatever we need or want to do... Occupy us with some simple and nonsense questions... Sigh...
Ms chong helped us correct e letter and processes&discoveries...=D YAY... it's good to have a eng teacher helping =D Me and rachel were typing chinese to imporve 4 tmr???? haha, then typed out e letter and DONE!!!!!
Rachel killed a spider!!! And our group name is rachelrazazzaz!!! lol...
She tried to delete it but we(cyn) didn't let her.. lol... fun playinig a fool....

Later went to do DNT and home!!!! I love e shiny sides.... =D

**thx Justin 4 helping me do e folding!!!! lol...

wa... phone memory!!!

2006-08-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

WAHHHH... phone memory gone!!! Sob sob... stupid PDA...-_-" suck up all e stuff in my phone memory card!!!! sob sob... all e pics and song... sigh...E picture i took of e class GONE!!! sob sob...
Luck damn bad lately... Sigh... what should i do.

Today did art and science only... sigh... Left maths!!!! Ah...i'm slow in revision... Tmr must study hard... Oh ya!!! DNT!!!!! who knoe where to find e DNT thing, steps of making toys or somethin.. HELP!!!
HM... watching some funny chinese show now... So bored...=P hm... just read thru my old post... E changes so great!!!!

1. Used to 'look forward' to netball training!!!
2. Team so united... Esp when east zone... sigh... missed the old days...=(
3.Those 2C days... Esp e 1C corner!!!
4.All those problem free days!!!!
5. My life used to be focused on netball!!!! Guess that's why i loved it so... hm
6.The pain i felt with those problems...
7.how sad i got because of her, him, them, us...
8.how many times i broke down over them...
9. all i have learnt
10. Yet i still missed those days...

Good or bad, it's all over...
* i still miss u*

**thank eu... u ended my day with a beautiful twist...=DDD***

fun with pics!!!

2006-08-11T18:39:00.000+08:00

Lotz happen... but first... ='(!!! Can't believe someone went to post e pics he took lox... HUMPF... if not 4 justin i wouldn't knoe... so thx... SOB... some ppl are just plain evil... humpf

Okay... today felt like a monday... E hols was great... =D slacked at home. Lessons with Feng are never nice and i was seriously falling asleep. Ms Sri got irritated with us today... For the hw and e talking... =( Eng spelling and oral... Sigh... so xian...
Physics!!!! I was great with Rachel!!! =D Fun fun fun... As usual, Mrs Goh went on with her " SO SLOW" and sound was plain boring... Started drawing all over Rachel's bk, then later i was so bored... i took pics in class!!!! LOL... Started taking photos of Mrs Goh, then cyn and e whole class... =D. And because of that, we had SO much fun, Physic passed by SO quickly. =D

***up load e photos later

Later, i went to shoot while cyn and rachel went hm to get their stuff... HM... 100 shots accomplished!!!!
Went my house, studied GEO together... YAY!!! and we finished so quickly... My nottie cat ran into e storeroom!!!! =(couldn't find him as started searching EVERYWHERE for it... LOL
Played a little with 'water' and read lit... haha, to help oral and lit...=P it's lame i knoe. Later Rachel had dinner so they left...
Yup, tuition at 7... sigh... TIRED

2006-08-09T18:47:00.000+08:00

i like this one... FIrst it pop, then shimmer... SO pretty!!!!
XD Memmerised XD
so colourful rite!!!!
so pretty!!!!!!
This is e best shot.... Like flowers lox!!!! *-*
haha, thought i'll just post the fireworks there... =D I'm falling in love with it... So nice lox... Mesmerised...

Took these yesterday... HMMM... Saw many couples... lol.. so sweet lox... i think it's really romantic to watch fireworks together with e one u love...=PPPP
But with family is also great.... haha

So....
HAPPY 41 BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

Crazy day!!!!

2006-08-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

hihi!!!! what a day!!! =PPP it was fun and tiring. haha. Thanks Rachel!!! had SO much fun with eu... lol... walking around like crazy ppl... haha =DDD
morning, woke at 6.10 then came skool... Yay, i love e OP shirt me and rachel both bought. It nice... =D Walk around skool and tried to find cyn, but she ended up in class... -_-"
Morning assembly was kinda long, with e speech and stuff... Mural design was easy, just trace... And learn a amazing method of getting ink out of marker from Yuggy!!! LOL... but e floor lehhh??? But anyways... didnt win anything... sob sob
Ate hotdogs and ice cream...=D Walked around, wanted to go haunted house one.. But so many papal... *sigh* Wonder around lox... Oh yes!! Took pic 2!!!! =DDD never let an opportunity like that slip away!!!!

yay!!! Besties!!!! =D

they 2 look so sweet =D

lol... cyn's trying to take pic of me!!! =PPP while Rachel's busy with her melting ice cream... XD

hehe... then went hall and watched e performance... It was okay la...Was playing with Joan's fone e whole time. Later, went home, got changed and followed cyn to plaza sing to meet her BF... haha.
Camara fones can be dangerous!!! I realised how easily someone can take a photo of eu... LOL... well.. of course there are good points of it lar... But still... 20% bad and 80% good... lol
We were late!!!! and cyn's bf so sweet!!! waited 4 her... haha...WEll, he's TALL. fulstop. They look cute walking together... haha.
Cyn went watch movie and me and rachel went shopping =PPP Walked around..keep missing e excalators!!!! sigh... walking rounds and round... haha... Later went bugis thru city hall... haha, Rachel should travel more!! =D
At bugis, went rounds again... lol... like couldn't locate e toilet!!! HAHA... and e toilet door spoilt!!!! Can't lock... HUMPF
Went wallet shop, can't find e pouch and wallet.. So went Suntec... So tiring lox!!!! Walking everywhere... including when we were 'lost'... suntec was much more bIGGER... sob... tired tired... But anyways, i got my wallet and hp pouch!!!! AND high skool musical cd... lol... guess i actually spent alot... HM... Well, its been a long while since i went on a shopping 'spree' and so... I'm HAPPY...=DD
Oh...and cyn went with her bf... SOB... lol... every time wanna meet up she always like that... next time must 'book' her...=PPP
better start saving up again... haha.

Later missed e 16 and waited for a LONG while. So finally home...=D haha, yay... Walked so much today!!!! but i'm happy =D

***Thanks 4 e flowers justin... it's so sweet of eu...=')

lol.. it's still alive!!! Too bad it dropped out od it's pretty wrapper before i got home. Well, it's really pretty!!! =D

Gone to mug 4 exams... ZZzZzZzzz

weekendz...

2006-08-06T19:01:00.000+08:00

pretty fireworks!!!!
hehe, and i was standing in e middle of e road...=PPP

e huge burger!!!!yum yum

my fat & lazy cat.. sigh... i wish i could bring him back and give him a good bath and some exercise!!!!

SATERDAY
Went tuition... Walked around with Lyn... so sad cannot find my maths bk... then she rushed home to meet her cousin, and i met Rachel!!! yay...=D Bought OP red t... hehe... 2 op fans here. Ate at Mac and i cut my hair to shoulder length...=D Had fun with Rachel... Thx for coming!!! =PPP
Later went home, studies for physic(sound) and did Chem notes. Slacked alot and didn't finish e notes... Watched TV... Sigh... i need self control... TV is too addictive.
Went out to watch FIREWORKS!!!! WEE!!!! SO nice lox...=D haha, ended and went to find food. Marina Square food outlets all close le!!!! So sad... cannot shop 2... Cause it's about 10 le... Then went to eat at this american restuarant... =D Wonderful BIG burger... haha, i'm becoming fat!!!!
Yup, that's it!

SUNDAY
Today was HORRIBLE!!! total waste of time... =( had family gathering and i was bored to DEATH. I hate gatherings...
1. food also the same...so...-_-
2.Nothing at all to do!!!
3.Cousins eithers mostly boys or girls are like... p3???
4.Last resort is listen to e adult's "talk"...-_-"
5.Aunt who love to boast and critize ppl... sigh... CANNOT STAND!

so went there, did a little chem notes... No mood to study AT ALL... Slept a little... Being critized my Aunt...Food was AGAIN same...Wasted my precious Sunday...I wish i brought something to do...My dear cat is being bullied there... SOB!!!! And it's so fat and heavy!!!! And now ...7pm... i still have not accomplished ANYTHING...

Arg... so idiotic... Commen test in just a week??? And i have been slacking for so long... SOB...

i better go study...

=(

sigh

2006-08-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

okay, might as well blog while waiting for e com to load... SOB... my com is so damn SLOW!!!
Nth much today... if there was, i forgotten... -_-" Yes i knoe, lately i have been rather forgetfull. Tired all e time, crazy and malu... Sigh... donno what e hell is happening to me lately...
Like today, i forgot to bring my shoe bag whn there is trng... Others are when i forget to bring e pe shirt... SIGH... many others also la... And i frequently find myself runnign up and down stairs to get something i forgot to take earilier... And so that's where i waste all my time... running about finding stuff...
Must change... sigh sigh....

so much has happened lately...and i'l tired of it all... exhausted... i wish i could just ignore everything and slack for a day... LOL... after all,i can't say i am 'very busy'. Usually when i come home with stuff to do, i oly get half done... End up rushing on e night before... That's bad i knoe...

Hm hm... what else... netball trng! Oh i miss coach sharon... i miss e times when all were close. i miss e team... Sigh... e times when we were so entu about it, staying back everyday to play... Everything changes i guess....
Now i no longer look forward to trng... Sigh... i suck at netball... I pull e team down... There's no more passion... all gone... walkng home today, i tried to find some reasons about why i like netball...

HM... friends??? some parts, e closness no longer there...=( wininng??? I think Bok wants it SO MUCH more than i want it. somehow it feels like i'm 'work' for him... I like netball??? yes it s a fun game.. but with everything like that... and when u actually suck at it... i don't think i'll like it as much... But i doubt i will quit it... e most go recreational club LOX... lets slack together...

TIRED... VERY TIRED...

Tired...

2006-07-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

Changed blogskin... it's it beautiful!!! Fell in love with it once i saw it..=D

Feeling- Tired... (i want sleep!)
- Happy...(For my wonderful history marks!! 20/25! YAY)
-Sad...(Parents did not seem happy about my history marks)

Thinking-What hw???
-2 tuition a day is depressing...

Wearing-Black collar T and white skirt

Looking at-TV Ghost whisperer

Wondering- When will i even find ..EU..

Dreaming-Of a guy who understands me, trust me, accept me, love me and never force me into something. One who wouldn't mind my nonsense and maluness and care for me... LOL... crazy dream... i knoe

Hating- FONG!! who else!!!! She and her demands... Read 15 comics in 4 days!!! That time also, e chinese bk in ONE day!!! I hate her!!! i am seiously gonna pass that petition up... Seriously...

Wanting-Go out!!!! Movie!!! Hp pouch and chain!!!!

k, all e question i can think of.

Thanks for e wonderful flash cyn!!! U RAWK!!!!

the maluness of me and e blindman...

2006-07-27T18:43:00.000+08:00

Today's was okay as usual... Geo was kinda waste of time andi got new w/s to do... Ppl... pls don't make ur w/s too hard... PLEASE!!!!!! Esp e 10 marks question... Crazy!!!!! Recess then chinese. I seriously hate Fong... She think she so smart la!!! Humpf... Talked to us about geo, globle warming, then science and then history... Whatever!!!! It chinese lesson!!!!! Then later she don't allow those who got high marks for mo xie to skip e re test... Idiot la... now got to study it AGAIN... Someone please kill her!!!!! I want a gun to shot her dead...
Eng, portfolio and wrote way TOO much... LOL...Maths went on with the lesson and art was okay... Given e whole lesson to do, so re did my layout. It still sucks... Sigh...
E AMT was kinda hard... Alot i anyhow guess... Think i will fail... LOL... lucky not counted.=D
Training is kinda slack... Not that bad bahh... Did a little court play and then suicide... jogged it so was not that tiring.
Oh ya!!! So mula lox... After that, ys and richny wanted to help this blindman across e road... LOL... then donno why stop, then e blindman was like so ke lian lox... So i donno why went up to him lox... Talked to him in chinese, and so suprised he a=replied in english.
So malu, waited for a long time... then he keep asking if it was okay...Busy road then finally e road on one side clear le, so led him across, then e other road, there was a car... But it looked like i was slowing down and there were quite alot of cars behind it so i pretically pulled him across e road... LOL...
So malu...-_-"XIAN... Maybe should have led him to e traffic light there??? LOL...

Okay so today's Justin b day... Hayyp birthday... Hope e 'birthday bash' and e slaps didn't hurt to much...

false hope??? lol... nahh... i was justthinking And totally did not expect it... LOL... okay i gotta study electricity le... Sigh...

Buai buai...

maluness have seriosuly taken over me

quick post

2006-07-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

firstly, i got full marks 4 nafa... YAY... got 12:12 for 2.4...sigh... i wanted 10 min!!!! Next year...=D So there was a problem with the timing... Surash stopped or restarted a 2 min something??? As that's one problem. The other was e giving out timing problem... He ar... cannot hear whatever nonsense tiing we got... Everyone mixed up... Later saome say must add 2 min???? But it's seriosuly impossible lox... cause Anwari's class started before as, then when running past them, heard them call out e time, Surash said 11:26 but Anwari said 11:06 to a boy who was runnign beside me... DOTZ... impossible la... must be he's reading problem. I guess he actually plussed that 2 mins he lacked or something. So everyone got extra time... Sigh... whatever la, i still got A and i'm happy...=D
Lit test, last question i rushed, sure cannot read my handwriting one la... Somemore only 5 lines!!!! sigh.
Lacking behind in dnt... Thanks to the idiotic trangle... i regret my design...-_-". Better hurry next lesson. Sigh. Found a wallet in e toilet and brought it to e general office... Some sec2 gurl one la... IPW is ok... spent time making e south park face thing... Cyn and rachel did flash and cheryl corrected e english error???

So that's today...
i so envy Cyn's PERFECT love life lox... such a lucky gurl...=D hope u and him get together soon. =D & i still hate u for e wallet... humpf!!! =P
i wanna see u again, i wanna knoe u, i wanna have u

I give up!!!!

2006-07-25T19:32:00.000+08:00

Today is fully of activities... Morning maths was ok la... slack. Then english got full marks for spelling... Yay...=D
During recess, one word of ______ and i totally lost my appritite... Whatever la... i cannot be bothered anymore. It will NEVER end... Later i got my ting xie back... FULL MARKS!!!! Yes!!! Yet e whole class have to redo it... Damn... and that's when i got angry with Fong... Well can say that i was already angry at that moment with someone else... So it totally boast e angry???
Talking and talking about all her irresponsibility and everything she critisezed us for and her flaws lox... Like the dictionary which she also made us do compo without it... And her ting xie... and the oral... and her nonsense we have to tolarate. So deicded to write a petition. LOL... wrote it in physic and Mrs Goh read it!!!! LOL... malu sia... later she ask if it was that bad... Well... we said it was and she nodded her head. Okay... donno what's she's thinking.
Later wrote the long long reasons... One fullscape paper full lox!!!! ppl who wanna complain 2... either help in the reasons she should change her attitude of a change in teacher, or just simply sign it??? lol... maybe later when we compile it all and type it out, i'll post it here. =D
CE was crap la, did some survay. Lit... Durian story is so sad... poor gurl... lol... revange RAWKS!!!!
And so math w/s paper... oh ya.... i got to do!!! Damn... So netball... was okay la... But e last part, court play keep stopping... SO BORING...=P i wanna rush home do art, math and study lit... Physic and math is have the time... XIAN... So suicide was 6:3:1... my stamina and shooting sucks...

So that's it...

10 last words/feelings

1.I wanna disappear from this world 4eva,
2.i wanna forget you forever.
3.I wanna get to knoe him... _____'s SO hot!!!! shuai ge!!!!
4. gotta study for tests... SIGH
5. Gotta improve in netball... MY skills sucks and at this rate, should be prepared to be kicked out???
6. Tired and exhaused, physicall and mentally
7.Sick and tired of _____
8. I mean what i say
9.I wish u would just forget me 2, and make it so much easier
10.I GIVE UP... and i won't give a damn anymore...
11. I misses her
12. I wanna meet up with them!!!!!
13. I wish i could turn back time, to a time where everything seemed perfect and all these hatred and missing did not come
14. I regret and feel guilt. But i can't turn back
15. I wanna find _r__ __v_

fun fun fun

2006-07-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was wonderful!!!! had such a great time...=D
Morning went for tuition... e compo was so long!!!!! later i went on a small shopping spree!!!! =P such a long time since i have did that... so bought somestuff for myself!!! =D
There was this s pore idol thing happening at pp... but i didn't stay to watch.. =P so crowded... guess i'm not so into it... i keep missing e show on tv!!!! Oh yes...so weird... i keep 'bumping' into this guy from class... LOL... weird...
So went home, rest and did maths... i don't have math workbook!!!! SOB... So just have to deal with math tb... and it's not mine lox... my cousin using one... must give it back to him by today... Sucks.... i should have kept it for myself... humpf.
Today mood super good..lol... and it solved a problem... i also realized some stuff which make me so relief and glad... So what i said was actually true??? LOL.... anyways... it was great...=D I won!!!!
Later went marina square for movie... Watching e Pirates Of The Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest!!!!ALot of ppl... got 2nd row from e front... oh well.. it wasn't that bad la... So went around with family lox... Saw SO many shuai ge... =D There was one who was promoting Mary Chia??? =P wearing an er... angel suit???? haha... not gonna say anymore... He's SO SO shuai...sigh.... too bad never take a pic of him...=x
Then went eat at this jap restaurant where can make ur own ice cream... can't remember e name...=x It's not as easy as u think hor... cannot just leave it there wait for it to harded one... no nice to eat... =D e waiter showed us... HAHA... and so did about all e flavors??? then go movie!!!!
E show was great... I still like Captain Jack...=D funny guy... love e way he walk... So cute!!! =P Orlando Bloom is shuai... I like e mysterious women... donno what's her name... e one who gave Jack e compass and e bottle of dirt... LOL...She's sexy... =P
After that when we went out, i dropped my phone!!!! Damn... so rush back to e theater and got it... PHEW!!!! such a scare... I'll never put my phone in e jacket pocket anymore... wa.. what will i do without my fone...

Expect for e scare, e day was great. =D

love bks???

2006-07-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

alright... let me think what to blog... haven't been blogging for a while... Nothing much has happened??? =P Today i woke up with fever... According to my mom la... but i still went school...=P need my history book and Chinese tb!!!! =P i knoe... i could have stayed at home!!!!! lol... crazy gurl here... But nvm la... half day.... It's ok...=D
So lessons was ok la... The amazing thing is that our class did not have to stay back and clean classroom!!!! LOL... and our class is like... always dirty??? Weird... Fong claimed to have helped us... EXTRA!!!! say she help us block 2 pieces of paper... ER.... whatever...=P I got 60 for e chinese small test!!!! Whoop... i passed!!!! When i only read less than half e bk??? I got physic powers... =D like that time when i guessed the writer (yvette) of the compo chongster read to us... E one about Brenda!!!! =P yay, i rock...=P
Fong didn't fail art... But she fail in measurements!!!! =P she said that whatever that head big, body small is cute... Then draw a turtle on e board... =P It was cute la... But it's head still smaller than it's body!!!! =P Then she talked to us about mothers who feed babies wrong food... like fries or lollipop... haha... Waste time~~~~ History was ok la... did speech on PAP and SPP... lol... and that's it... Went PP with tinghui, arina, ys and rich... Ok lox... talked about our problems with th... =D Then go MPH read bks on love!!! LOL... General knowledge Arina... 0=D
Spend 1h in mph.... haha. Thanks tinghui... after it all, really lifted up my spirit... Having a huge weight of words lifted??? =P Be happy k??? Also found out some stuff which makes me happy...=D I support all those who................ =D i LOVE ........'s taste of guys... =P he totally rocks... Don't get wrong ideas tinghui...
Arina was so quiet!!! Arina must talk more horrr... =D Ate... then went home... And tinghui got my chinese bk...-_-"
Hope u guys have fun watching e movie... =D
Being sick totally sucks...

horrible

2006-07-13T14:39:00.000+08:00

today was HORRIBLE... lessons was boring... And i got fever!!!! SOB...
Firstly, geo was irritating cause e com would not load... Then got fever... feeling terrible...Forgot to bring art materials and never do that colouring paper... XIAN...
Later my maid sent it to me...=P... =D and chinese was boring la... Listen to e song... Eng was busy colouing... Maths was short. Art was stupid. I'm starting to hate art... Give so little time go do all the nonsense... Ah yerrrr...
Wanted to go for training one... But with the fever... And seeing the glaring sun... I don't think i can stand it. sigh... regretting not going training now... ='( and my attendance just got worse... Better go for every single training from now...

hate being sick...

nth special

2006-07-09T18:07:00.000+08:00

So long never post... hm... what to say...
Yesterday went for majong... played with e com for a while... It was SO fast!!!! then later touched up on another blog... Found this really cute blogskin... =D so cute!!! but donno whether wanna change not... Glenda was really going mad... Always keep talking to Apple!!! Then sing High School Musical song... lol... And i also realised how lame this person is..He's reaction suprise me...On how stupid he can act!!!! LOL... totally unexpected... I think he was trying to act cool... But er...100% lame. Well, hope he actually understood "it"...
Majong... i lost 1.80... Well, not that bad bah... Game was slow... Hm hm hm... And that's it.
Oh ya!!! MY mummy was telling me about her friend's daughter... who was a rebel. Sad... Failing in a subs... Spendthrift, yet e family is kinda poor. And her mom has cancer!!!! Very sad... Then later was talking, then she told me that i was a good gurl... LOL... Happy of course... =D Guess she compaired what others are doing??? Well... i'm just proud that my mom is happy with me... =D YAY.

And now i'm totally addicted to High School Musical songs...!!!!

Justin is an idiot...

2006-07-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

What can i say now... Accuse... hm... i wonder... what did i say... Maybe it's in a way where i felt i never do, yet u think i did it on purpose??? Anyways, like u said... i never understand... Cause i really cannot understand... It e way u and i think... DIFFERENT... How u feel about words, and react to it, maybe so different... And i never expected "accuse".
let me read back on my old post and find out what i actually bad mouthed u???

July 06- e song title... i was what i felt... as i wrote, i cannot take it anymore... all the things u said... u want to change so...i can accept u??? was it what u ment? i still cannot get it... And i really wished to be alone... As i said... i dowan anything to do with relationships now... That's what i ment by alone. And i totally did not have e thought of making u more sad when i wrote it. After all, many asked about my feelings now... It's smt for them 2.

July 03-one small paragraph of what i felt of your words. U hoped i would not be so cold to u rite??? But yet i felt everything was normal... After all, i did not make any effort at all to ignore u... And u didn't talk to me, so i don't really understand 'cold'??? After all, when someone tells u smt, u either say i'll change or no... And e situation was... no choice??? that was how i felt... After telling me u were sad... how could i tell u? I tried not to make e situation worst... Yet if i don't say, it would be ignoring again... so that's what i ment... Forced to a corner...

June 30- E day u talked to me... i wrote that in hope u understand why i am saying or acting like that. Not accusing... That day u told me u wanted to be friends??? And ended up saying u wanted to own me??? if i remembered correctly... well, i knoe i told u about how difficult i would be for me and U. Don't u remember what i said??? That's why i put demanding... cause friends... and like... it's different... To me. Cause i feel stuck... Well, if u thought i accused u, then maybe i mistook??? Or again, understanding problem.

And that is mostly all... Tell me, what did i accuse u??? I wrote this after visiting ur blog... Maybe u could explain what ur "accuse" in ur blog ment. And all u said about me and my blog??? That's IF u want...

It hard UNDERSTANDING...

kill me

2006-07-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

Don't u find a blog weird... it's a online diary... where everyone can see it... Yet a diary is suppose to be secret??? And e problem is when ppl gets upset on what u write... And it's ur blog... so u can write whatever u want??? Hm... so like that, u gotta hide whatever u feel...and just tell ppl what happen to eu today... so what kind of diary is it??? Maybe a secret diary is much better... what whatever u want... hm... *considering*

Anyways, today was expected to be hell... yet it was ok... Chinese in e morning is e worst mistake ever... ZZZzzz...Later history was ok larr... Recess, studied for SPA... Eng was researching on pearls and overweight??? And SPA... were got e paper liao, then class complained that we have not learnt acids... Kinda funny... haha, waste time and it was canceled... gonna change topic. Physic lesson was really short, wasted alot of time. After skool gave Cheryl e prezzie... hope u like it Cheryl!!!! =D

***pls stop tagging my tag board with all the problem. I can't take it anymore.

Today i was thinking of all e stuff that changes... It's scary in a way... Yet i feel glad for e changes... Problems may be created, but more friends and a no longer depressed me! I can't believe i also went mad before... LOL!!!! Gotta thank all e ppl who were always there to hear my crazy talk... haha... Holidays really helped... Hm... and i still remember e 3 main cause of my "depression"... Not gonna happen again... I've learnt my mistake... haha... And e netball change... I used to be to devoted to trng.. yet now it's a different feeling... Not really hate, but... i still prefer before... For sure.

I thought about *eu* yesterday... sigh...i wish i could meet u more often.

Leave me alone

2006-07-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

This song totally caught my attention...
And it amazingly makes sense...

I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own way
I just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, Leave me alone There was the time

I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion '
Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

Don't turn around and don't look back
I see right through all your selfless acts

Oh Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired in love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
You still know I'm better off on my own, oh Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone

If you win your love

I'll feel better on my own

Leave me alone

netball

2006-07-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

today lessons... was... ok larr... Some periods were fun... funny... Esp e greeting of Mrs Goh.. LOL... nice one guys... after classes, felt so tired... something inside me felt like breaking down(not crying, more like falling and fainting??)... and i donno why... Weird... Went parkway where go and eat. Chicken rice... which was filling... (I did eat wanfong!!! =P) Later went MPH buy some stuff... lol... Naz is SO funny!!!!!! Almost die laughing... Stomach SO pain!!! =P Tried to sneak out when she was paying... and yes... she found e book... Smart gurl... LOL... It was fun. Later took cab back and Bok was there!!!
15 rounds, circuit 15, 2 set. Was tiring... but e first training was worst... Need stamina!!!! Later shuttle and got leg cram!!!! Sob sob...
Later did mini court play... I totally SUCK at it... damn... i hate spinning round and round in e semi circle... Can never get it right anyways... Arg...
Bok divided e team... And 5 ppl were asked to wither train themselves or change CCA... WHAT!!!! such nonsense... how could it be... CCA is for our choice lox... how can they control that... i prefer it when we all train together and strive for what we all believe in... Not now... where i am so totally motivated to do my best anymore... What's e use... E team is torned apart... Just to do well, u tear friendship and teamwork apart??? sigh... i hate it... 16 chosen... 4 will be taken out again... I better get ready... So many shooters... what chance. What's e use anymore... Sigh... Maybe i should quit before i get kicked out... Save his decision. Badminton??? AVA club... Drama??? lol... i wonder...
It's totally unfair to kick out those who were once a team... and further more 1 half year!!!!
One match... talked and played with Bridget... Leg cram AGAIN... Bok got angry... took it out on sec 1s and naz, wyn... Sigh... not again... My shooting sucks... And yes... that's training...
At e end, i donno what Tim, Daniel and another boy were doing... Or maybe i was walking too fast??? Mr Bok called me back... Scared e hell out of me... End up asking if they were bothering me... LOL... Funnie... nothing better to care about...Chennie also Well... must thank them for their... er... care??? haha...
Went home... printer spoilt... sob...

3 dayz

2006-07-03T11:20:00.000+08:00

hey! have not posted for 2 dayz le... so here goes...
1 july 2006
My mommy's B dae!!!! lol... in e morning went for tuition... Saw sooo many TK ppl...Felt so weird... Later had to wait for my mom to pick me up. Then bumped into e 2C gurls... ^-^ Reliefed it was u all!!!! Cynnie got a shock... lol...Talked for a while... then went to meet my mom le... A little sad i can't go for e Tk band thing... Sigh... BUT... me mummy comes FIRST!!!! =P Later went to this fulema* hotel to eat buffet!!! E food was SO great... Jap food, chinese... Deserts!!!! I LOVED e desert table!!!! Brownies, cheeze cake, choc and mango pudding, and best of all... FONDUE!!!!! lol!!! It was wonderful...=D Then went home and slack with my mommy... watched some movies and napped... lol... e PERRFECT way to spend ur afternoon. At night went to eat at Chagi South??? Yup, gave my mummy my Beautifully decorated card... And that's it... HAppy Birthday Mummy...=D

2 july 2006
Mostly, spent e whole afternoon baking!!! lol... and it was fun. Morning went to East Coast park to cheer my daddy on for e tricalon... haha, he's really sporty. Then rollerblade for a while, took some pictures, screamed so much.. Im proud of him...=D Later went to e library beside bugis, borrowed books!!!! Then found this recipe book and decided i wanted to bake them!!!! Brownies and fisherman pie... So went to get e ingrediance and bake bake bake... It was fun!!!! Playing around with e flour... Getting my bro's shirt all White... lol... E brownies was GREAT!!!! Yummy 2. Then e pie was hot... lol... burned my tongue... =P Watched high school musical at night... I liked it SO much!!!!! E gurl really pretty...*envy* =P And e songs!!!!!! haha, that's it

For today, mostly slacked and read books. Did i little of hw and waiting for my tuition teacher to come...

I donno what to do anymore... It all how u wanna see it, and there is nothing much i can do anyways... I hope u understand that what u want me to do, is like forcing me to a corner, which is according to u, not forcing... But sadly i can't and won't change... Cause it's unfair to me... friends??? Yes. But anything more going in ur head... NO...It's all i can give... i hope u understand.

short post

2006-06-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

sob... first post deleted...-_-" rewrite...
Today's friday!!! Was ok la... Last day of skool... yet one more day to finish e card!!!! So chinese first... I think Fong really changed. Better la! I actually listened to mostly everything she sayed!And she aso tells more about others stuff... like today talk about fengsuai!!!! LOL!!!! Good la... not so boring le... Mrs Goh should learn from her!!!! Physic lesson so boring!!! Hardly anyone listening... Hm... my microsolf test...Miss distinction by ONE mark!!!!! SOB!!!!!! If only i was more careful...sob sob.... So sad!!!! ='( And that's it... Short day today....
**Thank Rachel again... for e phone talk!!! lol.. it was fun talking to her... I wanna go ur house see Andrew!!!! =P

I thought of what u said today, and what u wished i would do... Somehow, it stills seems unfair to me. U want something, but what ur feeling now makes it impossible to be normal! Its like forcing me to a corner... i don't want feelings to be hurt, but what choice do i have? I really just hope u'll understand... one day... about what i am feeling... And that not only u are affected, by holding on more, it affects me 2!!! I have feelings 2!!! I dowanna force, cause it's useless and unfair, but i just hope u'll understand my position and my action. I'm just trying to carry on with life, nothing more... So pls don't expect much from me... It's demanding...

fong in good mood?!?!?!

2006-06-29T19:21:00.000+08:00

hihi, today... supposed worst day of e week??? lol... chinese, geo, art and eng!!! But i think i'll hate mon more... prefer geo to science. Love geo!!!! haha, caus ei got A for it...(^-^)
So today's lesson was fine. E most best thing is chinese!!! lol... can't believe i saying that rite... well... only had ONE period!!! yay! cause Mdr f forgot today got lesson... haha... thanks to bahbinder's brother, we could have missed e whole lesson... sigh... then when she came, she forgot about e greeting! then read ke ben. Later they were deciding the compo thing for e 4 band members, then she got e date wrong. Adam pointed it out, then she scolded him... LOL. In e end the date really wrong, and she ADMITTED wrong!!! lol... somemore say her face very thickskin one... BHB!!!! more worst than gerald sia! Later she started talking about this poor 3 year old being tortured to death by 2 young boys!!! lol... Good mood! Maybe it's cause she missed 1 lesson with us... LOL. Art was BORING!!!!

k, that's today... tmr chinese first 2 periods!!!!! sobby...=(

happy b dae cheryl!!! (^-^)

2006-06-28T15:55:00.000+08:00

today is suppose to be e best day of e week, cause of e periods... anyways, dnt was okay la... not as boring as home econs's theory work. Then IT, played lox... e rest was fine... Got to slack in e cold cold room for IPW... haha, e crazy com, so lag!!!!! Then could not do reserch lox. talk and talk... =D Me, cyn and rachel, talking SO much... haha
After skool, was suppose to go hm eat, but stayed back to celebrate Cheryl's b dae...=) Waited for them(ys and rachel) go buy cake. Had fun talking la... i guess, with nadiah and naz... Then later ys ask me bring cherly to e library!!! lol... and i never ever go there? so said i wanted to be a gd gurl and listen to chong!!! lol!!! On e way there, they arrived... so changed destination, to e class room to get my chem file??? lol... i's a horrible cover up... (-_-") was very obvious... e worst part is i didn't bring my chem file to skool, so took hm bio lox... sigh...
E cake was ok... lotz e cream... We (rachel, ys, tinghui, wei rong, me, naz and nadiah) sang a loud song for Cheryl... then gave facial!!!! =P hope u enjoyed it Cheryl!!!! =)
Yup, that's it. haha... now for hw!!!! sob... gonna see Fong tmr... sigh sigh... spoil e day. And tuition later!!!! lol... see ya.

Trng... tiring!!!!

2006-06-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

hihi...so lazy go msn...=p so today skool was.. er... ok la.. boring... yes it was.... Then later got training... er... actually got piano one la, but changed to friday. Yup, so it only starts at 4...Spent most of e time "talking"... haha... well, maybe next week bah!!!! hm... or???? So Bok came... and ran 15 rounds... WAH!!!! I LOST MY STAMINA!!!!! horrible!!! How could i!!! sob sob... all e trngs i missed... SOB!!!!! can't believe it... i MUST get it back!!!! humpf... 2.4 i sure die... sigh sigh... MUST!!!!!
Later had circuit training... so tired... -_-"... got crazy back ach from e sit ups on e HARD floor... sigh... tail bone... =( The did little bit of court play??? lol... i'm so blur!!! donno how to get in front of e player.. sigh sigh... so lan...=(
Kana scolded for not throwing back a ball that didn't even touch me... Play a little game... Mr Bok bias!!! let juniors win one!!!!humpf. lol...scores got mixed up... against e juniors... and we lost... But nvm la... 10 push up...haha... Nice game juniors!!!! keep working hard... Mr Bok scold them kinda alot today...
So there it is... wanted go tm one... but too late le... so... go hm... do hw lox!!!!

let me list e stuff i gotta do...
1.maths drawing
2.physic hw
3.chinese bk
4.tuition hw!!!
5.card for mom and dad... sigh
6.go library borrow bks!!!!
7. Touch up on history...

k... no need do by today la... but still... stuff hanging around calling to be done...

buai buai!

class bbq

2006-06-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

holidays past in a flash... sigh... 1st day of skool. enjoyed it... hehe... i missed e frewns...
Holidays... was mostly slacking... watching time move by with nth on my mind... haha... e fun of doing NOTHING! then e holidays... HK was crowded, hot and fun. Lots of shopping... food was... er... didn't like it. Hotel room small and cram. But acceptable. E plane... Jet star Asia ar... sent our luggage to another destination.... can u believe it!!! Think it went Taiwan or smt... And it only arived on e LAST day... so all e clothes, toothbrush... all e essential stuff... no there... waste money to buy. sigh... still must pay them to bring it to the hotel. What nonsense... So... that's my HK trip...
When returned, went to 2c's bbq. There was e pool, e food and e beer. Yes beer. I didn't drink la... all finished when i came... 2 drunken ppl... Drunken ppl are kinda Sscarry.... then played water bomb... got wet. Security guard spoilt all e fun...Xian... gave Cheryl facial. Yup... about it... Rachel is my LIFE SAVOUR!!!!! =D so happy my parents came pick me up... donno what nonsense could have happen if i stayed long... Damn scary. full stop. the end.

The feeling of missing and hurt... i understand and feel it. And i totally understand e pain... Yet i also knoe the many many problem it can cause to someone. It is painful, yet it should not be there. Who never missed someone before. Ppl come, ppl go. Everything changes. Accepting is hard. Yet not accepting is impossible. So why make it so hard. Sometime u gotta think is it worth waiting for smt u knoe is so hard??? What problem it can cause. Why suffer in this when u can move one and be happy again????
This does not only goes to u... well... im feeling it right now... and i have learnt. Move on

sick

2006-06-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

i'm sick!!!! sob sob...
Down with fever... donno how many days... cough... flu... sigh...
Might be dengue... sigh... hope not... or it would be my 2nd one... which is more fatel??? Sigh sigh...

Dying of bordem at home... sigh... hate being sick...

e world crumbling

2006-06-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hm... yesterday my mom brought my cat for straise... poor thing!!!!!! then cut it's Perfect ears!!!! Sob sob... so sad... my poor darling... but now it's fine... was rather tired when it came back...
Oh yes... firstly, my dad ever told me want change cat for a dog... DOTZ... pls lox!!!! I'm not so irresponsible... just cause my cat is causing trouble, i can't just throw it away! Arg... crazy! and... he's just trying to throw e cat away... nth more... more like empty promise... I remember when i ever wanted a dog badly... well... i still love dogs...haha... and it was him who oppose it SO much... complain and complain... As if he is gonna let a dog come in just cause of this... Stupid... i'm not a 5 year old kid anymore... Humpf... And i'm a RESPONSIBLE person... how on earth do u expect me to just throw my cat away!!!! Just cannot understand him la!!

Trng canceled today... well... got time to do history...i just started... but feeling lazy le... Sigh... still got 3 more compos to do!!!! then IPW???? donno when e others wanna meet... And my mom got me a new tuition teacher... Damn... She sucks... So many damn tuition... no time for myself la!!!! It's e tuition which is causing me to do so badly lox... many are totally useless... i can do fine without them... What's e use of paying these teachers when they don't help???? Waste money... then my mom everyday complain spend so much money on me... arg... as if i want e tuition... sigh....

Dying... i understood. yet it was to hard to accept. i wanna act as if i don't knoe. but i hurts too much just to see u. tell me... what to do? E damn unfair world. Why are they always there... what is it!!!!!

Yesterday... it was fun...

2006-06-14T16:37:00.000+08:00

13/6/06
Morning...did a bio hw... practiced piano... yawn yawn... then later joined my bro in playing with e cat... he's so cute!!!!! took many new photos of him... lol... <3 Later, ma and my bro startedplaying "soccer" with my cat's play ball!!!! lol... funny... it was really fun... lol... cause my cat joined along... haha... he would just come running along, catch e ball and push it to a corner... haha... hm... i won... although i had a bigger goal... hehe...
Later went raffles city with me mom and bro. There bought a wallet for father's day... gotta wrap it later... Shop shop shop... lunch... my bro spilt his prawn noodle over e table... poor boy... kana scoldedin public by my mom for that... ke lian... calmedmy mom down... so... not very good lunch... followed my mom around shops... played catching around e shops... lol... really made a fool out of me and my bro... haha... but i was still fun... ^-^
Went hm at 9 plus, watched fear factor... e was gross... yup... that's it... short post...

Shape of my heart

2006-06-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

Posted 3 post today... go see...=P

A nice/meaningful song...

Shape Of My Heart Sugababes lyrics
I live my life in chains
Got my hands in chains
And I can't stick with the cards
That I got with a deal
Like this I must insist
That a girl's got more to do
Then be the way you think a woman should
I'm taking it into my own hands
In this man's land I can understand
Why I'm taking command
Had enough of stuff
And now it's time to think about me, me yeah

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

I've always played it safe nothing's ever safe
Give me the courage to back my own convictions
Every decision I make I pay it back and more
Now turn the cards and let them fall to me
Cos I don't need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I'll give it back cos it's not the way it has to be

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape
The shape of my heart
My heart
That's not the shape of my heart

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second
And day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape
The shape of my heart

A change... no more... E past now...

Bok and his scolding...

2006-06-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

Woke up by my mom at 8!!!! SOB!!! My precious sleep!!!! Sigh... forced to practiced piano with a spoilt piano! Humpf... can't even hear what i'm playing... Actually not really spoilt la... Just one note which keep holding... Like when u hold e pedal lox... just that note... so everytime press on it, hold there forever!!!! Terrible... Then baths my cat... Got 2 scratches from it... xian... sorry i was late!!!! My cat just won't get into e water... poor thing...=P
Then met up with cheryl, rachel, ys, nadiah and rachel marie!!!! =P ate burger king... Sigh... retainers so ma fan... cannot eat with it, so always have to go toilet to take it off... Xian...
Later went look for e pen for father's day... haha... gonna get it tmr...=D. Thought we were late, so rush to damai... Wa... e bus was so hot!!!! even hotter than e outside lox... torture...=P.
Reach le, change shoes then go in lox. 10 rounds... tiring... but pulled thru it... sigh... gotta get my stamina back. did shuttle and stuff... Wa... Mr bok went on with e horse legs nonsense again... -_-"
Later did half court, kana scolding for not giving it our best... I can't shoot!!!! Damn... just 2 trngs and my shooting sucks so badly... Die die die... Played game with damai... sigh... it was horrible... lost... could not shoot... movement too slow... even made wyn kana scolded... sorrie...
Scold scold scold.. then make us do pumping every goal they score... !!!! Guess i better train my shooting skills...Or i'll cause e team to lose again... ='(
Later went eat jap food, then went hm le lox... nth much today... OH ya!!!!!!! saw mr bok choking on water... lol... not that i sadist la... but... so funny!!!!!! =P LOL... k... that's all... haha...
Donno why Mr Bok so angry today... i wasn't that bad... I guess... Maybe i was missing out alot.... was it???? =P 2 trngs... gosh... better touch up on e skills. Today i happened.i knew it would.And i decided.give up.Let u go. disappear from my life.Not wanting to be a slave.Never turning back.
Missing u is what i felt... But now it's gone and over. And there is no use ~~waiting, watching, wishing~~... cause ur gone. And there's no turning back. Move on(drift away)

My mom is killing me.. i miss kitty

2006-06-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

Gosh... my mom's killing me... and my poor poor cat!!!! SOB!!!!!
Today my mom went to buy this huge black plactic gause...e one used to keep animals out??? When u have a gate.
See... my dad didn't allow e cat... but later allowed... so good la.. but he don't allow it to leave e house... with no certain reason... Guess he is expecting a cat to be like a dog???? Totally unfair... So he fenced up e gate... And got me to spend HOURS fixing... now my gate looks like one of a prison cell... Xian... passer-bys will think my house ppl are so damn afraid of animals...
Gosh... and obviously i won't work.. cause cats have claws!!!!! My cat would just climb over e fence, and jump out... By the way... this fencing is worst, cause it maked it SO hard for e cat to come in... And so, my cat will be stuck outside... Totally spolits the who concept...
Sigh... and so e fence was done... And my clever cat ran out... LOL... as i said... expected. And she made me run around to get my cat back!!!! Gosh... i look like a mad women running about calling an imaginary frewn??? Dotz!!!!
E cat will come back be it'self... Sigh... My poor cat, being locked up all day... Crazy... i just cannot understand... But this time... i NOT gonna let them take it away... like my first one... e only i loved so much... SOB!!!! i miss it so!!!!
My companiend for study in PSLE... hehe... since i'm free... i'll share my story about my studying dayz...
everytime go my room study one, them my cat will follow me up. He so wonderful...*-* sob... i miss him... anyways... he can be irritating at times... haha... attention seeker. disturbing me to play with him... but it also help lift e pressure about PSLE.... and e crazy nagging feeling that it's coming and e stuff i have not done... It's not a nice feeling...
But sometimes he can just lying on my bed, relaxing on his fav stuff toy... lol... i pamper him... watching me study... Oh... sometimes i cannot remember e scinece notes, i end up reading it out loud to him!!!! LOL!!!!! And he listens... abviously he don't understand what e hell i'm saying... but he's attention is always there... (^-^) Sob... i want my cat back!!!!!
There was once, he was downstairs... i was studying... e room got cold... weird...then there was this scary shadow over mind... Freaked out... So damn scary!!!! Ran all e way downstairs... But i HAD to go upstairs to study la... downstairs too noisy le... Any my cat was always there... following me around... making sure i don't worry and study in peace.. it funny... e way he just seems to understand... it's just a feeling. And i knoe he won't let me down... lol... i sound crazy... but i knoe it's true... i LURFEE my cat!!!!!!
Oh yes... everyday when i come hm, he always there... great timing!!!!! Cause he always go out mah... freedom.. haha... Cats need it... unlike my poor kitten now... sob sob... why won't my parents just understand...
And then e day came where my parent went crazy!!!! And brought my darling cat to my gd parents house... sob... i cried like crazy... a damn missing of it... a important part of my life... gone... Gosh... Well... i hated my parents for that... cause i just cannot understand e stupid way they react... Till NOW... Althought u still can visit it, it will never feel e same... i mean... he's not there when i feel life is useless or be there when i need a listening ear/attention... if not... i would not turn to blogging... anyways... i think my parents totally ruined my life by doing that...
I miss my cat... and i will not let another just disappear from my life again...

SOB...

Taking off me braes!!!!

2006-06-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

hey!!!! today went out with ys, cheryl, rachel, tinghui and arina... haha... Met at city hall, then go watch movie. ( Bench-warmers). It was funny...(^-^) Had fun talking to tinghui... lol... and *ahhem...*
Then went marina eat. Talk talk talk... planned a little about e long wished netballers chalet... Then i went for my dental appointment. Hehe...taking out my braces today!!!!
First she used a pliers, snap snap snap. Then pulled e braces out, so fast...=P Then did cleaning. There was this spray thing, where it sprayed some green liquid out at a really high pressure... A painful prickling sensation... Later she made a mould, then put some strawberry stuff. Tasted nice...^-^. Then came e retainers... Totall white plastic, gotta wear it all the time!!! Except eating and brushing teeth lox... Sad... Feels so weird!!!!!
Then went hm le.. wa!!!! e retainers look so weird...like a shiny coat on top of my teeth... Sigh.. i rather have e wire type!!!!!
Sigh... i'm gonna look so weird with e retainers... -_-

Holiday...

2006-06-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

i'm back from holiday!!!!! hehe... and it was great...=D
became e "pig"
fun fun fun
quality time with family
love swimming!!!!!!
food was delicious!!!!
gained weight...=(

lol...lotz of things happen la... haha... wonderful stuff...

but of course missed home... frewnz!!!!! and my cat!!!!

And so... that's my holiday!!!!!! =P
Realization...no matter what happens... i knoe now... ur gone... Forever gone... And I gotta forget u... Cause u'll never come back. Never...

Today...

2006-06-03T16:33:00.000+08:00

sat... trng canceled...wanted ask netballers out one.. but like.. hm... not free bah... Sigh... then cheryl and tinghui no is s pore... sigh.... Missed e old times where we all about 8-9 ppl always go out together... when will that even happen again???
Anyways... so went fo my tuition...Was... hm... hand acked... long compo... about success... lol...had it for CA1... then went meet ys for lunch... haha.... after eating, went eat ice cream.. then walk around pp... talked nonsense all e way... ^-^
Went look around CD shops... i found a few other songs i want!!!!
1. they by jem
2.lonely no more by rob something...lol!!!
3. candy shop by 50cent
4. i not stupid theme song... confused by e name le... =P

can't remember e names of e rest... lol!!! who got!!!!!!

hm.... so it was kinda short meeting bah... on e way out... Got 2 gurls ask us go survey... lol... ask if we watch Da Vin Ci code le... then if we wanna go heaven when die... lol... ya... guessed it... some church stuff la... ended asking us if wanna go their church... so can go heaven when die... yup yup... Or go hell will be burnt... ???.... i believe in god la... but my mom don't let me go church one... she say sun family day... cannot.... haha... then e 2 gurls ask for our name, contect no. and e mail... lol... we both cannot go mah... so bluff... gosh... did another sin... -_-... but put my name as kim...lol... then never give contect number... e mail also fake la... xian...
k... that's all...i'm feeling so lazy now... have to do lit and bio hw... sigh sigh...and pack for tmr...

just changed profile and stuff... gosh... all so old!!! =P... hehe... a not depressed post... see boonmay... i do post happy stuff... =P =P

oh yes... i'm going away tmr!!!!! Come back on fri night... haha... yay.... i seriously need a break from this... =P

!!!!!

2006-06-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

just went blog visiting... i was bored...
finally pluck up e 'courage' to see A blog... and as expected... did not like it..

found out a few stuff too...

thoughtz

1... i hate u...

2...i should not have gone... waste of time... i should have known...

3...idiotic crapper...

4...full of nonsense...

5...being framed!!!!

6...i just cannot understand!!!!

7... hatred... angry... pain...

8... the torture i am going thru.. just for one person!!!

9...a damn it fake... SO different.... spilt personalities...

10...like i give a damn...

i've learnt my mistake... no more...

Joan b dae...

2006-06-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

Pic we took in e taxi... lol...

hmOk... another late post...
(31/5/06)
Morning... went out for breakfast... then came hm... pracitce piano...did a little bit of maths. then headed of to the mrt station... Cynnie was late... so went popular to read S'pore true ghost stories... like e bk... but dowan to buy... hehe... then when is gurl who was locked in her own house??? arrived... took train to tanah marah. Met ys, cheryl and ying lin chio bu!! =P Joan, her frewn and wen xin came... took bus to tanah merah country club?... Went bowling...
i like e swimming pool!!!! But could not swim lox.. sob sob... Bowling... Ying lin v. pro... but end up we 2 got same... yay...^-^... Played acrade.... i won ys in air hockey!!!! Whoop... then later went play ground... did mini rock climbing.. everyone concured it!!!! =P then played ice and water... really reminded me of when i was so young... =D The chatle so nice lox... so big... maybe can book a place next time... have bbq!!!! hopefully bah...
Later took taxi to Lagoona club??? took pic in e taxi...funny...=P The golf course scenery so nice!!!!! then got lighting... can sit there string at it for hours... Food... ordered claypot curry chicken.... I love curry!!!!! But was really alot... cannot realy finish al.. cyn eat more...=P Then e pizza... was nice...but i was SO full!!!!! played with food again.. made some... er...drink with pizza crust in it??? lol! Took joan's car back to mrt station... on e way, talked about e ghost picture on sunday newspaper.. really spooked each other out...and from that, keep telling ghost stories... lol!!!! The worst part was that we were going thru a tunnel... after bedok!!!! Sob!!!!! But we talked e way thru... so more or less forgot about it...=D My mom drove cynnie hm... then went hm... watched a small part of "into the blue". jessica is SO sexy!!!!! then want to "sleep"...=P when parents fell asleep... sneaked downstairs and stole e laptop up... hehe... then watched i not stupid 2... Joshua is so shuai!!!!! *-*... lol... k... that's all...

Heâ€™s a liar. Heâ€™s a fake...he never means what he says...he never keep heâ€™s words... he never cares of what others will feel... he never understands... he's just out to ruin my day... just there to mess my life all up again...

Now for today... Woke up... went to do some hw... as usually lox... then go bedok... meet ys for lunch... cheryl got tuition... sad... Met her on e bus... hehe... then ate chicken rice... this gurl ar... funnie... tell me she miss yong tao fu ALOT... then i go buy chicken rice... she also follow... O.o... lol... After lunch... some nonsense happened again... i think 4th or 5th time le!!!! hehe... but no one except ys and me will knoe... >.<.. SHHHH!!!!!! [i didn't ask for it... =P ] Went mac... waste time... then go take bus... met seniors and cheryl there... On e way... started to rain!!! lol... Had to run there.... This is really funny... Seniors ran first.. then we waited for a while... Naz hesitated then decided to run 2... on e way... she dropped her slipper!!!!! LOL.... so funny... then she slowly went back to get her slipper and come back top e flat area... Run for nth... haha... laughed SO much!!!!! But of course had to run lox... poor cheryl... cannot run... at least u got ur bag...=) Oh yes... Naz almost slipped and fall when we reached e gate.. this gurl ar... that is y we all don't wear slippers... =) lesson learnt!!!!! Juniors have to great us!!!! Whoop... superior power!!!! =D Trng... ran 10 rounds...made a fatel mistake of sprinting.. lol... lost my stamina!!!! Oh well... better run more than... Spend 2h or more doing shuttle.. later went out do court play... Wyn never come!!!! Ah yo... then became GA... donno where to run... sigh sigh... Played with juniors.. or should say help them with their court play la... Ball always e other side... so mostly slacked... K... that's trng bah... Later went tm get bubble tea...with ys and arina... Ate fries... then go hm lox... yay... My fone is a survivor!!!! After trng, was really low bat... but by e time i reach hm.. still on!!!! Hehe.. love me phone!!!!! then come hm.. help bro do puzzle... but he give up le... sob sob... bully me... 300 pices hor!!!!! Oh... added some icons on me profile page.. it's nice... really... I donno what to do anymore... it's a mess... and i;m to tired with this problem.. exhausted with it... i have no mood or strength to sort it up and put with wuth e guilt... e pain... don't think ur e only one suffering... If u knew that it would hurt... why try... don't u think it will make it worst???
It will never work out... Stop hurting urself... and yet thinking it is only me!!! Why open up to someone when u 2 are on e rocks??? It will only end up worst. Stop deciving urself, cause it's not only affecting u, i also affects me...

opst enigb os elsf-neredtec [ i messed e letters up.e letters up...]

boring dayz...

2006-05-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

wa!!!! i got hooked to e song "never be replaced/baby i love u"!!!!! Such a nice song! But don't have e real song... sob sob... who have???? =P

Didn't have e time to blog yesterday, so 2 post here....

28/5/06
Today went to paya labar airport to cycle?? lol... only today open... guess lots of cyclist likes it cause e road very smooth...=) Cycled there...My dad just installed a HUGE basket on my bike!!! So heavy la!!!! Sigh sigh... When reached, cycled around, wait of e "race" to start. There was 2 types of route. On 6km(family route) another was 15 km one... My bro ar... so lazy... insist on e 6km... humpf... So had to follow lox... While waiting for it to start, spotted a few "shuai ge"!!! *-* sigh....<3
One was really so shuai!!!! but was smoking... hm hm hm... sigh sigh.... =(
E cycle was fun... very windy!!!! haha... great weather, not much sun... Perrfect...=D Cycled 2 round of e family route... hehe... then ate a little... and went hm... Took a LONG nap then went out for dinner...=) A slack day...

29/5/06
Class committee trng is SO boring!!!!! Reached skool at 8.15... Then listen to some talk, had tea... went to class..listen to cher talk talk talk... YAWN!! then lunch... played a litte bit of games... as er... that's all... gosh... was dying in class... since so boring... nth much to say about it...

I survived it!!! =P that's all that matter...

Missing is a torture... everything i see, hear or feel...always leads to eu... how can i forget... Missing him, her, them, us...

Netball carnival...

2006-05-27T18:39:00.000+08:00

Woke up a 7... only 5 hours of sleep... hehe... still had a clear image of e x men movie in me head... Took my time to pack and stuff... than went to paya labar to meet Arina... Horrible... alot of ppl staring at my BRIGHT orange jersey... so malu.... sigh... should have brought a jacket...
Later, we reached there early.. so waited... and waited... Cheryl, Nadiah, Ys, Naz and Wyn arrived... and we walked to e Padang...
E juniors started le... changed... tie hair and stuff la... then did warm up... Wait for C div to end... fist match was against Damai.. lucky this one most of e old C div... If B div, sure die.... we lost... Sigh... 9:4... Everytime first match always lose one... i also cannot shoot!!!! Sob sob...
Bought some cup corn.... shared with Cheryl... 2nd match, against bukit batok... won by 1...=D So close!!!! finally could shoot again... but last shot wyn put in one... she pro la... me and my horrible holding and timing... lol... that time i realized i too fast... then suddendly stop before e semi circle... cause e GK to bang into me... LOL...
3th match, against Tang Lin... Mr Tey's skool...=D guess what!!!! we won!!!! lol... that time carnival they lost cause of e tall tall shooter... hm... but i was not there anyways... So help get 'revenge'??? But it was a good game...=D 9:7... Mr Tey also say it was good game... hehe... Lucky got wan feng... if not... don't think can outwit e tall tall GS. yup yup... Wan Feng's defend VERY good!!!! So pro-ed... lol.... then Cheryl broke her glasses... but guess she still can see e colorful ball bah... Isn't she pro... no glasses also can play... i feel so lan....
Anyways... 4th match... Clementi Town... knew they wern't that good.. so slack a litte la... scored 12:0... won la... but not ask good as bukit batok... if we scored more, maybe can get into finals??? sigh....
Lastly... is Nanyang...wa... all so worried... then play fast... never think then throw... sigh... shooting also so "gan chong'...donno y also... So lost lox... ah yerr... if we slowed down... can win one...
Oh well... so never get into 2nd round lox... Sad... but e experience is worth it... next carnival... MUST win!!!!

Everyone played well la... Einstein rawks!!!!! Later went to eat... played around with e nail polish... bully cheryl...=P and wyn... hehe... so that's about it la... =D

Happy... no longer depressed... ^-^

2006-05-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

( '''''<)
( ' ; ' ) HaLo!
(@)(@)

Lol...donno y i got so much to write... hm... my life is boring... full of nonsense!!! lol... maybe that's y it's interesting??? lol...still don't understand la... Anyways... suddenly feel so much happier... lol... donno y... Music does help!!!!!

**Important**
1...I LOVE MY PHONE!!!!!!
2...I LOVE MS ANG!!!!!!!!

(^-^)

today... teacher-parent meeting... Report bk taking... Hm... Woke up at 9 plus...=P Planned to slepp longer... hehe.... but ys's call woke me up. Later she came over, cause she dowan go hm then come back again. So happy... my worst fear didn't happen... =) Talked awhile... did a bit of hw... (Shhhh....) then go skool, meet Gerald and Cynnie. Go do IT... Mine is horrible la... so xian... Then go meet Tan WH and Nani....
Jermaine there first... Took so long... lol... complains...=P Later, Mrs tan looked at my mom and say i attentive in class... I look at her... She gave a look which was like she covering up for me like that... Ah yo... sucks... i knew it... she hates me... Teacher's comment... Ms Ang say my bio good. Then say Chinese need to improve... Eng.... there is room for improvement... Same old line... Er... Science and maths need to improve to go triple science... I dowan go... =( That's all...=) Surprising Mrs tan never criticize me... phew... then report bk comments only 6 words... lol!!!!! She lazy write for me.
Ms Ang requested to see me mom... Sigh... think is cause of e wed thing... horrible... should not have broke down... anws... She ask my mom if i stressed... and if she got set too high goals for me... My mom lied!!!!! She say no lox... at hm leh... say must get AT LEAST 5 As... er... impossible.... then report card... see le... not happy... still say... why so many Bs and Cs!!!!! Ah yo... my mom is a good actress...
Later Ms Ang advise my mom not to compare marks with ppl from others schools..which she always does...=D Love Ms Ang... She say me until like so good lox... but she like purposely lying... sigh... like she say i good on science... hardworking an stuff... O.o... got meh... i slack...Then she ask y i slim down so much...O.o??? Got meh... I FAT!!!!!!!!
My mom told her i everyday at hm... always play... so 100% no stress one... DOTZ!!!!!! Ah yerr... nth i can do la... just sat there... Quietly... listening to her lies... But in e end, Ms Ang managed to convince my mom i good in studies... (my mom thought i did really badly) So... I LOVE MS ANG!!!!!!

Later go out eat... Finished in 15 min!!! lol... fastest time...Then rushed back to skool. Listen to some speech on magic??? lol... it was ok la.. some tricks was kinda lame... ya... that's all... Then got this ring a chain... Until now, donno how to do e trick leh!!!!! Help!!!!! =P
Watched some ppl play bb... Hw and Sh is good...=P then go hm le lox...
No tuition today!!!! Wee!!!!!! Then later, might be going out watch X-man!!!! Yay!!!!!!

No longer depressed... lol... happy happy happy... music...hols... ms ang... x-man... Whoop!!!!

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? what am i doing ?

2006-05-25T15:38:00.000+08:00

1. Pon skool...
~Spent day lying around...
~thinking of donno what

2.Sorry!!!!!
~horrible timing...
~I didn't mean it...
~Sob sob...=(

3. Tuitions sucks
~i hate my chinese teacher...
~total waste of time...
~read one sentence, tell one lame story of her life... LIKE I CARE!!!!

4.Mom
~repeated speech about chinese marks
~totall insulted me...
~it really hurt...

5.Crying
~again...
~still...
~it always ends like that...

6. Why am i still here???
~i donno...

What will happen if i disappeared from this world... what will ppl do??? what will eu think... I'm so sure u won't even care... no one understands... no one knoes... Who will bother to take e time and notice??? No one at all... Nth seems to matter again... Cause i cannot feel e care and concern i felt before. Everything changed... that's life... rite???? Nth ever goes right.

No one really care... no one bothers...

Gone

today???

2006-05-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

hm... today went to e bukit chando place... was ok la... short... but kinda interesting... if u knoe ur history...=P I got 2 ghost stories!!!!! Wee!!!!! Fun...=D But don't think i'll ever try bring pork there... i not so brave u knoe... =P k... crap...
Class... er... nth la... eng went library. Art=waste time. Math... learn a little about lines and angles??? hehe....
After that, went to help in e p6 camp( DaVin Ci challenge) lol... HGS came!!!! Only that i don't really knoe e teacher in charge.. sad...=( Helped bring stuff around... Saw the teacher;s lounge!!! So nice lox!!! Got tv, sofa and fridge!!! lol... loaded with food somemore!!! such good life... no wonder teachers just love their stuff room... humpf...
At first slacked...ALOT. then e food came!!! Polar cakes. Set up e 'convator belt'... hehe... When finished eating, Mrs tey told us better to pack the food into plastic bads to give, it would be less messy... hm hm... Just then, the groups came it... Wa... Rushed like siao!!!! Ys put e water bottles in e plastic, i put e box and cynnie put e survay form in... haha... rush and rush... so tired...=P But managed to finish it...^-^ we rawk...
cynnie and i wanted to talk to e Hgs ppl... but don't dare...=P Prize giving, we 4 gurl (cyn, ys, huimin and me) go up stage help pack e prize... lol...
In total.. Great day... v. fun la...=D also got CIP point... yay!!!!!

pulau Ubin!!!!

2006-05-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

ello!!!! today went pulau ubin... was kinda fun la...but lotz e insect... and mozzie!!!!!!
Morning, woke up extra early... but didn't want go skool too early 2...so laid around... haha... i knoe.. waste time!!! =P Then went skool, morning assembly.. And went to meet e other pulau Ubin groups. had breakfast...(2 bread & milo). I had to put e extra bread in me bag... Of course it is squashed...-_-
Took e bus there... Xian... spent e time playing with Cheryl's phone. lol... When reach, could not find e stairs to e jetty!!!! haha... funny... the boat ride was short... ok la... no comments.

Sorry Cheryl!!!!! So so sorry... promise i'll get u a new cover... -_-

First went for e sanitary trail... there found lotz of stuf for our project la...Tok picture...Listen to alot of facts on e plants... and got eaten alive by insects and mozzie!!! i got 3 bites... sigh sigh... v. ichy... Learnt about coffee beans to some sea animals??? Forgot e name!!!!!! Lotz of insect there... Scary!!!!! So scared of them le!!!!oh ya!!! E dog also SO cute...=D After e trail, went on a mini bus, there went to different sea side... not really nice... One had lotz e bees... e other was boring. Later had lunch at a seafood place... shared fried rice and hor fan ar only spent 1.80each!!!!So cheap!!! =D And it was nice too...=) Later interview the uncles and auntie there... Such friendly ppl... Fendy came and eat... He really brighten up e conversation la... =D
Met at jetty... and went back. Ate jelly wobble. =) Later waited so long for e bus... Bus ride back was more fun la... =D talked alot...all e way loz... haha.... =) =) Trip was short... but fun...
Reached skool... then go hm... had to miss trng cause got piano... sigh sigh... i managed to creak e code of e laptop!!!!! Shhhhhh..... =D thanks to e wonderful DaVin ci team????? =P But i think our camera trick would have worked fine... hehe... thanks all!!!! Wee!!!!!! And also managed to finished Sail task!!! in about 30min??? So fast lox.. expected to take a LONG LONG time..=) Things get done quickly with many ppl helping...

So today's a great day with many accomplishment... yup yup... =D

New phone!!!! ^-^

2006-05-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

Thank eu to those who cared...=) U all can really make me feel so much better!!!! =) Don't worry la... I'm fine le...=D Thank eu... love u all...

hihi!!!! Guess what!!!! My dad got me new phone!!!! (^-^)!!!!! So happy.... =D
Yesterday(sat), pon tuition...=P didn't feel lik going... opps... then lazy around at home... packed e files and notes... Did a bit of tuition hw.. then go online...=) Had fun talking to a few ppl... then later my dad called say want bring me out buy hp!!!! Wa!!!! So excited!!! Then went mad online... Waited... and waited... Then my mom say she bring me... cause dad not free???? V. worried... Car ride to pp was...silent... sigh... Then finally thought of a subject and talked a little la... So relief when she didn't turn it into a lecture period...(^-^)
First went to top up brother's high card. Then go look for phone... 6111 don't have much function... so looked into samsund 820 and 520... later came across a seimen phone. Not bad.. Camara very sharp... 2.0 megapicle... also got 1g mp3... But worried not user friendly...So never get... =P also not very used to the way it works... Then my mom upgrade her starhub line... then got me phone!!! Samsund 820..=D slide phone... Wee!!!!!! So happy!!!!! =D Love my phone sia!!!!
The best thing is that my mom didn't kick up a fuzz or remind me of any marks nonsense... She only told me must do better in final term... Must brush up in maths and chinese...=D Well... i better do well.. cannot repeat this again... Managed to talk causualy to my mom again... So happy lox...!!! Hopefully it will last... Dowan to go back to what it was before...

At night go cousin house. Eat buffet then talked about *ah hemm* lol... lotz to catch up on.. after all so long never sit down like that le.. exams and CCA... so never meet much... =) Had fun la...later she stayed over at my house... She ar... keep talking to her bf...=P poor boy... must be so tired... haha...

k la... then today... now...trying to load songs into it...

I LOVE MY PHONE!!!!!!

Mad talk

2006-05-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

Friday... Went school as normal... Got grades confirmed... Got 12 in class... And 73 in level... Sigh... Got lower than cyn... Sad la...
but thought i would do worst...
Maths... kinda boring... Physic... can't remember what we did... Oh ya... my dad sms-ed me " Woo!!! Got new phone!!!" so worried that he used my contract to get new phone!!!! lol... IT... Finished on e website... damn plain... But could not be bothered to change anything... Skool ended... Ate a little then go hm... sad... now of days... i dread going hm... How depressing!!!!! But have to la... Got piano and i never bothered to practice... But one good thing happened today... i found out that my dad ment that i could get a new fone!!!! lol... i love him sia... he e only one who knoes that i'm even alive!!!! (^-^)

Piano was... horrible... as i said... i never practiced... any my mom kept criticizing me on e way back... Although i tried to ignore... the words hurt me so much... Like thorns... Painful sharp thorns which will stay forever!!! Sob sob...
Came back... then got tuition le... how xian... took out all my results... have to look thru it again... Heart break... so damn disappointed in myself!!!! All e Bs and Cs... How horrible... i knoe my tuition cher also damn disappointed in me... I'm a let down... A failure in life!!!! So sad!!!!! SOB!!!!!

k that's e end of e normal post... those below is crazy talk... wrote it just to let out the sadness in me... Blog the pain away... There's no need to read it anyways...

The mad talk

Every single day, the burden is getting heavier... Not really called burden... just that my feelings are being kept inside... the more i hide... the more heavier the insides feel... can't explain it... Just that its the horrible feeling inside which cannot be compared to the cuts on the skin. Emotions are more painful than cuts... Sigh...

Now of days... i've noticed a huge change with my mom and my reaction to her 'speech'. Every time she talk, it's a criticise, as if she got nth better to say. Like today when i told her about my class and level position. To her... she thought i would get damn low... ended up about average... My dad promised me new fone...=D love him so!!!!! e only one in e family who cares... While my mom, only cared about how horrible i did for my maths, science and eng... She even took her student's grades to compare...

Obviously it's not fair la!!! Diff paper!!!! But still... i cannot say anything... Everything thing i wanna say have to be turned back... I'm not allowed to say. If i do, it will only make the lecture longer... what's the use!!! So i'll just sit there, staring at her and TRY my best to ignore the words which can hurt so much...=(

Now of days, whenever my mom speak, i always try to find a way to get away from it... Or simply ignore it... Like that time when i choose to read a book in the dimness of the kitchen... Away from the rest of the family... To avoid my mom??? Gosh... horrible, maybe it's me... my fault??? Am i in the wrong??? Sob... i really donno anymore... Im lost... So lost... in a deep hole of sadness... nth more...

realized lately... no time... not that i'm damn busy... but that... i can;t remember what i spent my time on!!! Just staring into space... hoping time can heal the pain??? I'm going mad!!!!!

Latly, have been blogging more than often... Almost triple the times!!!! Maybe i got alot to let out... Cannot keep leaving it inside anymore... It's e only way after all... Hoping that it can ease the horrible feeling inside...

Sigh but i'm sure this can't go on... it gotta stop... This crazy behaviors... Somehow... one day...

As usual... Life sucks!!!!

Pain... torture

Hurt...

Problems

Grades

Mom

Hate

Cry

poseidon!!!!

2006-05-19T15:17:00.000+08:00

eed(18/5/05)
hihi...=D today no skool... lol... woke up late... went to practice piano, then post about e day before... lol... Kana lectured by my mom, which caused ME to be late in e meeting time... But in e end, YS later =D On e mrt, saw another shuai boy AGAIN!!! lol... funny...
We( me and ys) went tm watch Poseidon... Finally learn e correct spelling. Wonderful show...=P Luckily i went to watch, or sure regret...
I screamed at e life part...=P i'm mad... Scenes so horrible lox... So many dead bodies!!!! =X The couple very sweet. hehe... Was shivering ALOT lox... even ys complained... E cinema was so cols, then the movie also so exciting, so shiver lox... i like that one la... no surprise.
Suddenly felt that i hate watch so much!!!! But doubt it will be permanent. I can't part with swimming...=P
I almost suffocated myself 2...=P Every time when someone dive down, ill hold my breath... Weird rite??? lol... dangerous to watch such shows... Later forget to breathe and doe too... LOL....
The young boy so cute!!! Teared when he ALMOST died...=P I'm dramatic. At e last part, e old guy sacrificed himself for his daughter... sigh.. so sad... Ys guessed correctly... I thought it would be e younger guy...
when e show ended.. i was paralysed lox... Legs like jelly...=P Hands all night... haha....
Too bad missed out on some parts... My tuition teacher kept calling me!!! Esp at e exciting part... Irritating. Should have offed my fone... Sigh...
Oh well... really enjoyed the show... And it's FREE!!!! Thanks Gerald!!!

I hit my wound(knee) 2 time today!!! Ouch... One at e cinema, cause too exciting, then kick e chair in front.. Another was cause of an extra shelf... humpf... crazy design... fo put it execly at e height... Humpf...
We 2 later walked around tm and century. Malued urself alot... Ys and her cow which produce chicken?!?!?! lol... and chicken which produce milk... lol!!!!!!! Had fun la... Thanks Ys... really lifted my mood...=)

Later go hm... long walk... so sad... never see any shuai boy... =P... hm...

Mad talk...
I'm going mad!!! At night, spent about 1.30min sitting on the floor... in e middle of living room... Until now... i still cannot figure out what i was thinking?!?!?!?! I'm going mad!!!

Later when went mom got hm... stood stone still and listen to her lecture and scolding... Sigh... not that i dowan to talk, say or object anything... but i knoe what i'll never win!!!! My mom can always find a way to make sure i'm always wrong... Everyone in the family also get it... even my grandma!!! Home life is depressing...
If my mom cannot win, she will change subject or bring up what ever u did wrong!!!! So ur never right la... no use arguing... Reminds me of Mrs Jorden... =P

Maybe that's y i object so much around frewns... "ah so" lol.... cause i never get the change at home... haha....

my wreaked life

2006-05-18T13:10:00.000+08:00

my post before is depressing.. anyways... did'nt have e time to post yesterday... so here it is..
Woke up with a horrible feeling inside... sigh...on the verge of breaking down again.. Sigh... eyes damn swollen.. thanks to the night before... Still gotta go skool la... got photo taking (horrible timing) and science results... So classes were boing la.. math... did nth... Photo taking.. faked a smile... chinese was plain dumb la... read out some chinese ranking... Sigh.... my compo sucks anyways... recess... my eyes got better... less swollen le... i can see!!!! =P Also bought a pen knife... Finally!!!!!!
Science... Chem sucks... just cannot seem to do well for it la.. sigh... got worst in class... Overall... also horrible... Then got on period free... Was playing with e pen knife... too lazy to walk to any of e gurls table to tok.... to far... =( Sry got e gurls worried... Sigh... It was horrible... then eng was stupid... waste time on looking up into United Nation... IPW was cold and boring... sigh... don't seem to care much about what teacher was saying la...
Wanted to pon trng... but deicded not to... Home was more depressing... Bok actually came... But luckly focused more on sec 1s.. like what he did to us last year la... My shooting sucks la... Did some small court work.... then play one game... My throws are so horrible... then trng ended at 6 30... so late.. went hm... entertained those who were concerned... and ya... that's about it...

My wreaked life...

fck u!!!

2006-05-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

Ok... today is horrible... plain fucking horrible... i wish i could just end my life... Right now... Cut my wrist so hard... Sigh... but i can;t find a idiot pen knife... i gonna buy one tmr... So damn freaking pathatic... can't even find a stupid pen knife!!!!!! How idiotic... Anyways...
Grades horrible... Arg... Math is horrible... Chinese is worst... Arg... i did badly...Sob... my mom found out about my math... she totally blew... Started scolding me about the fucking marks... Arg... say that i'll never be able to get into jc if i get such horrible marks... And scolding me for everything la... Fuck... i knoe i done badly... Sob... Now i got more work... and tuiton... and restiction... and i gotta start NOW!!!! Imagine my june hols... Hell... And she has not knoe my chinese marks... Sigh... she'll kick me out of e house when she see e result la... Sob... forget it... i better get ready for it... I'm dead... =(

Today e stupid problem keep arising... He was e one who said not to talk anymore... then go tell ppl... Sigh... seriously... i am so freaking sick and tired of it... everytime, someone will come talk to me about him... When will i ever get a break from it...I wonder... does anyone tells him how fucking depressed i am???? The problems he is causing me???? It's not only him who is damn sad...Arg.... everything is so messed up... I totally give up!!!! U wanna ruin my life... u got it.... So smile... u did it!!!!!!

Just when problems were actually getting better... This problem got SO MUCH WORST. And so... i am so freaking depressed again... Gosh... and i'm going mad... I donno what i am doing anymore 2... So pls don't ask.... i'm just blogging to try relief myself cause i can find a freaking pen knife!!!!!! Pathatic.... Anyways... i totally give up... Since there are SO many ppl who just WANTS me to do smt... Fine... i'll do it... i'll just follow what freaing thing u say.... Whatever... I can;t be bothered to even CARE anymore.... If i do that... will u leave me alone??? For once????? The one and only time i can have peace and just go hm feeling great again????? When i don't have to sit aroind and hear ppl talk about him... Ya... i knoe.. he is damn sad... damn depressed... Don't worry... I'm feeling no better...

At least i don't send ppl around to tell u or bother u about who fucking terrible i am feeling... Like u even care... u just won't understand... U'll never will...

just leave me alone... just for this once... JUST ONCE???????

Depressed!!!!

2006-05-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

Sigh... today i shall not try so desperately to hide my sadness, disappointment and irritating... Cause of all e stupid problems... Arg...Straight to e point first... There is grades, new sitting arrangement, , him, her, and e teacher's ALL hate me!!!!! Sob... what did i do to deserve this... Sob... kill me instead... Shoot me!!!!!!
My stupids grade is nth to be proud of anyways... Cannot believe i actually did so badly for them... and it's MID YEAR!!!! so damn important la.... Sigh... Lit totally sucks la... 59... so low... Sigh... then Eng was so so disappointing...=( 30/60... gosh... JUST pass... sob sob... the teacher totally hates me la... My compo can get higher one k... Go and mark until so lan... Sigh... Anyhow minus marks for e paragraphing...=( Last time common test can one k... now cannot... lame la.... Then history was... er... i did badly... when i thought i could actually do well... stupid thought la... 64 half... dumb rite... ARG.... Sigh... sad... sad... sad.... Math first paper 35 la... also disappointing and so sad... SOB... i'm so dumb and stupid... I sure go normal next year one la... no need to stay in tk le... ARG!!!!!! My parents are also gonna kill me la....

The sitting arrangement SUCKS!!!!! I'm like e only gurl in e middle of e class... AND... in e middle of ALL boys!!!! Save me...=( Mrs tan seriously hates me... All e other gurls have at least one gurl by e side la... Unlike me... All 8 tables beside me are all boys... Sigh... i am so dead... Where can like that one... Sob... Torture... I hate it for 3 simple reasons.... Firstly... Middle... i want e window!!! ALways being stared at by teachers.... Sigh... 2nd... All boys surrounding... =( lastly... i am SO close to a guy which i am so damn scared of!!!!!!! Sucks la... Plain torture... totally can die... Shoot me!!!! I rather die!!!!!! I wanna complain... Mrs tan hates me... only wanna torture me... Put me in e midd le of boys... sigh... it's already unfair enough to use gurls to keep e boys quiet.. somemore isolate e gurls from each other!!!!! Too much la... seriously... It's damn unfair....

Netball today was ok la... got to play court play... Could'nt shoot.... ya.... then Bok never come... Seniors take over... Expect same things bah... Later they said wanted to go out... pp to eat... Wyn went hm... My mom cooking at home so cannot go... Sigh... Sorry ppl... sry Arina... cannnot follow u... Yup... that's it....

Depressed sia... Hope i can actually do well for geo??? my only hope... sigh... math sure die le la... Sob!!!!

hm... mother's day????

2006-05-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

hihi... today's mother's day... but it isn't that fun.... Mostly... all i can say about it is...BORING!!!!! i was dying at my gdparent's house... Sigh... it's a torture being e oldest gurl among all e cousin which are guys!!!!! kk... but more importantly, got to write about yesterday!!!!! ^-^

Yesterday...(13/5/06) Morning spent e time lazing around and doing mother's day prezzie la... Then waited... and waited... Went online... Talked to Arina and tried to persuade her to talk to someone... lol... then went dental... suppose to talk braces off la... But she let me keep it for one more month... hm... is that a good or bad thing.
Came home, changed and went over to gdma's oldest sis house... lol... A big bungalow with a swimming pool!!!! Too rich... there, played majong!!!! Wa.... missed it so so much... has been such a long time since i played it or even met there...=D Majong's my life... hm.... Not very sure of e game le la... so lost... But not that bad... Hm... yup yup... Later had break, then we all started teasing Glenda about her bf... Got his number from e fone cause she used it to call him... LOL... then sms him... haha.... So funny... At first we didn't think it was really him... But the dear Glenda gave it away... haha... still can remember e number until now...=) Sandra called him... lol... started telling him about his bad math's result???? lol... laughed so much... then started to interrogate him... and tell him he has to take good care of our dear Glenda and how wonderful she it???? hehe.... i knoe... were mean...
Later found out that her friend Alex introduced them... lol.... smsed him 2... but think he sleep le la... Haha... Asked funny question, then decided not to be so bad to the two lovely couple...^-^
After Glenda left, played 'speed majong'... lol... lucky changed, and i started winning a little la... All never think one la... anyhow throw cards... haha... even got 4 tai before...=D. So funny... speeding is fun...^-^... then later ended (1am plus) , count money... lost $7.20... hm... next week have to win back!!!! lol.. so in total... A wonderful game!!!!!!

Today....
Woke up late... so cannot make breakfast for my mom... hm... then packed bag, and gave my mom present... =) she was happy with my artistic skills...=P then went over to gdparent's house... Was so bored there!!! listen to the aunts talk and talk... then suddendly talked about me!!!! First say i too skinny??????? scared get donno what sickness... So mean... later lunch go ask me eat more... Can die lox... so much... i'll burst.... Then after e durian cake...^-^... they started talking about bf la... e bad stuff about it... then talk about this aunt;s student who tried to commit suicide over bf... Then tell me now CANNOT have anything to do with relationship la... And lastly... talk about date-rape!!!! OMG... Ah ya... with such aunt... don't think i will EVER be allowed to have a bf le...
Later just laze around on e sofa and watch e cousins play PS2 lox... Yawn yawn... so tired... so bored... then went home early with a aunt... yay...
When went on msn.. at first say no one online lox!!!!! Got a shock... ended up com lag la... lol... or i would feel really bad... =(

OMG...

2006-05-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

Gosh... i cannot believe my bro!!!! I cannot believe what he has done... OMG OMG.... he could have gotten me into serious trouble... How could he'!!!!
Just now when i went away from e com... I left e msn window open... Wyn's...Didn't close it la... Only one window there... Then when i came out, i saw in the window that "i" typed "fuck" on e window... Lucky wyn went offline le... Then she never recieved it... Gosh.... What is my bro thinking!!!! Wa!!!!
I can't believe it... i totally cannot understand y he wanna do such nonsense!!! Totally can get me into trouble... Kept questioning him... then he finally admited... Gosh... with a stupid explination... Cause there was once, i suspected that someone hacked my msn account, cause mel said i said some bad stuff to him in e middle of e night and i don't remember doing so... So... he said that he wanted to check if it was real????? that someone hacked my account... Cannot understand what is going on in his head... It's like impossible to actually find out e hacker... Wht use will it be if he go type fuck to someone... Does not make any sense AT ALL...
Totally cannot understand me bro... and i'm pissed off with him... Sigh... luckly wyn signed off fast enough...

So if u ever recieve any UNEXPECTED bad words from me... It should be from my bro... Unless i am having a fight with someone la... A real bad one... Ya... I still cannot believe my bro...=(

Vesak day...

2006-05-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

Woke up feeling so much better... Yesterday was horrible... I seriously went mad... Could not sleep and stupid nonsense la... Today did'nt feel that badly depressed anymore... Although 2 ppl made my problems worst yesterday... I enjoyed talking to e others last night... U all cheered me up... Thank eu SO much... i wonder what would have happened if i u all wern't there.... Love u all...=)

Today went swimming.... haha... lifted my spirit up alot... Missed swimming so much... lol... Saw a really cute boy there... LOL... So shuai...(^-^) lol... so had fun swimming... hm... now of days keep seeing shuai ppl...=P yesterday on e mrt also saw... Malu myself in front of him... Thanks to e "romantic rose"... Weird...then went eat some malay curry... ok la...
And so i'm here at home... Kinda xian... And a cousin who keeps looking at me blogging rite now... Irritating huh... ( he's really a pain... thinking he is SO smart...LOL... and he's only P2... how lame...disgrace to even have one...)

Oh yes... have not done e mother's day card and prezzie... haha... i better go do it... buai...

What would i do without friends...

I'm so depressed!!!! I hate life...

2006-05-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

Arg... stupid tagboard.... i can't get it to appear... and cause of it, i changed blogskin... Back to old one... And... I'm having a hard time changing it cause e stupid com keep lagging!!!! ARG!!!! I hate it... My com speakers has also gone mad... Donno what nonsense sound is coming out from it... Arg... i'm going mad... With a headache and muscle ach... What luck....

I'm feeling totally mad now...Feel so sad yet happy... So depressed yet hyper... i donno what i am actually feeling... I can't sort things out... And i cannot do anything about... Arg...

Today was fun la... Have to admit... Went out with ys today... Get e prezzie from naz and pass it to naz... Had fun...ya.. E train was scary... E mall was cold... I spend $$$... lol... thanks to ys la... And also bought present for my mom...
When got home... Had a muscle ach... walked so much today... Went online and cleared up the mess in e com... saved too much nonsense.. Then some ppl irritated the hell out if me... Helped someone... hm hm... i'm so kind...=P then found out that tag board got problem... Tried everything i knoe to get it to show... and it still did not.. stupid... Then went to change blogskin... and e com hang... Sigh... everything gone... Sob... i cannot stand it anymore... Arg....
Now i am just so depressed... All cause of e tag board and the template codes... Sigh sigh... my life really sucks... I hate it... I hate everything about me... The way i handle things... I wanna die... Arg.... And going on msn in no help AT ALL... esp when u have a super irritating person keep saying hello and playing idiotic winks...Sigh... i'm so depressed... I have no mood to talk to anyone anymore...

Mixed feelings...
What to do...
Life sucks...
Missing is a Torture...

Leave me ALONE... go away... Cause no one really cares anymore...

Exams are OVER!!!!!

2006-05-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

Yay!!!!! mid year exams are officially OVER!!!!! LOL.. so so happy.... Today chinese was ok la... don't think will fail. Haha... after that 2c gurls come me house watch movie.... lol... sorry for e disturbance and that we have to pause so many times.... Hope u all enjoyed e day... Hm...
Now watching harry potter goblet of fire. Sigh.... tmr wanna go out... cannot stand staying at home le... But e netballers like cannot go out lox... Xian.... Esp one who say free one got piano... lol.... others got class gathering...
Hm.... guess just go out with e normal bah....=) haha... i go play le.... lol.... BYE!!!!

2006-05-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

Model... huh????

2006-05-09T11:56:00.000+08:00

hi hi... Something really very weird happened today... Hm... very very weird...
k... After paper, went PP to eat with ys and cherry lox... Malu ourselves alot... Shhhhhhh.... LOL.... Spoil e quietness in pp... After that, went home... pp's boring... Today felt energetic so decided to take 16 home... haha... On e way to e bus-stop, one guy stopped me... Hm... dressed like a business man la. E first time i saw him i had an impression of a con man or smt... lol... PP's a dangerous place... He say he was from some donno what company, never heard before then say i look trim... Ask if interested in modeling... O.o LOL... Have to admit i was shocked la... But ANW... knew better not take e risk... haha... any my mom always warn me about being ppl offering nonsense jobs outside.. and how dangerous it is. Hm..so just say no interested lox... haha... So weird and scarry!!!!!!
Hm... my parents should never knoe about this, or a long long lecture will come about what bad stuff COULD have happen...-_-" Oh well... forget it...

Lit paper was hard!!!!! Did'nt really understand e poem... sigh... Then no time finish my essay!!! Stupid.. Got to work harder in my lit... Sigh... tmr Chinese...Later better go mug... Oh ya.. tmr no trng!!!!! WHOOP... can go out le....=D

1 more day left!!!!!!!!

2 more days...

2006-05-08T12:04:00.000+08:00

hihi... today i'm no longer depressed... lol.. A HUGE burden off my chest... =D After all history is one of my worst subs lox... Donno how come i can do well for class or level test.. But mid year or final... i fail!!!! Xian...
History was er... ok ok la... Wrote too much for 4 marks Q... Xian... But just nice got enough time to finish...=) And lucky i remember whatever i mugged last night.. hehe.... Just hope i will do well la... Ipod at stake!!!! =P
Tmr lit... hm hm... Just gonna read e thing again... Then look thru essays... Yup... That's all... Hope i got enough time to finish my essay tmr... Sigh sigh... i suck at it...Oh well.. gonna rush thru e poem and text... Oh ya.. got to go revise metaphor nonsense!!!!! Xian la...

Nvm... 2 more dayz... Must preserver!!!!!!!

********* i actually ignored to eu today... sigh... i can't stand it now... everything is messed up. I donno what i'm doing these fews days. Everything seems so blur... I gotta change the way i'm living thru life... Or i'll only mess it up again... Sigh...

forget the past. look towards the future...

i hate life

2006-05-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

What to say... History totally SUCKS!!!!
Staring at e histort notes for so long and nth in my head... Sigh... I'm to depressed to even think!!!!! Arg... As i repeat myself.. I'm depressed... Wa.... All kinds of stupid prolem all gathered together...My life is just too messed up...
ANW... 2 great thing happen today... Firstly... i finally found a way to cut myself with a pencil...=P lol... was so irritated with history started to shade e paper like xiao... the lead become shart at a corner... lol... hm... lotze lines... is pb poisonous???? i accidentadly poked too hard then it went through... hm hm... If it is... i gonna die soon.... =D
OMG... i sound so depressed... Arg.... forget it... oh yes... and e 2nd good thing is my mom forced me to gowatch mission impossible 3... hm hm... she say i look too stress... =) my mom rawks... k...
Exams sucks...
My life sucks.... sigh....

6 more days...

2006-05-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

Sigh... Again.... Depressed... Sob...
I'm waiting for "her" again...Sob... Had a wonderful time chatting with eu yesterday... lol... Can't wait to meet up after mid years!!!!! =D Sigh... She's e only one who can cheer me up from this depressing mood... =( Hurry up and come online!!!!!!!

Anyways... Today was... er... FAIL LA... Geo was horrible... Cannot get the stuff out right... Map work sure fail... I don't even remember whatever mountain... Arg... Horrible... Then was pratically copying everything over and over again... WA!!!!! Sob sob... This is bad... And now i am sick and tired of doing maths... I took 30 mins to draw a graph!!!! Stupid... I'm going to die tmr... Sure no time to finish one la!!!! Sigh sigh... And worst of all... Graph Q covers about 60% of e whole paper... DEAD...

I'm still waiting............................................

8 more days!!!!

2006-05-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

Sigh... blogging to destress again... Gosh... Science paper tmr... a little comfort in that... But chinese compo!!!! Xian... I'm gonna fail again... =( How to ever write a good chinese compo!!!! That's something i can never do... The most i got is 27/50... dotz... Somemore with help lox... Sigh... Sure will spend alot of time on it and will end up rushing like hell like last year... Which i got 13/50... Such HORRIBLE marks!!!! Sigh...sob... so damn stress!!!!
Today eng paper.. I never check...Spent too much time on e summary... WA!!!!!! Hope i can pass... Oh ya... Today went to marine parade library to study, when leaving, met this lady ask us buy stapler... I felt she was so so familiar... Then i remembered!!!! She was e one who got me and wynnie to bug 2 containers for $5 50!!!!! Wa... Hate her sia... But then i not very sure... So listen to her story same or not... Hinted to e other gurls not to buy... Even poked Cheryl. Ys got e message but Cheryl suggested split costs... Dotz... Wanted to stop her but my mom called... By the time finish e call, already bought... A stapler for $2.50... She so damn fake la... Kinda regret not confronting her right there, telling her i brought 2 pathetic containers from her for $5.50!!!!!! Sigh... i knoe i should have... Maybe if i didn't answer my mom's call i could have saved Cheryl's $2 and Joan's $0.50...
Oh well... lesson learnt... =( Too bad Cheryl never got my warning.. lol... Forget it...Cheryl's too kind...=D So sure she is fake la... First story about some old lady which needs help, next is her friend's store close... What nonsense la.... Easy money for her...
Anw... If u see a lady.. wearing spectacle...in her 50???? Carring purple bag... Asking u to buy some stuff, approach by talking about ur skool and informing u about "ppl from ur skool who has bought from her" and telling u story of 'helping a friend' DO NOT BUY!!!!!!!!!

Con- women strikes AGAIN... Humpf....

Sick and tired...

2006-05-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

Mugging and mugging... I'm dying soon... Sigh... It's raining again and it's making me more depressed... Arg... I cannot stand the look of a textbook... So sick and tired of studying!!!!! WA!!!!!! Although the mid years have just started and i have only sat for ONE paper... It's already getting to me... I'm so hating the mid years!!!!! Sob...

Depressed!!!!!!!!!!!

what to say...life is a torture...

2006-04-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

Sigh... i'm hating life even more... Feeling so damn depressed and guilty... SAD...Sigh sigh...Life is a torture... Why did stuff turn out like this. Why can't i sort things up. Everything is in a horrible mess and yet there is just nothing i can do... But only make matters worst... Why did it turn out like that!!!!!
Today got to school early cause my mom fetch... kekeke...i totally ignored my alarm clock and let it ring for like... 10-15 mins... And woke my mom up... hehe... I'm evil...history... Hm hm... We all learn that OM has short term memory!!!!!! lol... a fews days back, the glass window was broken and he was called to 'inspect' and today he comes in to asked about it... lol...
He waste out history period by asking nonsense question... Sigh... Maths was slack and PE was stupid. Just stayed in the gym and played around...
Recess was very crowded... but later it got better cause the upper sec ppl went up le.

The eng paper.... hmhm...

Wa,,, when saw the pictures for the newspaper report, faint la!!!! Picture so blur, how u expect me to write about it!!!! There was this bridge thing which look totally fine to me!!! Wa... Ended writing crap for the newspaper report... Making up my own incidents... Sigh... Fail la... Also wrote too much...-_-"

The compo... Had a hard time deciding which Q to write. Ended up with the most easiers. Sadness... =P Made up some story about my mom dying... (so dramatic!!!!) then later nothing to write le. So change it into past tense and wrote crap!!!! wa!!!! Had the most weird ending. Wa... fail la...

Go study geo la... Sigh... So sick of studying!!!!! BYE<<

TK band rawks!!!!

2006-04-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

Bleh... 1 day late.. anyways... here goes...
(Sat 22/4/06)
Woke up late... xian.... then read a bit of history test... BORING!!!! hate history... =( then changed and went to pp builder for tuition... Tuition was... er... ok la... Ended early and went to meet Joan... LOL...We were looking for each other in the a different building!!!... LOL... Met at e traffic light there then go PP... So damn bored of e place la... Sigh... been there SO SO many times le... Met Ys ans Cheryl... Walk around... then e others came...
At lunch a KFC... There we designed a special logo just for Cynnie!!! lol... MAJK... or... ma joking... or... horse joking??? lol... Pic on top..=D nice rite???? =P
After lunch... Went to buy tibits.. Got Cheezles... Lollipop... And sweet... haha.... Then headed to e outdoor stadium lo... On e way met Wynnie... She ar... Squash me and Ying Lin chio bu... Fat gurl!!!! =X
Went through e West entrance there and was sitted lox... The performance was nice la... But Tk was e best lox... Song nicest... Although did not have so much er... Entertainment... Eg... I really cannot remember e school but they had girls in black tank top running around in flags... There was this girl... Really obscene!!! lol...
Oh yes... cannot forget this... =D Saw Shawn Lee... (^_^) He was er... in charge of waving his school flag??? Anw... He wave until so nice lo... Sigh... Shuai lox... lol... Me and Ys spent alot of time look out for him... =P
At e end, Tk got GOLD!!! haha... it was expected la...Bt they did a great jod...=D Enjoyed the songs so much... We(Ys and me) also screamed and cheer so so much!!!! =D Tk band really rawks...
After we were dismissed, were suppose to go Suntec there eat with 2C gurls... But mom want bring me out watch movie...=P So cannot go lox... haha... Gave All e gurls hug... Even Cheryl... =P Sorry Tim... i knoe she's urs... =X
I watched 8 below... So nice la!!! Ah yo... Just love e dogs!!!!! Sigh... They were so great!!!! haha....

So yup... enjoyed e day!!!!!

Sick day!!!!

2006-04-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

hihi... wa... SO SO long never post le... Sigh... busy with studying...althought not much is going into my head...-_-" Anyways... i have to write about this.... Er... happened late friday... Good friday!!! lol.... Sick day!!!!!
Hm... we planned this cause we actually wanted to find a "class bag". Met at bugis.. Wen Xin dress so sophicatedly!!! haha... become sophscated women le!!!! We went to Zinc there... Found this nice bag... Army design...lol...it's nice lox... Now i suddendly fall in love with almost all army design stuff!!!! =P Even got 2 army print skirt... lol... But i still like e OP bag la... But since it's so ex... So follew e rest lox...=D
Cause only 5 ppl went, so must ask e others before deciding... Later went pastamania there eat... Was starving lox.. Joan and Wen Xin wanted to watch movie... But cause there was no nice movie there... And cause no $$$, never watch.... Haha...
We went to Cheryl's house... LOL... Yu shan's suggestion... Cause raining, stayed at Whitesand and waited for rain to lighten lox... Wyn!!!! Who tell u we went there??? =P Anyways, ate at Mac then go Ice Lemon tea and looked for badges... *Ahem* lol... Had a great time to looking for the same of each... Sadly only can find 2 small one... So me and Wen Xin took it lox... Cheryl, Ys and Joan bought e bigger one... haha... Love it sia....=P
Cheryl's house very nice lox... haha.... Very well organised... Unlike mine... And we watched Scary Movie... lol... So so so funny!!!!! All laughing so much... It was a good movie which taught us alot about... BIO!!! HAha... i wanna watch Scary Movie 4!!!!!! =P
Althought i was kinda of a short day... Had ALOT of fun with e sick thing we all said.. =X

2C'06 rawks 4EVA!!!

2006-04-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hihi!!!! Gosh... So so much to write!!!! So happy la!!!!! 2C rawks!!!!!! got e 1st for so many stuff!!! And best in the lower sec!!!! Whoop!!!!!
Lessons were boring... Hate Chem!!!! Mrs tey gave us some talk about controlling ourselves... Xian la... Got to miss one period of Chinese!!!! YAY!!!!!
Later went down to eat and stuff... So so so nervous la... Scared we lose to 2B la... Sigh... Helped WF keep score. 1H got 3rd place... 1A got first... Whoop!!!! My wonderful junior's class!!!! YAY!!! Later went to watch 2C in volleyball... And they won!!!! Nani supported our class.... Haha... So happy...
And then out turn for netball came... Played defence... Kinda sucked at it la... Slacked alot... Sigh sigh... Everyone did well...=) Rachel caught alot of ball!!!! Whoop... 2 shooters also good la... And so we won la... Whoop!!!!!! =D YAY!!!!!
We won!!!!!!

3 cheer for 2C

Hip hip hurray

Hip hip hurray!!!!!

So happy... Wanted go over to soccer there support friend one... But then Yu Shan dragged me and ask me to take her place in the relay run... Sigh... Cause of her... I decided to help out la... Don't u think we would get better with Yushan???? =X Was very very nervous!!!! Scared i no stamina to run then no energy to turn back!!!! SCARY!!!!! Was e 2nd runner... Joel was 1st, me, John, Cheryl and Gerald... Yup yup... Very nervous waiting for e baton... Joel was 4th to arrive... The when i started running... Saw the other 3 girls so far away la!!!! Paniced and sped... Kind of a big mistake la... Cause later will become very tired...Should run at own speed... 400m leh!!!! Oh well... Managed to catch up with them behind the tecnical block and keep running lox... Lucky did not lose all my stamina la!!!! At the bending part, I stopped to bend... Suddendly felt SO SO TIRED!!!! Can collapse la!!! Legs very heavy... Cannot run le!!!! Then Soon Hao called me lox... And i run... Haha... Lucky la... Without his call... I would not have e motivation to run le...=P Thank eu!!!! Really slowed down when reaching John... So tired la... Almost fell on 2 ppl!!!!! Went to a pillar and rested.... Damn dizzy!! And legs very very pain... Everyone also run very fast la!!!! And... 2C won!!!! Whoop!!!!

Cynthia say i help make 2C in the lead... Are u sure??? =P Felt that everyone played a very good part la... Yay!!! WE RAWK!!!!!

Later prize giving, went up to get the netball medel... Very scary lox... Alot of ppl looking... 2C won so so many medels la!!!! And got e 1st for lower sec!!!! YaY!!!!! So so so so happy and proud of 2C!!!!

Took pics then went to PP... Ate dinner lox... They all so mean lox... treat me like maid...=P Meanie!!!!! Then went home... Wyn ar... So choosy...=P Make me climbthe stairs up e double decker bus with a very very haevy bag!!! Humpf!!! Oh yes... almost forgot this... Chennie and Sherly Ong asked me why and i so thin?!?!?! Are u sure... I'm far from skinny!!!!! =P Must be the huge shirt.. A illusion...

E walk home was scary... Sky was dark le... Sigh... But reached home SAFTLY!!! Lol... Ur curse did'tn work wyn... And so here i am... Feeling so so happy about e day and admiring my 2 GOLD medals!!!!!

2C'06 rawks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To the person...-_- =Thought i could be happy for the the time now... Y do u always have to spoil everything!!!! I gave u a chance and replied eu... Yet u just HAVE to repeat whatever we talked about for days... Why can't u just understand... There is nothing u can do... Just let the past be the past... Why do u have to make life so difficult for me!!!!! U look like a totally different person!!!! In school u just ast like nth happen... But now ur over sensetive!!!! Will u please stop spoiling my day!!! Leave me in peace!!!!! Hate me if u have to... I can't be bothered anymore!!!! Go away... Leave me alone!!!! At least let me be happy for this while...

Netball full days!!!

2006-04-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday too busy studying... so cannot blog.... So gonna write about 2 days...

Yesterday(11/4/06)

Lessons... hm hm... ok ok la... Chinese... Mdm F sense of style... Sigh... Like my great great great grandma la!!!! OR worst!!!!! Sigh... Must ke lian us lo... Have to bare with her for 2 periods!!!! Hm... Maths test... Made a few stupid mistake... Like i never transfer the table of value to the graph!!! SOB!!!!! Waited for e sec 3s to come down... Has such a great time studying with Arina...=D She's a wonderful tester...Later got e sec 3 interclass... Didn't really have e mood to enjoy watching e game... Got 2 test tmr!!!!! At first wanted to go home one... But then decided not la.... Me and wyn took turns studying and umpiring... I kana shouted at a few times lo!!! Humpf... Umpire got FINAL say!!! =P JKJK... Guess it's normal la... Cause some time must be fair then miss out a few rules lo... So like that... Xian... Later finally ended... Wyn ar!!! Made me walk all the way to the bus stop and climb the overhead bridge and walk back... Humpf... Big Bad Meanie!!!! =P

Went home study study lox... K... I'm done...=)

Today(12/4/06)

I survived!!!!! =P Today geo and bio test la!!!! Sigh.... then in school cannot really remember much!!!! Xian... Chinese was SO SO boring.... Fell asleep 3 times in class....OPPS!!!! Mdm Feng has NO sense of fashion!!! Today she bundled up her hair...Wore long sleeves and a skirt... Like COWBOY la... Only missing the hat!!!!

Bio test was ok la... Phew... Then English... Nani was trying to act pro la... Say herself like to great like at... Humpf.... She never do ANYTHING one la!!!! Got back our speech writing and i PASS!!! Whoop!!!! Then went lab to research on some nonsense mountain la... Sigh....

Assenbly!!!! Very interesting so better read properly!!!! =D Today assembly went hall... Had some ballet demo la... First part was kinda boring la... Demostrated some normal routine they did... I studied geo...=P And then.... Had some performance... Was about 3 dying swan... Hmhm... The first ballerina... OMG.... Totally gross la!!!! Was like a porn show!!!! =X Let me explain as nicely as i can... Ah hem... The lady didn't wear a b** and so... U could actually see AH HEM!!!!! Everyone was looking away... And when she did some wriggling action... Wa... Seriously...YUCK!!!! Y didn't any teacher stop it!!!! I's so SICK!!!!! LOL... Hm... i wonder if any of e boys have nose bleed!!!! =X Other 2 dancers were MUCH better... Then later went for geo test... Actually.. was kida ok la... Will pass...=)

Training

Today was really very slack la... At first did runs and ball handling... Shuttle and stuff la... Even did suicide!!!!! Xian la... Later wanted to play some games... But the ncc land ppl using e court!!! Sigh... Sad la... Our last training till June la!!!! That's when Mr Bok comes back... Good in a way that training will be MUCH more interesting and we all can finally do COURT PLAY!!!! YAY... miss it so much la!!!!

Went soccer court to play 10 passes game... Some how got a feeling like in Cohort camp la!!! Seniors ordering all around.... LOL.... Sigh....=( Ended train with some Q & A??? When did netball have Q & A??? Anyways... Went home le lo... Must feed my darling kitten!!!!! Haha... That's about it....=)

Sigh sigh

2006-04-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

Woke up late today... Exactly at 9 leh!!!! Sigh..Had to make Rachel and Cynthia wait... So sorry!!!!! Anyways... when we finally reach.. Saw Ys and SH in KFC... Very funny lo... their position.. sit so far away from each other... =P
Then ate breakfast and went to the court... There were some malay women there... Can tell they knoe how to play netball la... Then SH asked if wanna have a friendly match against them... LOL... They agreed... Cause me and Ys were wearing the tk jersey... Opps... So got pressure lo... Cause they knoe we netballer... But luckily we won la... Phew... Or will malu...
didn't do much training la... Just shoot lo... Then later changed and went eat Japanese food. Before heading to Bugis... There just walked around la... Nth much to talk about... Cheryl went off for her tuition and we went to meet the NCC sea boys... Sigh... But didn't wanna follow them la.. So walked on our own...
Toke wonderful neos...=) Ah yo... than e boys ar... Keep asking where we are... Sigh... Irritating... Cynthia left early... So sad... So went Mac to eat lo...
After eating... Rachel went home... So sad lo... Only left 2 ppl... Just then... Cheryl called and said that she could nnot go out le... Sigh...Ke lian... Then no need wait for her le la...
Went Mos burger to bus some snacks... The Frozen Strawberry was really nice... But VERY VERY COLD...
While waiting... Timothy called.. say wanna meet us.. Sigh... Really find it very... Not like we won't see each other again what... Y wanna meet... Already different place le... See no reason going back together... Somemore... 2 girls only... Outnumbered by e guy la!!!!
But gave in to them la... no way to talk ourself out of it... So HAVE to go meet them at MRT there lo... Wanted to take bus... so all follow... SIGH!!!!
It not like i'm trying to avoid la... But.. really... I feels so weird lo... Being outnumbered by boys where u ar not close to is HORRIBLE...
All took 33... Ys ar... try to scare me la... Wanted to leave ME alone with e other guys and take another bus... Sigh... Lucky she never...
Later bus came... Sat at a 4 sitter sit... STUPID MISTAKE!!!!!!!! Seriously... I totally did not enjoy e ride back... Later alighted at Kallang and took MRT home... Sigh... Hope e guys understand la.. But i totally did not like the sitting position i was in... Sorry for lying....
Oh yes... must thank my HERO today... YAY... Yu shan u rawk!!!! =P
I love Yu shan!!!! =X My total savior...

Half of netball sec 3 interclass..

2006-04-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hihi... so long never post le... xian la... haha.. so decided to post today.... Half couse of Wyn 2...
Today nothing much really.... Class were the same... Boring!!!!! Had spelling which i got full marks for...=D Portfolio 10 which i wrote crap... Hm hm... And Mdm Feng totally forgot about our ting xie AGAIN!!!! Sigh... spent the whole night learning... waste of time and esp...SLEEP!!!!!
Mui mui never come today... so Mrs V. Tan took over... she ar... so crazy over attire... sigh... abit over le la.... must always check check... Irritating... anyways... spent alot of time on the tracing nonsense... Then finally left for e games...
Brought out e poles and started e game lo... Was e umpire... haha... Slack alot la... let Arina blow most of the errors... opps...=P Wyn ar.. only knoe how to slack la... never help me one.. humpf..=P
After that, got lightning... xian la... then rained... Wa!!!!! So sad... cannot finish it.... sigh.... Packed the stuff... then walked around with Wynnie... Sigh ar... talk SO much today...=P Rain got heavier... sigh...then had to stay in school la...
Later went to the piano and the VERY pro pianist Wynnie wonka played her wonderful song.... haha... Stayed there for a while, then went home lo... haha...
Kinda xian rite... lol... hope tmr will be more fun...=P

2C 06 rawks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hihi!!!!!! Today was such a GREAT day!!!!!!!!! =) So so happy... kk... let's get started!!! lol...
Today was e tk 50th anniversary game... So excited...=) Lessons became really boring... PE was kinda waste of time la... just ran 2 round around technical block and listened to some sports crap la... Xian...Miss Anwari and MR TEY!!! Chinese got ting xie... Sure fail la... Then Eng!!! Nani ar.. always LOVE to call my name!!! lol... was reading another story in the eng book then she call me ans question... xian la... Scare me again!!!! Also kana sabo by e girls for reading our one of e text in e book... Was suppose to be e evil king..=) but got changed to e wife which only got one small sentence to read!!! LOL.. Funny... Art... Hm... was mostly interested in finishing the poster nonsense...lol... And did it horribly... And finally...1.30!!!! Went to meet Mrs chen for some stuff which was'nt that important...
Then went downstairs and meet wynnie. Ah yo she ar... always say i talk so much, but she ar.. Also talk ALOT...lol... After awhile, gathered everyone and watched the other classes play. Then our first game came... Played GS. We against 2D. Ended with 10:0...=) Whoop... Next was 2B. Kinda worried la... Cause they kinda good... Got Wynnie leh...lol... But so happy... We won...=) 7:1 Haha... then 2A and 2E... Won all...=) But fogot e score...opps... Everyone play really well la... Like Soon Hao who shoot SO well... lol...esp when i slacked so much when playing against 2e...opps..XD Rachel also caught many balls... Over all every single one did SO SO well...=D yay. So got into finals lo...
And ended up going against 2F!!!! So scared will lose lo... Cause lost to them last year. Worried la... I played GK this time... Gerald was GS and Rachel was out... Sry... Wa... at first was losing la!!!! So sad!!!! Then Soon Hao and Gerald started to shoot alot in...=) did'nt take note of the score so was kinda scary as donno whether winning or losing... The F class's GS is so pro la... never miss one before!!!! Hm... but managed to intercept a few balls from him la...=) The 2 shooters were great!!!! Defenders 2.... haha... Or should i say...EVERYONE PLAYED SO WELL!!!! When it ended, thought we lose leh... But also a bit blur... then i think Gerald shouted then knew we won...=D YAY!!! Wa... actually won 2E!!!!! Whoop...So happy until kept screaming with yushan!!! lol...Ah yo... until no voice le... still overjoyed....haha... Finally!!!!!!!!!!
Later was 2B against 2J... I think..=P Cheered for 2B... cause of Wynnie la... Shouted so loud lo... Wynne, must thank me for my wonderful moral support!!! lol...And they won...=) 4:3...Was really close...=) YAY...So will be against 2B in finals...
Later went out to celebrate... LOL..Ended up only me and Wynnie la... This gurl ar...Talk SO much today!!! LOL..=P Make me laugh until stomach pain... then also cannot finish my food... Humpf...=P Then waited for her dad... And went home lo...=)
Oh yes... cannot forget this... On e way home, saw this tree which really resembled a scary movie i watched... Wa... Somemore so dark le... Scared myself So much!!! LOL...
Anyways... WONDERFUL day...=)

2C rawks!!!!! Even our vollyball also in finals,,,=) Must support 2C in e finally hor!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2C'06 RAWKS

I hate life!!!!

2006-03-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

Guess what it's my b day... But everything is going WRONG!!!
Not gonna elaborate much...

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Points...

-Most terrifying/HORRIBLE b'day ever!!!!
-Being ORDERED around
-PITY small dog
-EMOTIONS( terrified, shocked, embarrassed, hurt, sad)
-BIG hole in 'pocket'
-Long, horrible scolding...
-Put words in my mouth...
-Blamed to make the chance of being blackmailed???
-Just my luck...
-HATE LIFE

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"It's all UR fault!!!! ALL UR FAULT"
Yes mom... I'm feeling bad enough... Thanks alot for making me feel worst...=)
Scolding is so 'helping'...

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Days on earth a'nt getting better...

Gotta hate life!!!!!!!

Busy yet fun day..

2006-03-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey ya... Today was kinda of a busy day... But was also fun...=)
Woke up at 8am... Packed bag and went to feed e lovely kitten...=D After that, left home to tk bus-stop. There waited for Cynnie( b day gurl), Rachel and Wynnie... Was e first one to arrive... LOL... Soon Cynnie and Rachel arrived... But Wynnie still donno where... Call and sms also never reply... Waited for 30 mins, guessed she must have mistake e place/time, or overslept, so decided to leave without her...
Was e last one to arrive at KFC...Sry!!! Later Wynnie called. Found out she overslept.. Such a clever gurl...lol... Went to Mac to fetch her, ten went to the netball court lo... Did mostly court play la... Then practiced me shooting... Hm... Although the hoop was big, it was kinda hard to get e ball in!!!! LOL... Disturb wynnie a lot...haha....
After training, went to Mac and changed lo... Cheryl left for her tuition. And we( Yushan, Rachel and Wynnie) went to suntec to get e movie tickets. Walked quite a distance just to get to e cinema. Think cause i tired la... or very bored...then started talking alot!!! Complimenting about almost everything, esp what wyn say..=P lol... Got wynnie pissed off... =P But when i stop... Wynnie take over... Ah yo.. It's obvious she talk more than me...=P
We found a sit and sat there for about... 45 mins la... LOL...play games on fone..=) Found out how slow Wynnie's phone it... lol... Went to buy cookie from "Baking boys", then go Mac cause wynnie want fries. Waited for time to pass... Cause movie only starts at 5...
Rushed up to the cinema where meet Cheryl and Richny...After buying e large popcorn, went to watch movie lo... Watch 'the shaggy dog'. At first when go in... me and wyn talked alot lo.. lol...
very funny... But silenced down soon after...
Wynnie ar... At first ask me eat slowly... Then even ask me count until 100 then can eat one!!!! LOL... Girl... it's LARGE... lol... Then when movie going to end... Ask me eat faster... lol....poor me.. Eat popcorn also got restriction...
The movie was nice la.. funny...=) haha...Only thought the beginning was an advertisement...lol.. Not bad la...smile...
After movie, Cheryl gave me e prezzie... lol... I think they wanted to sing song in e toilet.. But walked out le... Anyways...Thank eu!!!! (^_^)
Went arcade for a while where they tried some luck game... lol... Gave up soon enough... Then went home lo... Tok 16. On e way home. some very 'sensible' gurl who already finished uni sms me... lol... funny gurl...smile... too bad my phone half way flat... xian...
When reach home, all my aunts here le!!!! Quickly go bathe then recieve lots e prezzie!!!! Whoop... But must wait till 12 mid night to open!!!! Hm... oh yes... had Cheeze cake...=D SOOO NICE... lol... love it so much...
And so after finish cake, write blog le... smile... Can't wait for 12 mid night!!!!!!